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I Shouldn’t Want This

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I pace around my room, trying desperately to scrub the image out of my mind. Fox, naked and wet—his physique defined and powerful. I’ve never seen anyone naked before, especially not someone like Fox. The second he walked out of his room and caught me there, I bolted. I couldn’t handle staying another second without wanting to kiss him myself. Now I’m stuck here, feeling anxious, and a little… something I don’t want to admit.

How am I supposed to look Fox in the eye after this? That image of hi
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  • Kiss Me In The Dark   Resistance

    “Where are we going?” I ask Elias, settling into the passenger seat. “I don’t know. Anywhere fun,” he replies, grinning. “You definitely have an idea of my kind of fun,” I say, making him laugh. “Of course. How about we go to your campus? You can give me a tour, and maybe we’ll drop by the library. I’d love to skim through some good books.” “That won’t be difficult,” I say, chuckling as he gives me a small smile. “So, ‘boyfriend,’ huh?” Elias teases, glancing over at me. I bite my lip, looking away to avoid his gaze. “Nat talks too much sometimes,” I mumble. “Does she now?” he says, amused. “Yeah, she and the others have always wanted me to date someone,” I say, shrugging. “So why haven’t you? You’re sweet, nice, good-looking, smart…” he trails off, making me laugh. “Being nice doesn’t automatically mean you’ll find a boyfriend. I’m waiting for the right one, I guess,” I admit. Elias nods thoughtfully, and after a pause, I blurt out, “Did you know I was gay?” “

  • Kiss Me In The Dark   Hearts On Trial

    “Thank you for stopping by Gio’s Burger.” I flash a polite smile as I hand the customer his order. With my elbows propped on the counter, I run my hands through my hair, realizing I probably need a haircut. My phone buzzes in my pocket, and I groan, not even bothering to check it. I already know who it is—it’s my annoying roommate, Fox. Ever since his last message—We need to talk—I’ve been ignoring him. He can’t just summon me whenever he wants, expecting me to fall in line. His texts only got more demanding after I got to work, his latest one filled with question marks. FROM FOX: WHY ARE YOU NOT RESPONDING??? The double question marks make my irritation flare up again, and I almost consider turning my phone off. “You okay?” Nat asks, looking at me curiously from the other side of the counter. I lower my hands and turn to her, shaking off my irritation. Since I got here, Nat hasn’t stopped pestering me about Saturday night. I’ve kept my answers vague, not in the mood to re

  • Kiss Me In The Dark   Collision Course

    After the incident this morning, when Fox practically kicked Landon out, we haven’t really talked. I sent Landon a few apology messages on the way to class, and while he doesn’t seem too bothered, I’m still frustrated and a bit embarrassed. “Hey,” I say, looking over at him. “Hey yourself. How was your last class?” He smiles, clearly unfazed. “Good. What about you?” “You know I’m fine.” He gives me a knowing look. “But what’s up with you?” “Nothing, really,” I say, though I know he won’t buy it. “I’m really sorry about Fox, for real.” Landon chuckles. “Seriously, you don’t have to keep apologizing. I know your roommate’s a jerk. But I think he was jealous I slept over last night and wore your shirt.” “What?” I blink, incredulous. “He has no right to be mad just because you crashed in my room and borrowed a shirt.” “Maybe, but that’s probably why he was so ticked off. He was jealous—anyone can see it.” I shake my head, frustrated. “Whatever this is between us, it’s ov

  • Kiss Me In The Dark   Divided Attention

    I flip through the pages of my book absentmindedly, earphones in, waiting for Professor Wellington to show up. I’m exhausted, irritated, and, most of all, pissed off—all thanks to my jackass roommate. Is it really too much to ask for a normal, considerate roommate? Apparently, it is. I still can’t believe I actually left my room last night, gave up my beautiful sleep, and went out to drive his drunk ass home. And then, after all that, he acted like a complete jerk this morning and even kicked my friend out. By the end of this semester, I think it’s time to move out—anything to keep my sanity intact. My phone vibrates, pulling me from my thoughts. I glance at the screen: it’s a text from Elias. ELIAS: GOOD MORNING, HANDSOME. ARE YOU IN CLASS? I can’t help but smile as I type a reply. From our few conversations, Elias is sweet, and I’m about 86% sure he’s gay. And if he’s not, he’s definitely bi. ME: YEAH, IN CLASS. BORED OUT OF MY MIND. “Look who’s in love,” a voice teases be

  • Kiss Me In The Dark   On The Edge Of Control 2

    FOX’S POV As I sit across from Blaze in the café near campus, I can’t shake Cameron’s words from my head. This is exactly why you’re alone—because you’re selfish and a complete narcissist. You’re so full of yourself. The worst part is that he’s right, and it stings. But then there’s this other part of me that just wants him—badly. And that hurts even more. I groan into my coffee and sigh. I’ve been drinking way too much of this stuff lately. I don’t even like coffee, but I need the caffeine just to keep going. Blaze is scrolling on his phone, barely noticing as I stew in my thoughts. Carter’s not here; he’s in class. “You okay?” Blaze asks. Fuck, no. Not even close. How am I supposed to explain to my best friend—who’s as straight as they come, and just as much of a homophobe as I am—that I’m practically obsessed with my roommate? Not just want him, but I want to have him. To claim him. To kiss him. And the kicker? My roommate is a guy. How did my life get this com

  • Kiss Me In The Dark   On The Edge Of Control

    FOX’S POV “Fox Wilder, what the fuck, man?” Ethan’s angry voice cut through the field, jarring me from my thoughts. I glare up at him from where I’m sitting, my head throbbing under the midday sun. God, I can’t stand this guy, let alone the fact that he’s now my team captain. Ever since he became team captain, this son of a bitch always gets under my skin. Every fucking time. I am hungover, exhausted, and, most of all, pissed off. And the worst part? Most of my frustration is with myself—not my infuriatingly good-looking roommate. Part of me wants to blame Cameron for making me feel this way about him, but I know better. This morning, I woke up in my boxers, an ibuprofen, and a glass of water placed neatly on my nightstand. Trust me, I know Cameron is a saint—too damn good for his own skin, for this world, and definitely for me. He’s pure and innocent in a way that makes me feel like I’m walking around with dirt on my hands. And somehow, I hate that about him. I considered

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