ログインFull stop. Literally I stopped walking and pulled his hand so we were facing each other.
“Might!? How do you not know for sure if you are engaged or not?”
“It’s complicated, but I want to be honest with you so I brought it up.”
“Jareth, you can’t bring up a maybe complicated fiancé and then not spill the whole story.”
“You’re right, let’s um sit down at least.” He looks around the shopping area for a place to sit. Is this story going to be so bad I need to sit down?
“No. Just tell me.”
“Fine, in high school my parents were good friends with this other couple who had a daughter a year ahead of me. They decided to make an arranged marriage for us.”
“Approved family?”
“Yes. By my parents. Not me. I hated the whole idea, especially when she seemed to be into it. I rebelled against the whole idea. I think I made it clear that I wasn’t into the whole us getting married thing.”
“That sounds like you broke it off and you are not engaged?”
“You would think that, but I have seen her around sometimes and she acts like it’s still an option. My family mentions her regularly too.”
“Is it an option? Do you think you would want to be with her?” Please don’t say yes. I know we are not exclusive or anything, but I don’t think I can handle competition right now. I definitely don’t want to be some rich asshole’s mistress.
“No. Not to me. I’m just saying other people in my life might bring it up. I want you to know not to listen to them.”
“Thanks for the heads up. I’m I going to be meeting people in your life? Other than Brian and Melody.”
“As the mother of my child, I would hope so. I just also know that they are a lot, so I want to give you as much prep time as possible.”
If the rest of his world is like Melody I am not sure there is ever going to be enough prep time, but he at least knows that.
“Thanks for thinking of it. I agree we should figure us out before I meet anyone else from your world. I would want to have a united front.”
“What about your family? Do I have to worry about a scary dad coming to kill me for knocking up his daughter?” He laughs nervously.
“My parents died in a car accident when I was a kid. I lived with my grandmother after that, but she is gone now too. All on my own now.”
“I’m so sorry Olive. Here I am complaining about my family and you…I feel like a jerk.”
“It’s fine, really.”
Great, now there is that awkward silence that always happens after people hear the dead parents and dead grandma story. Need to think of something else to say. Not something stupid. “Oh, look a bench.” I point to a bench by a bus stop like an idiot. At least he isn’t laughing at me as we walk to the bus stop bench. We sit and he lets go of my hand. Disappointing. His arm then wraps around the back of the bench as he sits right up next to me and his hand rubs my shoulder. Maybe, better?
“So how are we going to do this? I don’t live in the city, like you said. It’s like an hour drive right?”
“About that, but I don’t mind. I kind of like driving anyway. I could come see you every weekend. If you don’t mind me staying the night that is.”
I feel my cheeks heating imagining our previous intimate moments. Despite that closeness we had never fallen asleep together, which feels somehow more intimate.
“My place is small. It might be cramped.”
“I don’t mind cramped.” He smiles at me with that wolf grin of his. His hand moves from my shoulder to trace a gentle line along my jaw. Is he also thinking of our past intimacy? Is he thinking about future intimacy? Wow his lips look delicious. Would it be wrong to make out on a bus bench?
“Would you miss doing whatever it is you do on the weekends?”
“What do you think I do?”
“Party. Go to clubs with other rich people and spend obscene amounts of money on bottles of champagne.” He laughs softly and I want to hear more of that sound.
“I go to clubs sometimes, but really only to meet up with friends or find a hook up and I don’t plan on hooking up with anyone. I meant it when I said I wanted to date you.” Here it is. Ask Olive. You want to know.
“Does that mean exclusively?”
He pulls my face closer to his.
“Yes. That means I want to be exclusive. Can you do that?”
This man probably has to turn women down constantly and he wants to know if mousey normal me can manage being exclusive? Like I have lines of men waiting at my door.
“I can do exclusive.” I lean closer to him. I can feel his breath on my face.
“Good.” Did his voice just get lower? “Because I don’t share.” Why is that so hot? Is it because he is about to kiss me, or because I really like the idea of being his? Whichever it is, his pillow lips feel amazing. He holds the side of my face gently as we softly kiss.
We are interrupted by the hiss of the bus door opening in front of us. He turns and looks at it then smirks.
“You know, I’ve never ridden a city bus before.”
“It’s true what they say about pregnant women.” Jareth said against my neck.“What’s that?” I asked as I leaned my neck over for him.“They glow.” Then he licked from the crook of my neck up to just under my ear lobe and my toes curled. He was backing me up to my bed in one corner of my studio apartment. He was also unbuttoning his shirt. How could this man multi-task like this? I could barely concentrate on where my feet were and breath at the same time. How far back until the bed? Oh, there it is. And there is his hand on my back guiding me down so I don’t fall.His shirt was off and every glorious line of his muscles was on display. That dark hair grew in just the right places to highlight his sexiest lines. Especially that V that lead down to the pants he still had on. I reach for them, but he grabbed my hand.“You first.” He guided my hands up over my head and straddled me as he slowly
My first official date with Jareth was not at a fancy restaurant or a museum or even out at a park or café. I would be telling our child in the future how my first official date with their father was on a city bus.It was clean and a sign advertised the wifi password. The seats were two by two with a bench in the back. A couple girls sat just behind us and giggled and whispered to each other as we had gotten on. Clearly talking about how hot the tall dark and handsome man at my side was.He had me sitting on the side with the window while he sat on the aisle side. He had my hand in his. While this had been his idea, he was clearly sizing up all the other passengers and keeping himself between the strangers around us and his family. Shouldn’t it bother me that he is being so protective when there are only a couple college students and one old guy napping on this bus? I had a friend once who would have told me that has his toxic masculinity showing.I thought it w
Full stop. Literally I stopped walking and pulled his hand so we were facing each other.“Might!? How do you not know for sure if you are engaged or not?”“It’s complicated, but I want to be honest with you so I brought it up.”“Jareth, you can’t bring up a maybe complicated fiancé and then not spill the whole story.”“You’re right, let’s um sit down at least.” He looks around the shopping area for a place to sit. Is this story going to be so bad I need to sit down?“No. Just tell me.”“Fine, in high school my parents were good friends with this other couple who had a daughter a year ahead of me. They decided to make an arranged marriage for us.”“Approved family?”“Yes. By my parents. Not me. I hated the whole idea, especially when she seemed to be into it. I rebelled against the whole idea. I think I made i
I don’t like waiting. I bounce my foot and lean over the café table. My ginger tea almost drained already. I pick up the phone and pull up the text messages with Jareth. I go to text him, but then stop and put it down again.Don’t be clingy. I’m sure he has a perfectly good reason for being late. Ten minutes late.I take another sip of the tea and frown. Empty.I stand and go to throw the cup away. I should just go. He doesn’t care about me or tiny baby. He decided he wanted to do something else. Somone else. I am sure Melody got to him and he is going to stay away. It’s fine. I’m not heart broken. I already planned to do this on my own.“Olive!”I turn around so fast I’m sure I gave myself whiplash. He’s running up to me from where the parking lot is. Don’t smile like an idiot. Be mad and annoyed that he is late.“I’m so sorry I’m late,” he gasp
Someone had put the rest of the world on mute. I don’t know how long we stared at each out as people moved around us in the blurred crowd. Slowly. So very slowly, he tilted my head down just enough to place a soft tender kiss to my forehead. He lingered there as a full body shudder went through him. My Hands came up to grip the edges of his shirt.Nothing smelled good right now. Nothing expect for him. His deep masculine scent was so comforting. I wanted to turn it into a blanket and go to sleep inside. Don’t be a weirdo Olive.I swallowed once. Twice. Still his mouth lingered on my forehead. My face in his hands. I think I broke him.“Jareth? Where did you go?” A woman’s voice called out, breaking the spell. He pulled back and looked into the crowd. Then turned back to me and pulled out his phone.“Quick, what’s you number. I need to get back before they miss me, but we I promise I will talk to you about this as soon as possible.”I take his phone and add my name and number to it. T
I made it back to campass before Melody, and managed to secure a new dorm room. I worked to avoid her for the last two months of the semester. I focused my efforts on my studies and before I knew it finals were approaching.My plan was still underway. Finish collage. Finish the ultrasound tech program. Get a safe job. Live a comfortable safe life. Everything was fine.Except my dreams Jareth insisted on staring in all of them. Jareth holding me close. Jareth fingering me in a movie theater. Jareth groping me from behind. Jareth fucking me until I woke up wet and bothered. Jareth getting down on one knee and ---I didn't know how to make it stop. It had to stop. I washed my face in the sink. I looked green in the mirror. I felt as bad as I looked. I must be working too hard. I just need some breakfast. Only two finals to go. I can make it.No sooner did I enter the cafeteria then a wave of nausea hit me. I barely made it to the nearby restroom before last night's dinner came up for a







