Share

Chapter 2

Author: Cloudy Double
At 1:00 am, Edward returned home to see me packing up his things.

After three years together, bits and pieces of him were everywhere. His sneakers were by the door, his razor sat in the bathroom, and I could always find a lighter buried somewhere in the couch. Even the pillows I'd bought had been replaced with his favorite gray ones.

The sound of the lock clicking came just as I was placing the last book into a cardboard box.

Edward stood in the entryway as the night wind carried a faint scent of perfume into the house. It was the same one that Renee always wore.

His expression darkened when he spotted the box. "Pulling this stunt again?"

I started sealing the box. "Have someone come pick it up tomorrow."

Edward walked over to stop me. "Tanya, I've already given you a way out over what happened earlier. How much longer are you going to act out?"

I looked up at him. "I'm not acting out. I'm clearing out your things."

Edward sneered. "It was just a movie with Renee. Do you have to take it so far? You were there too. You know everyone voted for it."

I stopped what I was doing. "So you think you've done nothing wrong?"

A frown crossed his face. "I'm just following the rules."

Rules again. That was how the first poll came about three years ago.

Edward had promised me that day that we would finally go public with our relationship. Then Renee sent a poll to the group chat. "Would Edward going public with his relationship now affect our friendship?"

15 voted yes, while only 2 voted no.

When Edward saw the results, he patted my head. "We'll make our relationship public later, okay? Everyone thinks now isn't the right time."

I waited three months for it to happen.

When Renee's birthday arrived, he posted multiple photos in celebration, with the first being a photo of them together.

Then came the New Year celebration, the passenger seat, the anniversary, and the first cake. They kept putting me on the list of choices, only to cross me off every time.

I opened the folder on my old phone, the backup I kept around. Three years of screenshots stared back at me—1,276 in all.

Edward was stunned. He asked, "Why did you save these photos?"

I turned the screen toward him. "I'm afraid I'll change my mind one day and forget why I need to leave."

His expression stiffened. "Tanya, why are you becoming so mean?"

"Mean?" I smiled. "Compared to making me watch the vote count again and again, I think I'm being quite reasonable."

Edward averted his gaze and said in a low tone, "You never used to be this petty."

"I always thought you'd choose me eventually."

He fell silent.

I pushed the cardboard box toward his feet. "That vote tonight wasn't mine."

Edward looked up in surprise. "If it wasn't you, then who was it?"

I didn't answer him because I had no idea either. All I knew was that when the countdown began, my hands were hanging at my sides. I didn't even touch my phone.

Perhaps whatever little self-respect I had left prevented me from begging for a vote in front of everyone.

Edward studied me for a long moment, then suddenly kicked the box aside. "Fine! Make sure you do a thorough job of clearing my things out."

Just then, his phone lit up with a message from Renee.

"Edward, has Tanya calmed down yet? Should I treat her to dinner tomorrow and apologize?"

Edward made no attempt to hide the screen from me. He quickly replied, "She's still making a fuss. We'll see about tomorrow."

I stared at his message, and a wave of absurdity washed over me. He didn't think I was hurt or disappointed. He assumed that I was just making a fuss.

I bent over to take the box and taped it shut again. "Edward, let's break up."

With his back to me, he scoffed. "You've said that many times. Since when did you ever follow through?"

Continue to read this book for free
Scan code to download App

Latest chapter

  • I'm Not One of Your Options Anymore   Chapter 10

    Six months later, Bruce and I got together. There was no grand confession, and no friends to witness it.That day, we took shelter from the rain in an old bookstore. Bruce picked out a collection of poems he knew I liked and wrote a line on the first page. "Tanya, I hope you never have to be compared to anyone again."I stared at it for a long time before finally putting my hand in his. "Bruce, I can say yes to you now."He was stunned for a few seconds before his eyes gradually lit up. "Can I hug you?"I nodded.He was very gentle, as though afraid of hurting me.Later, I opened a small flower shop and named it "Not an Option". When Courtney saw the sign, she laughed. "That's quite an attitude."I tucked a bunch of white flowers into a vase. "It's not. That's my answer."A lot of my friends came to the opening, and Bruce stood by the entrance, greeting people as they came in. He took every introduction so seriously."This is Tanya's shop. She picked this place herself and cam

  • I'm Not One of Your Options Anymore   Chapter 9

    Edward vanished for two weeks. I thought he had finally learned to leave me alone.Then it was Renee's birthday. A friend posted a photo from the party. Renee was sitting in front of the cake, trying to smile.There was no sign of Edward.Someone commented, "You and Edward aren't going to the premiere this year?"Renee didn't reply.That night, she sent me a voice message. "Tanya, I never meant to hurt you. I'm just used to having Edward by my side. If you suddenly make him change, it scares me too."Her voice was soft and careful, with just enough hurt in it. She didn't admit to doing anything wrong. Yet every word reminded me that she'd once been the one Edward put first."Just because you're scared doesn't mean I have to step aside for you. Renee, don't contact me again." I texted her back before blocking her.Ten minutes later, an unknown number called.I answered.It was Edward, his voice hoarse. "She contacted you?""Yes.""I'm sorry."I leaned against the window, wa

  • I'm Not One of Your Options Anymore   Chapter 8

    Edward came looking for me one raining evening.I had just walked out of a flower shop. Around that time, I was taking flower-arranging classes. It wasn't a career or anything. I just wanted to have something of my own.Bruce helped me carry the floral materials to the entrance. He paused when he saw Edward. "Do you need me to stay?"I glanced at Edward, who was standing under the streetlight, his shoulders damp from the rain. He was holding a paper bag. I shook my head. "No need."Bruce didn't press further and simply handed me his umbrella. "I'll wait for you by the car."Edward finally spoke after Bruce walked away. "He treats you very well."I didn't respond.Edward held out the paper bag. Inside was a stack of printed poll results. The corners were wet from the rain and a little crumpled, and some had red circles around them. "I went through all of them. Tanya, I thought they were just jokes. It wasn't until I finished reading them that I realized you never won a single p

  • I'm Not One of Your Options Anymore   Chapter 7

    Edward started looking into the polls, and it was not because he suddenly realized his mistake. He just couldn't let it go. He wanted to prove that those screenshots were nothing more than jokes between friends. He wanted to prove that he wasn't as awful as I had made him out to be.But the more Edward dug into it, the worse he felt.Most of the polls had been started by Renee. She always seemed to know exactly when to drop a question into the group chat.When I asked Edward if we could make our relationship public, Renee posted, "Will dating affect a friendship?"When I told him I didn't want him driving her home, she posted, "Is it dangerous to let a friend take a cab home alone at night?"When I got upset about Renee taking the passenger seat, she posted, "Should a girlfriend really fight a friend over a seat?"When I asked if we could spend our anniversary alone, she posted, "Is it really that bad if friends change their plans at the last minute?"Every time, the options w

  • I'm Not One of Your Options Anymore   Chapter 6

    The next time Edward saw me was a month later, at a friend's engagement party.I sat by the window, my hair trimmed a little shorter. A man draped my coat over the back of my chair.It was nothing intimate, but Edward found it harder to look at than any real intimacy.Our friend introduced Bruce Smith, sounding a little cautious. "This is Bruce Smith, Tanya's college classmate. He had just returned from abroad. Courtney added him to the group chat at the last minute during Tanya's birthday as she wanted him to order a bouquet."Edward paused when he heard that.Bruce offered his hand. "Mr. Parker."Edward ignored him and looked at me. "Did you change your number?"I looked up. "Yeah.""Why didn't you tell me?""Why should I notify my ex when I change my number?"The table went quiet at the word "ex". Renee, sitting beside Edward, curled her fingers around the glass. "Tanya, don't say that. Edward has been looking for you this whole time."I turned to her. "What's it to you?"

  • I'm Not One of Your Options Anymore   Chapter 5

    Edward stood downstairs for a long time.At first, he was simply furious that I had embarrassed him in front of the movers, angry that I had returned the keys and the bracelet to him. What infuriated him even more was hearing me say that I chose to cut him out of my life. In the past three years, every time we fought, he never had to chase after me for long. I would always text him first. "Edward, can we please not make this into a thing? I'm not asking you to choose me."A quiet sense of relief would settle over him. He knew that as long as I was still texting him, it meant I hadn't left.But this time, I made no effort to text him first. There were no careful attempts from me to smooth things over.Edward called me.I didn't answer the first time, and my phone was off the second time. Then, on the third attempt, an automated message told Edward the line was busy.He realized that I had blocked him.Renee's call came in then. Her voice was soft, as though she was genuinely wo

More Chapters
Explore and read good novels for free
Free access to a vast number of good novels on GoodNovel app. Download the books you like and read anywhere & anytime.
Read books for free on the app
SCAN CODE TO READ ON APP
DMCA.com Protection Status