She made herself look forward during that brief flash of brilliant light.She feared that if she looked at Nick and saw that sharp light on that strong, tense face, she might have a meltdown right there on the walkway.By the time they reached her door, her heart was about to pound its way out of her chest. Not from exertion, but from anticipation, and maybe a wild case of nerves.The Tribute Inn used actual metal keys for its guest rooms. Simpleenough, in theory, but she couldn’t seem to fit hers into the lock. That might have had something to do with the way her hands were trembling, as if she had the palsy.“Need help?”She laughed. “I’d say no, I’ve been putting keys in locks all my life, but tonight I don’t seem—”He put his hands on her shoulders and turned her to face him. “It’s all right, Shannon. We don’t have to do this if you don’t want to. It’s okay to change your mind.”Flash. Lightning traced highlights and shadows on his face, this time giving him a predatory look that
The thunderstorm blew through town around midnight, and the next day the air was fresh and clear and just cool enough to require a sweater, with the tang of turning leaves in the air. The perfect autumn day for a homecoming parade.Shannon strolled along Main from her motel toward the town square.Nick had said that would be the best place from which to watch the parade.At the mere thought of his name, a hot flush raced from her head to her toes and back again. She may have miscalculated. She’d been so sure that she could ease into a casual affair with him, a little mutual scratching of itches, no big deal, just a good time being had by all.Except her night with Nick had been a very big deal. Quite possibly the biggest deal of her life. How was she supposed to look him in the eye today, when she felt her entire world had slipped off-kilter? Would he be able to look at her and know he had reached something deep inside of her that no man had ever reached before? She was afraid the emo
“If you ask them, they say yes,” Nick said.Behind the players came the cheerleaders, leaping and kicking and cheering. They stopped right in front of the park, and Shannon and Nick,and performed one of their cheers, stirring up the crowd with school spirit.Shannon took pictures while she cringed. “Why the face?” Nick asked.“I read an article. Cheerleading injuries have more than doubled in the last decade. I wish they wouldn’t do those flips. And on pavement.” But she snapped more shots.“I take it you weren’t a cheerleader.”“Me? Ha. I was a geek. School newspaper, year-book committee, that kind of stuff.”“A geek, huh?” He grinned. “I’ll have to think about that.” “I wish you wouldn’t,” she muttered.“I can see you with a set of pom-poms.”“Watch out, Carlucci, you’re bigger than I am, but I can still hurt you.” “Woman’s got no sense of humor,” he grumbled.The cheerleaders finished their yell and flipped and tumbled their way down the street. The pep squad followed, marching in
A quick glance in the mirror, a dash of fingers through her hair. Shecould put on lipstick in a minute. She opened the door and there he stood, looking so good she wanted to lap him up. She reached for him, thenclenched her fists and stepped back. “We don’t have time.”Nick stepped inside her room and kicked the door shut behind him.“You keep looking at me like that, saying things like that, dinner can wait.” He slipped his arms around her and brought his mouth to hers, and she melted against him. “Oh, yeah,” he mumbled against her lips. “It can wait a long, long time.”She kissed him back and reveled in the feel of his heart poundingagainst hers. One of them needed to be sensible, yet when he spread his hand on her backside and flexed his fingers, she doubted it would be her.Then again, he didn’t seem inclined to stop.She tore her lips free of his and swore. “Why do I have to be the sensible one?”“Who says you have to be?” He nibbled along the side of her neck. “Cut that out.
“Thank you. He was a cop.” The words made her heart ache, but she spoke them anyway, as a tribute to her father. “He was pulled from the rubble that first day, but he was already dead.”It was quiet for a moment while they all ate a few more bites and let the ghost of Shannon’s father drift away.“What are you writing about the other people you’re including in your book?” Beverly asked.“Whatever they tell me about themselves. How they have or haven’t changed since 9/11. What that day and their part in it has cost them. Their families.”“Maybe you should show Nick what you’ve written so far. Maybe it would convince him you’ll be careful with his story, treat him with respect.”Shannon thought for a moment, thought hard. She normally didn’t allow anyone to see her work until it was as clean and polished as she could make it. No eyes on her rough drafts but her own. But she had three chapters she could let him look at that were polished. “Sure,” she said. “Will you read some of my manus
Oh, how she wanted a crowbar so she could pry those balled up emotions out of him.Through their talk and her musings, Nick had kept visual tabs on that one fireman, the one by the fire truck. Every so often, the man looked back.“Who is that?” she asked. “Who is who?“Would you stop that? You know exactly who I mean. You’ve been watching that one fireman since we got here like you expect him to burst into flames. Who is he?”“I’ve never met him.”“Oh, come on. In a town this size?”“No, really. I guess he’s the new fire chief they hired a couple of weeks ago.”“Hired? I thought all the firefighters here were volunteers.”“All but the chief. Somebody got smart about thirty years ago during the oil boom and established several different trust funds with city money. One of the funds was for the fire department. They can pay for a fire chief with experience, thanks to that fund. Everyone else is a volunteer.”“Why didn’t they hire you? You’ve certainly got the experience, and there are n
Away from the light of the fire, it was full dark, broken only by the occasional streetlight or car. Over head, a million stars blanketed the sky.“Look,” Shannon said, tilting her head back. “I’ve never seen so many stars before.”“I’m almost used to them by now,” Nick said, his arm still around her shoulders. “No big city lights out here.”“It’s so…breathtaking. I’m a writer. I should be able to think of a better word. Awe inspiring. When I look up I feel insignificant and small. Yet, at the same time, I feel…powerful.”As he watched Shannon, felt her body move beside him, Nick felt the rest of his blood rush straight for his groin. Where most of it had been since she’d first touched him at the bonfire.He supposed he ought to act like the big he-man, indifferent, aloof. The truth was, he felt too damn good to act any way other than what he felt like—an over-sexed teenager. How undignified. Been there. Done that. Thanking his lucky stars he was feeling it again.“What are you think
Then he took one nipple into his mouth and suckled, and Shannon’s back arched off the bed. A cry of sheer pleasure escaped her throat and shot straight to his loins.He’d had in mind to go slowly, make it last. Next time. Maybe.He fumbled for his wallet, but when he pulled out the condom, she took it from him. “Let me,” she said breathlessly.Nick nearly groaned. He didn’t know if he could take it, but he gritted his teeth and let her push him over onto his back.Shannon moved his hands so they rested beside his head, then tore open the packet and straddled his thighs. Looking down and seeing him totally at her mercy gave her a rush of power that was heady in its intensity. Odd that she would feel it so much. She usually didn’t feel a lack of power. But then, she didn’t usually have a naked man beneath her, hers to do with as shewould.Slowly, one fraction of an inch at a time, she rolled the condom down onto his erection.“You’re about to kill me,” he said through clenched teeth. S