How long has it been since I masturbated? Maybe years, just like it’s been years since I was so horny that I had to lock myself in a bathroom and relieve myself for fear of getting in my pants.
When my body relaxed, I sighed and closed my pants.
I had to calm down or I wouldn’t be able to stay in Maya’s presence for more than two minutes.
I cleaned the floor and I went back to the table like it was nothing.
The moment I sat in my place she turned and looked at me, peering at me with her grey eyes that were able to bring every man to his knees.
\"Are you all right?\" she asked me worried.
\"Perfectly.\" I answered.
She gave me a sweet smile and turned to resume the conversation with Lucas and his boyfriend.
My heart was pounding and all I had in my head was the image of her smile.
I’m fucked.
**************We left Andrew and my sister’s house after midnight, the two lovebirds had blissfully kicked us out the moment they started rubbing each other on the couch, like two fucking teenagers.
Knowing them, they wouldn’t be ashamed to drag themselves into the room in front of everyone, so we’d packed up and left in a hurry. Most likely they didn’t even notice we were missing.
Every time I looked at my sister with her boyfriend, the way they looked at each other even after all those years, I realized what true love was, it was exactly what I saw in them.
The passion that united them, the solidarity for each other, and the way they supported and helped each other.
Sometimes I felt a little bit of envy. I, too, wanted someone to look at me the way my sister looked at Andrew like he was the only man in the world. I also wanted to feel that feeling that you have when you love someone, go home, and find that person who waits for you and welcomes you to console you after a failed cause or after a tiring day of work.
I tried, I looked for that woman who made my heart beat so hard that I thought it might come out of my chest.
But whoever I met never caught my eye. Too much makeup. Too many silicones. Too much fake.
No one had ever really managed to capture me, to bewitch me with a single gesture.
\"Are we going to a bar?\" asked Devon, Lucas’s boyfriend as soon as we were out in the open.
\"I have to go home, my mother will think I’m on the run.\" Maya said looking at the phone display.
Lucas peeked at her phone, \"But she didn’t even look for you! Don’t be old, c’mon May!\" said Lucas.
\"I’m not old!\" Maya defended herself by putting her hands in her coat pockets and trembling slightly.
I wanted to surround her with an arm and warm her up with my body.
\"And I can’t even drink.\" she said, snorting.
\"Just give it 30 minutes, then you can go back in your old and big pajamas and wear them like you’re 80.\" Devon smiled.
Maya opened her mouth wide in surprise and then she put on her nose. She was gorgeous.
\"Only half an hour.\" she said, walking down the sidewalk.
I followed her immediately and I stood beside her, with my hands in my pocket. I felt her trembling.
\"Do you want me to warm you up?\" I offered her maliciously.
Maya looked at me out of the corner of her eye and then shook her head.
That was it. I had a feeling that she was also attracted to me. Several times I had caught her watching me thin but every time I noticed, she was quick to look away or pretend to ask me something, like salad, water, or bread.
It was like she forced herself to not look at me or talk to me.
What the hell did I do that night to get me to treat me this way?
I prayed that I didn’t call her by someone else’s name. It would be the biggest mistake of my life and I wouldn’t be able to fix it.
After a few minutes, we arrived at a bar around the corner. I opened the door and I kept it wide open for Maya who immediately overtook me and entered the hot bar. She sighed when she was finally warmed up.
I followed her inside and heard Lucas whimpering behind me because I had inadvertently left the door and this was almost slammed on his face.
\"Rude.\" Lucas said on the way to the bar.
Maya took off her coat and sat down at one of the stools while I stood beside her.
The bartender immediately noticed her and gave her a broad smile as she pulled out her cell phone and began to write a message.
\"What can I bring you beauty,\" the boy asked, looking at her.
\"A non-alcoholic.\" Maya replied without even looking at him.
The boy made a disappointed face and then turned to me, I could only be happy to notice that Maya did not give in to anyone’s advances.
\"Whiskey without ice.\" I said to the boy, electrocuting him.
The young man took Lucas and Devon’s orders and Maya put her cell phone on the counter.
\"Are they always like this?\" she suddenly asked me while the two guys next to us were making out.
\"What?\" I asked confused.
\"Jess and Andrew. Are they always so, how can I say it, carnal?\" she asked with her eyes spinning.
\"Oh, worse. I don’t know how it’s possible that Mom and Dad haven’t caught them with their pants down yet. Whenever they feel it’s appropriate, they go somewhere and bang like animals in heat.\" I said as seriously as possible.
I didn’t want to remember every time I went into our parents\' bathroom and found them half-naked. The guilt ended up being mine because I didn’t knock.
Maya made a disgusted face that made her even more adorable. Why did I agree to come here?
The bartender arrived with our orders and immediately I swallowed a big sip. My throat was on fire, but I did not care.
\"Be careful. You use to be out of control when you're drunk.\" Maya said.
I didn’t understand what she was referring to. I then remembered the night of the party. Maybe I had been too aggressive with her? Did I push her to do something she didn’t want? God, I prayed no.
\"This is our song!\" Lucas said, getting up and dragging his boyfriend to the track.
Maya did not turn at all but continued to drink her drink, crossing her legs elegantly.
I tried to make a little conversation, but she kept ignoring me or answering me badly. It was impossible.
Devon and Lucas returned a couple of times to quench their thirst before returning to the track. I looked at them and I noticed how they danced quietly and looked at each other with love.
I turned to Maya and looked at her profile as she picked up the phone again to check out some new messages that obviously weren’t there.
\"Okay, did I do something to you?\" I suddenly snapped.
The alcohol was making it easier. She turned around and raised an eyebrow, looking at me crookedly.
\"Are you serious?\" she said.
\"Very serious.\" I said as seriously as I could as the head began to swirl.
\"Unbelievable.\" made her indignant.
\"Is it because of what happened the night of the party?\" I asked insecurely.
\"He knows how to think!\" she answered sourly.
\"Damn Maya! Tell me if I did anything to you! Didn’t you like it? Did I force you to do something you didn’t want? Please tell me.\" I said, looking at her.
Maya froze, then suddenly took off the glass with the whiskey before throwing it down with a single sip, making a grimace when the alcohol burned her throat. I watched her as kidnapped as she slammed the empty glass on the counter and turned to me.
\"Are you stupid?\" he asked me.
\"No.\" I answered.
\"Can’t your little head really get to the reason why I might be upset?\" said Maya tightening her eyes to two cracks, furious.
She was so hot when she was pissed off, her cheeks were red, her eyes were grey and she was glowing. I could’ve just bent over and kissed her just to remember the taste of her tongue in my mouth.
\"No?\" I said uncertainly.
\"Unbelievable! Unbelievable!\" she said exasperated, \"I waited for you, Nate! I lay on that damn couch half-naked for 20 minutes and you didn’t come! When I came to find you, you were fucking another girl against the wall!\" she almost screamed furiously.
I blinked several times, confused, I did not understand what he was talking about, and my head was spinning. I put my elbow on the table and took my head in my hands, trying to stop it.
\"And don’t make that face, you’re a bastard.\" she said bitterly.
She turned around, but I stopped her.
\"Wait.\" I said, grabbing her by the arm, \"I don’t understand.\" I said, more and more confused.
\"Don’t play dumb with me. You humiliated me, you treated me like an inflatable doll to fill, and you dumped me the second you found someone else to empty your balls into.\" she said furiously and did to free herself.
\"Wait!\" I stopped her again by tightening the grip \"I don’t know what you’re talking about! I don’t remember!\" I said in a panic, Maya looked at me grimly.
\"You have two minutes.\" he said.
\"I went upstairs to get what I needed when I came down, I got something to drink and I knocked it down in one breath then I don’t remember! I remember meeting you on the stairs and then nothing. I swear.\" I said in one breath.
\"You didn’t meet me on the stairs, you idiot!\" she yanked her arm and freed herself from my grip \"You jumped on the first one that happened to you! Do you realize how humiliated I felt?\" she asked with a wounded look before getting up and going to the bathroom.
I was the biggest asshole of them all.
Nate I sat at the bar, alone, with my glass of whiskey while Lucas, Devon, and Maya went wild on the dance floor. Maya hadn’t spoken to me since she got back from the bathroom, she just ignored me, drank her drink, and then joined Lucas on the dance floor. I was the biggest idiot that existed on the face of the earth. Now I had the confirmation. I was an asshole. How it is possible that I fell on another girl? Because I was so stupid, that’s the answer. If I hadn’t been the biggest idiot of all maybe at that time Maya and I... what exactly would we have been? I wasn’t sure. Maybe more than that. I’d always been after her in high school, and that was exactly the chance to get a chance, and I fucked it up. Congratulations Nate. I emptied my glass and turned to the dance floor where I saw Maya dancing. Her eyes closed, the pelvis moved with the music and the hair that waved with every movement. The soft lights of the track created plays of light and shadows on her skin, the dres
******** Maya I looked at the clock hanging in the hall of the ward, half an hour before the end of the shift. It was Saturday and that night I promised Dr. Richard, Jeremy, that after our shift we would go for a drink together I had to admit that, although he was a beautiful man and that he physically attracted me a lot, my mind was not properly focused. I’ve been thinking about Nate since last night. How stupid he was and how stupid I was, a fool who was about to give in to him. I could still feel him around my body, I could still feel his hands caressing his skin, making me shiver all over my body. I could still feel his body attached to mine, the erection sticking out of the crotch of his pants and rubbing against my butt. His warm breath against my neck. The way he looked at me, his blue eyes veiled by passion. The way he approached my face in search of my lips and the way I hadn’t avoided it. I had teased him, I had rubbed against him, blinded by passion, unable to control
Maya \"That’s not possible!\" Jess said on the verge of a hysterical fit with tears in her eyes. \"Jess, let’s get another one.\" said her mother. \"I don’t want another one!\" cried my friend in tears \"Jess is not the end of the world.\" I said, cradling Axel. \"Yes it is!\" she cried, \"Do you know how many months it took me to find the perfect hairdresser? I went all over the city to find her! And she decides to get the intestinal virus today! Today! On my wedding day! Do you realize?! No, I can’t get married like this, we’re not following my plan, everything is falling apart!\" she shouted exasperated. \"Oh please, it’s just a hairdresser, now let’s find a solution! Stop it!\" I said furiously. Axel clung to my dressing gown, underneath I was just wearing a strapless bra and panties, we were all waiting for the hairdresser but, the tragedy of tragedy, just that day the hairdresser carefully chosen by Jess, she announced that she had taken a terrible intestinal virus that k
Nate I was stuck staring at the locked door for quite a while until two hands on my mouth distracted me and were reawakened by thoughts focused on Maya. \"Oh buddy, your mom’s so hot even when she talks about breast pumps.\" I confided in him secretly. I swore the baby looked grim at me, I understood, I was talking about his mother. I walked up to the elevator as the baby grabbed my tuxedo with his hands and put his head on my shoulder like it was the most natural thing in the world. And I felt a bit like it. I held him quietly in my arms, without wavering in the slightest and Axel seemed at ease. I went into the elevator and pressed the button for the ground floor. I put my chin on Axel’s little head and let his good smell fill my nostrils. He smelled like baby perfumes and Maya, my favorite smell. \"Do you know that you are the luckiest man in the world to have her attention?\" I said to the child sighing, Axel imitated me and I laughed. After a few seconds, the elevator arr
Maya I went back to the suite as quickly as I could, trying to remove from my head the image of Nate Dare with my son, or with a child in general. The image of Nate with a child in his arms literally blew up my ovaries with joy, I think that every woman would want to throw herself on him naked and beg him to make a baby together. If the child in question was mine was just a bonus that added more spice to the whole thing. Not that Nate Dare wasn’t absolutely hot with his black tuxedo and his white shirt and those damn blue eyes that made my legs shake every time they pointed at me. Seeing Nate with my baby in his arms had upset me and set my body on fire. I wanted to take a picture, take a picture of that beautiful image, and make it a giant picture to hang in my room. And the way he kept him? Like it was the most comfortable things like it was something he did every day. Holding him with one hand under his butt and the other on his small chest as Axel laughed and clapped his hands
Maya The ceremony was short and intense. I stood by Jess’s side the whole time, while the two exchanged promises of eternal love, both happy and with clear eyes. Once the ceremony was over, we all moved into a hotel room that Andrew and Jess had booked for the party. I went into the room and looked around, looking for my mother and Axel. "Are you looking for me?" I heard Nate’s voice behind my back. "Oh, absolutely not," I said quietly. "If you’re looking for your mother, I just saw her walking to the bathroom with a stroller and a not very happy child," he said, crossing his arms at the chest. "Why do you keep such an eye on my mother?" I asked. Nate squeezed himself in the shoulders before Sarah all tits approached him and drew his attention completely, between her chirping and winking, Nate was immediately kidnapped. Idiot. I turned and went to the bathroom, looking for my mother and child who I found lying on a changing table, half naked and laughing while my mother spoke
NateMy sister and Andrew disappeared in the elevators, and I went to the table where I left my jacket. I took it out of my chair and put it on my back, and it was time for me to retire to my room. I’d drink a little too much to drive home, and I didn’t feel like calling a cab, so I asked the hotel’s reception to give me a suite.I took the card out of my pocket and went to the Hall where I met the very drunk Sarah Spring who had just offered me a blowjob in the bathroom, a blow I had kindly refused.Sarah threw her arms around my neck and stuck to my neck, smelled like booze, and laughed like crazy."Sarah," I said, grabbing her hands and taking them off my neck, "you’re drunk and you should go home or get a room".I didn’t usually refuse a woman’s advances, especially when she offered so eagerly to get on her knees and suck my cock, but Sarah was Andrew’s cousin, and Andrew was family, We were practically family, and I didn’t want to complicate my life any more than I already have.
Warning! Hot Chapter! Keep your pants on!NateI pushed Maya into the bedroom without taking my mouth off of hers, it was as if I was controlled by a force bigger than mine, and I didn’t have any control over my body; it seemed that Maya had the same problem because she pulled me to herself as if we didn’t have time.She began to unbutton impatient my shirt and then, failing to unbutton it as smoothly as he wanted, took the two flaps of the collar and pulled them ferociously, blowing up all the buttons that fell on the floor of moquette.I took my mouth off her, and we both looked surprised at my shirt. My cock was pulsating tremendously in my pants, and I wanted to get relieved."I swear I’ll buy it back," said Maya."I’ll buy another hundred if you tear them off like this," I said, throwing myself back on her lips.I took off my shirt and threw it to the ground as I pushed Maya against the wall and she passed her hands over my chest, gently caressing me and leaving a fiery trail at