DEVA LOREN/ LANA ALVAREZ
My fingers subconsciously remained on my lips after leaving Aaron and Sophie alone. I kissed him.
Why did I give in to it?
It almost seemed that part of me never stopped being attracted to Aaron.
The same man who left me to rot away like a dirty little secret. Would he have kissed me so passionately if he knew I was Lana? I doubted it.
I walked with my servants until I reached the third wing of the royal home, the servants' quarters. To think I used to live there before I died.
"Deva!" I turned under my umbrella as I looked ahead into the sunny environment to find Aaron calling me.
How do you always find me when it's convenient for you? I wanted to ask, but it would only confuse him. Shall I toy with his head a little?
I kept my expression in a scowl. If he thinks what he did earlier will make up for my dignity, he's sorely mistaken.
"Alpha Aaron," I lowered my head a little in respect. If I were a worker or commoner, I would've lowered my upper half fully just the way my maids did.
"Can you excuse us?" He told my maids. "Hand that to me." He pointed to the umbrella.
What's he playing at now?
They obeyed without question before leaving. Anna would've made sure I was comfortable before leaving. I missed her dearly even after knowing her for such a short period.
"Thank you," I said to the girls before they left.
"I see you're getting familiar with everywhere," he told me.
"I am," I kept walking forward as he held my umbrella. "What do you want from me, Aaron?" I asked him, not wanting to waste both our time.
"I figured you'd definitely still be upset," he added. "Once again, I did not mean to not make it to your chambers last night."
"Yes, definitely. You did not mean to go stay with the Luna when you were brought in as a new bride whose dignity must be preserved on the first night, and also definitely did not mean to just show up at her arrival without notice. How believable," I awkwardly laughed, unable to hide my sarcasm.
"Some of our men died going to war with another pack. I was in the Blueridge pack to fight along with my men, and for the wedding night, Sophie said she wanted to tell me something super important. I was prepared, all I had to do was hear what she had to say, and then I was to spend the night in your chambers. I don't exactly remember how I slept off."
"Did you drink anything?"
"She didn't drug me," he said, parrying my intuition before I had the chance to prove it to him. "I passed out from fatigue."
Sophie spiked his drink. If he truly meant to come back to me, Aaron has amazing stamina. A war and official work would never stop him from being active. I knew that when he'd help me with all my work as a young slave, he would spend the entire night studying as per his father's demands since he could not do it in the day.
"That adds up too," I briefly commented.
"You don't seem to like Sophie much, do you?"
I despise that woman,
And all I desire is her demise.
"Sophie is a great Luna. We got into some argument, but I know we'll bond great very soon."
"Really?" He sounded shocked.
"Really. I have made a few mistakes on my part and judged without reason, but if you say she's good, then I'll take your word for it."
Let him believe I’ve accepted her. It will only make the fall sweeter when he realizes he trusted the wrong woman.
"This was..."
"Easier than you thought?" I queried.
"Yes. That is how I feel. I'm happy you both are on the same page. I know we've been off to a rocky start, and it is my fault for not being there at your arrival to set a better ambiance for you both. Sophie is a great woman, and I know you are too. She's been a little lonely, she could use more people around her."
"I doubt Sophie could ever be lonely, Alpha Aaron. She has her trusty minions within the palace to keep her busy."
"There is more to what meets the eye, Deva," he replied. "Do you mind walking to parts of each palace wing together? This will make the people believe that we have a great relationship as husband and wife."
"I do not." Even here, servants would pause their movements and activities for a few moments, stealing glances at Aaron and me before taking their eyes away and talking to each other.
The more eager courtiers saw us together, the faster the news about us being together would spread, and to the public, I would be the woman who could threaten her place. I will make Sophie work only to reap nothing.
That is a part of my promise to her.
We moved closer and closer to my side of the quarters, and just when I thought we would get there...
"Do you mind exploring another side of the royal home? I have somewhere absolutely exciting to show you," my husband said.
What are you scared of facing?
Is my death not enough for you?
I looked at him, then looked ahead and found something missing. I wanted to ignore it, but it was a piece of our memories too large to leave unspoken. I never want him to forget me even if it hurts him, just the way he did to me.
"There used to be a cherry blossom tree here. Where's it?" I pointed to the empty space down the block of unpainted blocks.
"How did you know?" He turned pale. Just like I wanted. Let that guilt chew him whole
"I heard the servants talking about it," I lied. "I was just wondering why it was cut off."
"It was getting old, and the leaves were withering," he also hid the truth.
I was now more determined to find out what happened to him, to us.
Where did it all go wrong? Why did he abandon me like an easy way out?
"I see."
"Yes."
We moved out of the third wing of the royal home with my maids following behind, giving us enough distance to be separated from them.
We moved to the second wing with the gardens and statues of past rulers and occurrences that served as sightseeing.
Through the rose-covered entry that felt like a door to a magical realm, I found the last two people I needed to see.
"Deva!" Jade gleefully chirped as she came to embrace me, and Cain gave a short recognition of Aaron's and my presence.
He's usually not so humble after getting his way with things.
"My darling child." All her excitement made me sick.
"Mother." I faked a grin. "Father."
"Bless you two, your mother and I're going to pay a visit to you after we finish exploring this work of art," he gestured at the garden.
"We are delighted we could meet you both here," Aaron responded pleasantly.
There is nothing pleasant about meeting Deva's parents.
DEVA LOREN/ LANA ALVAREZ."And what if I refuse?" I dared to ask."You would refuse to become the better woman?" Alpha Cain rose to his feet, facing me as if he wanted to ram his tightened fist into my face.He's hit the actual Deva a few times. More times than I can count throughout her diary.Of course, I wouldn't be against it as I am in my right mind. But if I were Deva, I would want to know what would happen if I said no.After all, it was only for his benefit, not for me."I-I don't want to hurt anyone." I acted scared.The only thing I felt for this man was repulsion. Scared? Absolutely not.He angered me if anything."You're not hurting anyone, Deva. You must understand that if you do not take that Sophie woman down, she will crush you beneath her palms no matter the cost."I need not be told twice. I know she desires my harm."I know, mother," I replied."Then do not act like a fool and do the right thing. You must have Alpha Aaron's child no matter what. I'll give you three
DEVA LOREN/ LANA ALVAREZ.We stepped into the garden through an archway draped in blooming roses, their petals brushing my shoulder like a breath. The vines twisted up the iron frame, stubborn and soft, opening into a timeless garden.The path beneath our feet shimmered with fine stone dust, curving through sculpted hedges shaped into wolves mid-howl and shields worn by age.The twelve statues ahead stood in a circle, each ruler frozen in stone with eyes carved to follow your movement. One held a blade across his chest. Another knelt with hands bound in prayer. Evil men described as glorious rulers. They left those they stole from in penury, the one I hated the most had his statue with his eyes and mouth smiling. Aaron looked so much like him. How could I have missed the strange resemblance?He had me completely fooled as Lana, but he will never win in the same game as Lana.Just past the statues stood tall iron cages woven with gold thread, spaced like art installations, beautiful an
DEVA LOREN/ LANA ALVAREZMy fingers subconsciously remained on my lips after leaving Aaron and Sophie alone. I kissed him.Why did I give in to it?It almost seemed that part of me never stopped being attracted to Aaron.The same man who left me to rot away like a dirty little secret. Would he have kissed me so passionately if he knew I was Lana? I doubted it.I walked with my servants until I reached the third wing of the royal home, the servants' quarters. To think I used to live there before I died."Deva!" I turned under my umbrella as I looked ahead into the sunny environment to find Aaron calling me.How do you always find me when it's convenient for you? I wanted to ask, but it would only confuse him. Shall I toy with his head a little?I kept my expression in a scowl. If he thinks what he did earlier will make up for my dignity, he's sorely mistaken."Alpha Aaron," I lowered my head a little in respect. If I were a worker or commoner, I would've lowered my upper half fully jus
AARON SHROVA.It was hard not to lose myself in the taste of Deva's lips. This is what I was afraid of. I did not love her; my heart was with someone else who was no more. It was my fault that she died.I told myself that I kissed her to preserve her dignity and to make up for not showing up last night. All I remember was Sophie asking for me, and I passed out from exhaustion. I had gotten a little fever before the wedding that only Sophie knew of. I hid it well, but it caught up with me. The doctors said it was from induced stress. I meant to be at her Chambers to fulfill my duties after seeing Sophie, who told me she had something important to tell me.Her actions had failed to make sense to me after Deva arrived. It was like her demeanor changed. She became cold and distant. I didn't fully trust anyone, and I still could not tell who was telling the truth. Was it the woman I had my lips on or the one I trusted to be c
DEVA LOREN/ LANA ALVAREZAlpha Cain and Jade were taken to the other wing of the royal house to rest for the night, putting their faith in me to make them proud by successfully sleeping with him.I sat in my room, dressed by my maids, looking dolled up and perfect. Middle-aged women came into my chambers to explain the procedure of sleeping with my current husband. My eyes tore away from every vivid description and scenario as they explained it all to me.A bride excited would be shy. I wasn't shy; I was scared for all the valid reasons.The nightgown I had on was not made for sleeping. It was made for him.It hugged my body like melted silk, soft, light, and weightless. The neckline dropped low, too low, showing the top of my breasts like they were meant to be seen. Black lace lined the edge, brushing my skin like a gentle caress. It didn’t hide anything. It only drew more
DEVA LOREN/ LANA ALVAREZ.The banquet for the celebration was not as huge as the one the Luna would have, but it was a large feast featuring the best musicians in town, the top nobles, people from Scarletmoon pack, amazing cuisines, and gossip from people who looked at me curiously from a distance, examining me as though I was a newly discovered rare species. They watched me all evening. All of them. Like I was something they were waiting to see crack. The rest came to congratulate me, and so did the witch Aaron married."Congratulations, Deva. I feel blessed to have you here with me. I hope we get along well enough for our children to be the best of friends."I glanced at Aaron, realizing I hadn't thought about having his children a lot. What if I do? Give birth to a man who does not love me. An uncanny feeling pricked up my spine. I wasn't sure I still believed in true love after what I had been through, but I do not b