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Choosing myself over everything

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Tamara's POV

I couldn't watch them collide one more time.

I couldn't watch one of them fall. I couldn't watch someone lose everything while I stood there helpless. I couldn't accept that my future was being decided by violence and ancient law and two wolves too proud or too desperate to do anything else.

Not anymore.

I stepped forward.

Elena tried to hold me back, her grip tightening on my hand, but I pulled away. I didn't step into the arena as a
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