ログインI don’t like waiting. I bounce my foot and lean over the café table. My ginger tea almost drained already. I pick up the phone and pull up the text messages with Jareth. I go to text him, but then stop and put it down again.
Don’t be clingy. I’m sure he has a perfectly good reason for being late. Ten minutes late.
I take another sip of the tea and frown. Empty.
I stand and go to throw the cup away. I should just go. He doesn’t care about me or tiny baby. He decided he wanted to do something else. Somone else. I am sure Melody got to him and he is going to stay away. It’s fine. I’m not heart broken. I already planned to do this on my own.
“Olive!”
I turn around so fast I’m sure I gave myself whiplash. He’s running up to me from where the parking lot is. Don’t smile like an idiot. Be mad and annoyed that he is late.
“I’m so sorry I’m late,” he gasps out as he gets close. Damn him apologizing right away. Now I can’t be mad at him. At least not about this. I’m sure I can find something to be mad about. Why do I want to be mad at him when that smile is so cute. Like a puppy happy to see you. I want to ruffle his hair…
I clasp my hands together.
“It’s fine, I just finished my tea.”
“I’ll buy you another one. You should be hydrated right?” He is already walking to the counter. I follow him like I’m the puppy dog now. “I might have been up late last night looking up ways to help you.” He goes on after ordering another tea for me, a coffee for him. “I wanted to find alternate ways to support you, because I get the impression if I just offered you money…” he hands me the hot paper cup.
“I would turn you down. Yeah, what Melody said about me being a gold digger really stung. It’s going to take a while to get over that.”
“I’m sorry she said that to you. This whole situation is my fault, I was drunk and not safe with you,”
“I was there too.”
We walk slowly down the sidewalk to nowhere in particular. I spy his hand swinging near mine. He’s walking on the street side between me and the cars. I want to hold his hand. Should I? Are we dating now? Is it okay to touch him when I want to?
“My family drama is why I was late. My mom was trying to get me to stay longer and I was having a hard time finding an excuse to leave that wouldn’t lead to a bunch of questions, or make Melody suspicious. I’m not ready to share you with them. Not until we have things figured out between the two of us.”
Suddenly the sunshine behind him becomes his shining armor as my knight protects me from the cars and his family and. And I don’t need a man to protect me. Don’t romanticize him. He still didn’t text to say he was running late. I sip my tea as his ramble continues.
“Melody doesn’t know that I know or that she knew and didn’t tell me. I’m still steaming mad at her about that one. I know we are going to have it out, but I’m not ready to yell at her about it. I can’t focus on that right now I want on you and us and…”
He looks at me and I look at him.
“Tiny baby?”
He smirks and chuckles softly.
“Tiny Baby? I like that.” His hand brushes mine. Fuck yeah! He made the first move now I get to hold his hand and not seem weird and clingy. I entwine our fingers and sip my tea to hide my smile. He sips his coffee. We walk like that for a comfortable moment. My nerves feel better. I think his do too, because he has stopped rambling. I miss his voice though. I want to hear him talk about something. Anything.
“How do you feel about Brian and Melody getting married?” His hand tightens and his body stiffens. Shit. Wrong question.
“I should have seen it coming.” He sighs. “Brian has had a crush on her since we were kids. She was one grade below us and we hung out with the same people. I freaked out on him in middle school once and banned him from dating her. But the feelings never died and he practically begged me to let him make a move in March.”
“So them hooking up at the bar wasn’t spur of the moment?”
“No. I told him after college he would have my blessing to shoot his shot.”
“An engagement ring is a pretty big shot.”
“I didn’t give my blessing for that one.” He sipped his coffee again. “My dad gave that to him.”
“He even asked your dad for permission?” My eyes go wide. I knew Brain seemed like a traditional prince charming type, but he really was checking off all the boxes.
“He is from one of the pre-approved families, so it was an easy approval.”
“Pre-approved families?”
“Rich families like to stay rich, so they marry their kids to other rich families. For generations.”
“I guess that makes since.” My heart sinks a bit though. I am definitely not pre-approved. Why am I thinking about my marriageability? That is way too far ahead Olive. Hold your horses.
“Speaking of I huh,” I look at him as he contemplates his next words. “I might be engaged.”
“It’s true what they say about pregnant women.” Jareth said against my neck.“What’s that?” I asked as I leaned my neck over for him.“They glow.” Then he licked from the crook of my neck up to just under my ear lobe and my toes curled. He was backing me up to my bed in one corner of my studio apartment. He was also unbuttoning his shirt. How could this man multi-task like this? I could barely concentrate on where my feet were and breath at the same time. How far back until the bed? Oh, there it is. And there is his hand on my back guiding me down so I don’t fall.His shirt was off and every glorious line of his muscles was on display. That dark hair grew in just the right places to highlight his sexiest lines. Especially that V that lead down to the pants he still had on. I reach for them, but he grabbed my hand.“You first.” He guided my hands up over my head and straddled me as he slowly
My first official date with Jareth was not at a fancy restaurant or a museum or even out at a park or café. I would be telling our child in the future how my first official date with their father was on a city bus.It was clean and a sign advertised the wifi password. The seats were two by two with a bench in the back. A couple girls sat just behind us and giggled and whispered to each other as we had gotten on. Clearly talking about how hot the tall dark and handsome man at my side was.He had me sitting on the side with the window while he sat on the aisle side. He had my hand in his. While this had been his idea, he was clearly sizing up all the other passengers and keeping himself between the strangers around us and his family. Shouldn’t it bother me that he is being so protective when there are only a couple college students and one old guy napping on this bus? I had a friend once who would have told me that has his toxic masculinity showing.I thought it w
Full stop. Literally I stopped walking and pulled his hand so we were facing each other.“Might!? How do you not know for sure if you are engaged or not?”“It’s complicated, but I want to be honest with you so I brought it up.”“Jareth, you can’t bring up a maybe complicated fiancé and then not spill the whole story.”“You’re right, let’s um sit down at least.” He looks around the shopping area for a place to sit. Is this story going to be so bad I need to sit down?“No. Just tell me.”“Fine, in high school my parents were good friends with this other couple who had a daughter a year ahead of me. They decided to make an arranged marriage for us.”“Approved family?”“Yes. By my parents. Not me. I hated the whole idea, especially when she seemed to be into it. I rebelled against the whole idea. I think I made i
I don’t like waiting. I bounce my foot and lean over the café table. My ginger tea almost drained already. I pick up the phone and pull up the text messages with Jareth. I go to text him, but then stop and put it down again.Don’t be clingy. I’m sure he has a perfectly good reason for being late. Ten minutes late.I take another sip of the tea and frown. Empty.I stand and go to throw the cup away. I should just go. He doesn’t care about me or tiny baby. He decided he wanted to do something else. Somone else. I am sure Melody got to him and he is going to stay away. It’s fine. I’m not heart broken. I already planned to do this on my own.“Olive!”I turn around so fast I’m sure I gave myself whiplash. He’s running up to me from where the parking lot is. Don’t smile like an idiot. Be mad and annoyed that he is late.“I’m so sorry I’m late,” he gasp
Someone had put the rest of the world on mute. I don’t know how long we stared at each out as people moved around us in the blurred crowd. Slowly. So very slowly, he tilted my head down just enough to place a soft tender kiss to my forehead. He lingered there as a full body shudder went through him. My Hands came up to grip the edges of his shirt.Nothing smelled good right now. Nothing expect for him. His deep masculine scent was so comforting. I wanted to turn it into a blanket and go to sleep inside. Don’t be a weirdo Olive.I swallowed once. Twice. Still his mouth lingered on my forehead. My face in his hands. I think I broke him.“Jareth? Where did you go?” A woman’s voice called out, breaking the spell. He pulled back and looked into the crowd. Then turned back to me and pulled out his phone.“Quick, what’s you number. I need to get back before they miss me, but we I promise I will talk to you about this as soon as possible.”I take his phone and add my name and number to it. T
I made it back to campass before Melody, and managed to secure a new dorm room. I worked to avoid her for the last two months of the semester. I focused my efforts on my studies and before I knew it finals were approaching.My plan was still underway. Finish collage. Finish the ultrasound tech program. Get a safe job. Live a comfortable safe life. Everything was fine.Except my dreams Jareth insisted on staring in all of them. Jareth holding me close. Jareth fingering me in a movie theater. Jareth groping me from behind. Jareth fucking me until I woke up wet and bothered. Jareth getting down on one knee and ---I didn't know how to make it stop. It had to stop. I washed my face in the sink. I looked green in the mirror. I felt as bad as I looked. I must be working too hard. I just need some breakfast. Only two finals to go. I can make it.No sooner did I enter the cafeteria then a wave of nausea hit me. I barely made it to the nearby restroom before last night's dinner came up for a







