Freda's POVI lay on my bed, the weight of my thoughts pressing down on me. Hardin, that complicated and troubled man, had left a mark on my heart that I couldn't seem to erase. Despite all the pain and hurt he had caused, I found myself unable to shake him from my mind.I closed my eyes, hoping to find some respite from the memories that haunted me. I tried to conjure up all the horrible things he had done, the lies, the betrayal, the way he tore my world apart. I wanted to focus on those moments, to remind myself of the pain he had inflicted, in the hopes that it would extinguish this lingering affection.But as hard as I tried, my mind drifted back to the moments of tenderness, the stolen glances, and the fleeting moments of joy we had shared. It was as if those memories had a gravitational pull, drawing me back into the web of emotions I had tried so desperately to escape.Confusion washed over me, mingling with frustration. How could I still feel this way for someone who had hurt
Hardin's POVI sat in my office, my eyes glued to the computer screen, but my mind was elsewhere. Thoughts of Freda consumed my every waking moment, and I couldn't shake them no matter how hard I tried. It was infuriating.I had tried to distract myself with work, to bury myself in the tasks at hand, but her presence lingered in my thoughts like a stubborn ghost. It was as if her essence had seeped into every crevice of my mind, refusing to let go.As I stared at the words on the screen, they blurred together, becoming nothing more than a jumbled mess. My focus was lost, my concentration shattered by the constant replay of memories.I hated how she had this power over me, how her mere existence could disrupt my carefully constructed world. It was frustrating, maddening even. I wanted to be free from the grip of her thoughts, to reclaim control over my mind.But no matter how hard I tried to push her away, the memories flooded back with a vengeance. The way her laughter danced through
Freda's POV“Leave me alone,” I said in a sharp tone as I moved my head away from his, breaking the kiss. He tried to pull me closer again, but this time, I did not give in, and he had no choice but to let me be. He gave a straight stare for a moment as if he was trying to think of what to say, and finally ruffled his hair into a mess. I guessed he was frustrated, but I did not care either. All that played in my mind was him having sex with that strange girl, and I hated the way I was feeling about it.“Don't do this, Freda.” He said in a low voice, and I tilted my head slowly to look at him with the side of my eye. “Why. Did you think of me when you had sex with her?” I said as I did not know what to say, and he took a deep breath as he tilted his head away slowly, wiping his face slowly as if he were thinking of what to say.“What am I even saying? Do you even place me where I am thinking you are? I am just one of your tools.” I said, and he tilted his head to look at me quickly. I
Freda's POVHe gave me a kiss on the lips and I could not help but kiss him back. We stared at each other in the eyes for a moment, and we locked lips. He kissed me rapidly, and I kissed him back. He brought his hands to my ass and squeezed it tightly into his arms. I let out a soft moan as I pulled my lips out of his, but he found my lips again and continued kissing me, while still pressing my ass. I liked the way it felt, and I never wanted this to end. He then brought his hand forward and pressed my breast.He brought his head to my ear and I closed my eyes. He bit me softly in the ear and I moaned lowly. I reached his groin area and felt his hard cock as it pressed against my stomach. It was hard and protruding out of his pants, waiting to be released to spring into action. “I want to have all of you. Lick you clean and fuck you dirty.” He whispered in my ears and I took a deep breath. I stood on my toes so that I could reach his ears to whisper to him.“I can't wait for you to s
Freda's POVI stood there momentarily as everything seemed to be paused for a minute. I tilted my head to look at Hardin and then to his girl. He was mute and the girl had a smirk on her face as she continued what she was doing.“Are you going to stand there and watch us? Get out.” The girl said, and I jerked as if the paused time had been played. I realized what was going on, and I rushed out of the room immediately and headed back to my room. I slammed the door behind me loudly and locked it from inside quickly. I walked rapidly to my bed and sat by the edge. I had a strong sense of déjà vulnerability as if I had been through something like this before. I suddenly remembered the day I caught my ex with another lady. I remembered all that happened that day and how I came to stay with Hardin. All men are liars and cheat. I whispered as I stood from the bed and went to the wall. I leaned against the wall as different thoughts filled my mind at the same time. It felt like my head was g
Hardin's POVI woke suddenly and tilted my head from side to side. I soon realized that I was in Freda's room and I brought my gaze to look at her as she lay beside me engrossed in her sleep. I stared at her for a moment, and I could not help but admire her the way she was. I knew my feelings were growing rapidly for her, and it was not going down well with me. I thought. I moved out of the bed slowly and gently, as I did not want to wake her up. I got dressed quickly and gave her one last stare. She looked innocent while she slept. She rolled to the other side of the bed, and I knew that it was only a matter of time before she would wake up. I walked slowly out of the room, thinking of anything that I could do to reduce the way my feelings were growing rapidly for her. I walked slowly to my room. “Good morning sir.” One of my maids suddenly greeted me, and I tilted my head slowly to look at her.“Morning! How are you?” I said, and she bowed to me.“I am fine.” She said, turning to
Freda's POVI got out of the shower after a brief moment of being under. I felt a lot better as I came back to my room and sat at the edge of the bed, heaving a heavy sigh. Leaning backward to rest my back against the bed frame, the thought was not as hurtful as it was earlier on. I then suddenly thought about Miranda and how she was fairing where she was. I blamed myself for having sex with her captor. Enjoying myself while she was going through hell where was kept. I thought. I heaved a sigh as memories of us began to flash in my head.I remembered the last time that we were together before Hardin came with his men to kidnap us. I wished I had the power to turn back time, I would have turned back time to correct the mistake of going to the club that night. My mind wandered off to Hardin again, as I could not help but wonder why he had not come to me since. I heaved a sigh as I shrugged off the thoughts from my heart, standing up from the bed and walking to the window, looking outsid
Hardin's POVI was slightly furious as I looked at my phone. Why is Freda not picking up her calls? I wondered as I dialed the line again and placed the phone on loudspeaker. It rang several times and still no response. I know she must be angry at me for what happened, but why was she not picking up her calls? I thought as I thought of what next to do. I heaved a sigh as I placed my palm over my head, trying to think of what next to do. I quickly grabbed my cigar from the other end of the table, lighting it up, and I started to smoke. I tried to get her off my mind, but each time that I tried, I only ended up thinking about her the more. At this point, I was starting to feel as if Shelby had no more space in my life, as I felt my whole world was now revolving around Freda. I stood yo from the chair and went to the wine cellar to pick up a bottle and a glass to have a drink. I returned to my chair, pouring the wine into the glass, and I suddenly remembered that there was a home line a