Fire Behind Closed doors
Damian's POV Since Eliot told me those words in the garden, my heart had not stopped beating fast. “You can fake love. But not desire.” I felt like my whole world had been turned upside down by him. Now I was walking back and forth in my penthouse living room with my phone still in my hand. I couldn't sleep at my room in the estate. I sent him a text message with just one word: Come. I knew it was wrong to text him. As soon as I hit send, I knew. But it's hard to ignore some things. Especially when they speed up your heart rate and send your thoughts in circles you shouldn't go in. My fingers trembled around my phone as I re-read Eliot’s last message: " I know you’re not done with me. Not yet." It sounded louder than it should have. I stood in front of my penthouse door and stared at the it as if opening it would mean opening something else. Something bad. Something that can't be undone. Then someone knocked. Three slow knocks. Confident. As if he seemed to know I would be waiting. I opened the door. With his hands in his pockets and eyes burning like he had already taken off my clothes, Eliot stood there. There was a knowing smirk on the edge of his mouth. He didn't wait for me to invite him before stepping in. "Took you long enough,” he said, as he walked by me and touched my shoulder. "Nice place. Figures." With each step he took, my heart beat faster as I shut the door behind him. "Why did you come?" I asked, but I already knew the answer. He turned around and crossed his arms. "Don't act like you didn't want this. You asked me to come. I took a breath. "That was a mistake.” I lied. Eliot moved toward her. "Perhaps. But it’s your mistake keeps repeating itself." He was too close now. His breath felt good on my skin. Before my mind could gave permission my body responded. Everything between us was being pulled, drawn, and squashed together like gravity. He followed me as I backed into the kitchen counter. "You said you’ve never felt this way before," Eliot whispered. "Tell me again." I reached out to push him away, but I grabbed his shirt instead. My voice was rough. "I don’t know what this is. But it scares me." Eliot touched my face with his hand. "Good. That means it's real." When our lips touched, everything became fuzzy. Heat surged between us. I got my fingers caught in his hair. He tasted like trouble—sweet, sharp, and not forgiving. Like sin in a suit. His mouth was on fire as it touched mine. I pushed him closer and squished my fingers into his shirt because I wanted to feel every part of him. We stumbled down the living room, lips together the whole time, bumping into the wall like clumsy teens. "Bedroom?" he asked in the middle of kisses. "Left," I gasped We stumbled in my room. He took my jacket off and threw it across the room. I pulled on his shirt like it was the only thing that could save me. One by one, the clothes fall to the ground. Touch by touch. The bed twisted our arms and legs and made us moan in pleasure. I couldn't think of anything. Couldn't breathe. When his skin touched mine, I felt like something inside me broke. In the best way. I've never wanted something so badly before. Not with anyone. Not even close. His mouth was on my neck, chest, and waist. He said my name out loud like a prayer. I could feel the bumps on his back like a blind person could see stars. Eliot was full of fire. Confident. Unrelenting. He kissed me like he was claiming something, like he already had own me. "You feel this too," I said in a low voice. "Like wildfire," he said, out of breath. "Say it again," he whispered as he kissed me on the neck. "I’ve never—" I let out a gasp. "Never felt like this." The night was a blur of sweat, heat, and names being moaned. He was good at it. Every touch, every glance, and breath was meant to break me apart. I let him. Because I wanted him. All of him. Even though I wasn't supposed to want it. Even if it could ruin everything. We later got caught in the sheets. My chest rose and fell like I’d run a marathon. Eliot put his head on my shoulder and ran his fingers slowly over my skin in circles. It felt dangerous. It felt good. "You’re quiet," he said breaking the silence "I’m trying not to think." "Why?" "Because if I do, I’ll remember who you are. And who I’m supposed to be." He raised his head. “That not who you are. You're not that perfect heir everyone wants. You are this—us. Right here." I turned away. "It’s not that simple as you said." "It could be," he said. "If you stop running." He made me want to believe him. But believing doesn't change consequences. Finally, got up and put his shirt over his head. I sat on the edge of the bed and looked at his back through the window light. "This doesn’t change anything," I said. He turned, smiling. "Of course it does. You’re not pretending anymore." I did not reply. Instead I headed for the door when he was done dressing. As we walked to the door, I opened it with just a crack—and I froze. And there she was: Maria. My dad's maid for a long time. We looked at each other. Her gaze trailed off to Eliot beside me. My heart dropped to my stomach. "Sir... I... I was just cleaning the hall," she said in a hurry. Eliot looked back at me, his face unreadable. Maria looked back and forth between us. And I knew—she knew. I tried to keep my smile calm. “It’s okay, Maria. Goodnight.” She nodded too quickly. “Goodnight, Mr. Damian.” As she scurried away, my chest tightened. Not because I cared about what she said. But because every whispers in my world became a news story. Someone had just seen what was going on behind the curtain. I knew right then that things were going to get worse.Every Damn TimeThe hospital hallways had a slight scent of antiseptic and warm tea, which was both scary and comforting at the same time. There was a faint hum of machines behind the walls as Damian and Eliot sat with their fingers crossed in the waiting room. It had been hours since the ambulance brought Leo and Lila in, and those hours had become awful. Eliot put his head on Damian's shoulder. His eyes were red from crying, but they were still wide with hope. The doctor finally came out and took off his mask with a tired but calm smile. Eliot jumped up so quickly that the chair hit the ground behind him. Damian also stood up. His heart was beating so fast that it felt like each beat was going to rip his chest open. It was like a soft balm when the doctor told them that Leo and Lila were safe and that their injuries were not as bad as they thought. With rest, medicine, and time, they would get better. Damian put his arm around Eliot and held him steady as the world went back
AftermathDamian’s POVThe drive was the longest drive of my life. The city lights blurred past the window, every flicker of lighting and every passing shadow pulling my chest tighter. Eliot sat beside me in the passenger seat, his silence louder than any word. His hands rested on his knees, clenched so hard that his knuckles were white. He had a soft glow on his face from the console, but it didn't cover up the fear in his eyes.My grip on the steering wheel ached, my fingers were stiff, jaw locked. I couldn't help but keep looking at him, wanting to reach out, to tell him it would be okay. But the words felt like lies. How could I promise him safety when we were driving straight into Vera’s hands? The photo of Leo and Lila burned in my head, the ropes, their pale faces. Their lives were hanging by a thread every second we wasted.The road got narrower, and the city gave way to a stretch of empty buildings by the docks. The address from Vera's message showed up on my GPS as a half-ob
One Last BattleDamian’s POVThe house was dark when I returned, but I could see the faint glow of a lamp through the living room curtains. I stopped at the door and put my hand on the wood to listen to the silence. Everything I had been through that day, Aaron's broken words, the cold silence of my dad's grave, and the shadow that kept following me around in my mind ached in my chest. For a moment, I almost didn’t want to step inside. Home was supposed to be peaceful, yet tonight I felt like I was dragging every ghost I had ever known through the door with me.When I finally pushed the door open, the familiar scent of cedar and faint vanilla candles wrapped around me. Eliot was sitting on the couch wrapped in a soft blanket. He had a book on his lap, but he didn't pay much attention to it. He wasn’t reading anymore. His eyes flicked up when I walked in. They were soft and searching, like he had been waiting for the sound of my return the whole time.You’re late,” he said quietly.
One Last SecretDamian’s POV I couldn't fall asleep the night before I went to see him. The letter sat on the nightstand like it was alive, whispering my name in the dark. Eliot's steady warmth pressed against me as I turned in bed, his arm around my waist. He was soundly asleep, his lips slightly parted, and his chest rose up and down in a rhythm that should have calmed me down. But I kept thinking about the few lines that Aaron had carefully written: "I don’t expect forgiveness. But I need you to know I’m trying to change.”By dawn, I had given up on sleeping. I got dressed in silence and walked through the house as if the walls could question my decision. My reflection in the hallway mirror stopped me for a moment, I could hardly recognize the man staring back. I had tired eyes, a stiff jaw, and a weight on my face. I pressed my palms on the cool surface and whispered, “Why am I still letting him do this to me?”But I knew the answer. Closure. The kind that never happens in lett
A Love with No MaskDamian’s POVThe sound of Eliot’s footsteps echoed through the ruined beach house like thunder. He pushed me out of the way, his face white with anger, his shoulders stiff as stone. As he stormed out the door, the broken glass crunched under his feet, leaving me standing there in the dim light of a home that no longer felt like ours.I stood there still for a long second, the weight of my silence heavy on my chest. I wanted to run after him right away, but my body wouldn't let me because I felt guilty. I thought that keeping quiet would protect him. Instead, it made a gap between us.Finally, I moved, pushing past the overturned chairs and shattered frames until I reached the doorway. Even though it was very bright outside, I could clearly see him. He was standing by the fence with his back to me and his eyes on the ocean. He had such a tight grip on the wood that his fingers were turning white.“Eliot,” I called out softly, my voice hoarse. No answer.I stepped
Blake’s Shadow Damian’s POV It was so quiet when the morning began that it almost didn't seem real. The slow waves of sunlight came in through the sheer curtains and touched the polished floors and the edge of the bed, where Eliot was still sitting with his coffee. The soft sound of birds from the garden outside seeped in, their notes so light they made the silence inside seem even gentler. For a moment, it was almost easy to believe that life had settled, that danger had finally loosened its grip. Half-dressed, I leaned against the window frame and watched him curl up on the couch with his coffee. His hair was still a mess from sleep, and his eyes were dark but sparkling in that way they always did in the morning. There was something calming about the way his chest rose and fell, steady and unhurried. I said to myself, "Maybe today will be normal." But normal never seemed to last long with us. His phone rang, and the noise broke the silence like glass breaking on tile. Eliot fro