LOGINPrue
I opened my locker and switched out my textbooks like a robotic ATM – books in, books out, on autopilot. The routine felt endless. Numbing. My fingers worked mechanically, but my mind was already far away, floating somewhere above this fluorescent-lit hallway.
A shout pierced through the white noise of slamming lockers and teenage chatter.
“Fu.ck you!” A girl’s voice, sharp as glass.
“Last I remember, I fu.cked you!” came the equally crude reply from a guy’s voice – low, biting. “I know you are eager to get a repeat of my di.ck but you’re just too big of a sl.ut for me to ever go back for seconds.”
My eyes flicked toward the sound on instinct. A tall guy with black hair – senior, probably, but we didn’t share classes – was marching down the hallway with a storm on his face.
“Oh really?” the blonde girl shot back, walking beside him. “Well, I clearly recall you enjoying me plenty of times while moaning, ‘You’re so good, so good, I’m gonna come real fast.’”
He flushed crimson, as their faces came into view while they kept moving in my direction. I snorted. Not because I endorsed the fight, but because...ouch. That one cut deep. I liked her comeback. Though her sexual résumé was probably a bit too colorful for her age. Still, she clearly wasn’t short on things to say.
“Shut up, b*tch!” he spat, rage barely contained. “You’re just like a pair of socks – warm and nice at first, then disgusting and disposable after a few hours.”
“You are the one who keeps on crawling back with – more, let's have more. Besides, it’s never been a few hours, just four to five minutes, and you know it.” She folded her arms, fire in her eyes.
I let out a laugh I couldn’t hold back. That “four to five minutes” jab hit too close to the truth for most teenage boys. They both turned to look at me, mid-stride, just now registering my presence a few lockers down.
"Never come near me again," he said, his voice low and clipped, every word packed with restrained anger. He glared at me too and stormed off. She, on the other hand, walked straight to a locker just five down from mine. Huh. So we were neighbors.
She glanced at me, brushing hair from her flushed face.
“Aren’t all guys just di.cks?” she said, lowering her voice. “First they act like Prince Charming, sweet-talking you into bed. Then suddenly, you’re a sl.ut. Like...excuse me?”
Her bitterness wasn’t just about him. It was older than that. Familiar, ingrained.
“Did you sleep with other guys after him?” I asked bluntly, while streams of students kept flowing past in both directions, already forgetting the drama that unfolded here just seconds ago. Typical.
She didn’t flinch.
“Obviously. He’s not the only fish in the sea. And definitely not the longest or best swimmer – if you know what I mean.” Her eyes sparkled with mischief, but I noticed the sadness underneath. I always did.
“Bet that bruised his ego. Narcissists can’t handle being passed over.”
She chuckled, half-heartedly.
“Totally.”
There it was – the weariness behind the bite. I'd seen her hanging out with the "party girls." Same short skirts, same too-loud laughs. But she was different. She had the saddest eyes in that whole glittery mess. Girls like her weren’t lost causes – they were lost hearts. I get the psychology behind such a promiscuous behavior – the need, the patterns – but emotionally, it’s always felt like a foreign language to me. Why on earth would I let a bunch of grimy teenage hands – and other questionable parts – touch my sacred temple of a body? Nope. Not happening. Ever.
“Prue,” I said, stepping closer to her with an extended hand.
“Tes,” she said, shaking my hand lightly and smiling softly.
“Ever thought about not giving guys anything until they put a ring on your finger?”
I threw in, testing the grounds. She raised a perfectly plucked eyebrow at me instead.
“Why? And miss out on all the fun? Girls have hormones too, you know?”
“Sure, I get it.” I shrugged. “Okay, new approach – why not stick with the guy who was best in bed?”
She sighed dramatically.
“He moved to another state.”
That sucked.
“Second runner-up?”
I wiggle my eyebrows, earning a small smile from her as she rolls her eyes in playful mockery.
“He’s on-and-off with my good friend.” She sighed.
“So… you're not heartless.”
“I might be a little promiscuous, but I’m not a monster.” She grinned despite herself.
“Fair. But aren’t you tired of the letdown after half-hearted teenage hookups feeling void?” I asked softly. “Of giving your body away and still feeling alone? I mean, most teenage boys finish in three minutes, barely warms you up, leaves you hanging and wide awake. Making a grocery list in your mind is more fun than that.”
I asked, tilting my head slightly. She absorbed my words in silence. Then she blinked. That one hit. She narrowed her eyes.
“What are you, a therapist?”
There it was – the defense wall. Classic move, I saw it coming. I think, as I watch her squint and catch the tiniest flickers in her expression.
“Nope.” I popped the ‘p’ with a playful smirk.
She slammed her locker and was about to storm off. I caught her middle in a smooth move, as she tried to walk past me, startling her.
“But I can be someone who listens to your bleeding heart.” I whispered near her ear, then stepped back before she could swing at me.
She stared at me, blinking.
“Yeah... thanks, no.”
And with that, she was gone, walking off to her classroom like the conversation never happened. But her heart rate said otherwise.
I smirked to myself.
That’s always how it starts.
I’d turned one se.x-addicted girl last year into a self-aware, therapy-going introvert who now started a school club on emotional self-respect. It has become an addiction since then. Helping girls realize they deserved more than three-minute boys and shame games.
And the best part? The fuming, red-faced teenage boys who couldn’t handle the shift in power. Beautiful chaos.
This school didn’t know it yet, but I was on a quiet mission. One conversion at a time.
We will meet again, Tessa, I thought, smirking as I started moving toward my next class when the bell rang.
The hallway buzzed with the usual chaos – laughter, slamming lockers, and the shuffle of hundreds of students trying to make it on time. I kept walking, but my mind was still tangled in that brief exchange. There was something about Tessa – her fierce attitude, the sadness behind her eyes – that stuck with me. She wasn’t just another girl playing the part; there was a story there. I was curious, and maybe a little invested. Not that I needed more drama, but sometimes people like her pulled me in, like a puzzle I wanted to solve.
I glanced at the clock on the wall. Fifty minutes of English, then lunch, and another marathon of boring classes until I could escape back to my room and unpack all the mental clutter swirling around. Maybe I’d think about Tessa again, maybe not. Either way, I had to keep my guard up. High school was nothing if not a battlefield disguised as a social scene – and I wasn’t about to lose this round.
I stuffed my hands in my pockets and pushed forward, determined not to get caught in anyone else’s mess today. Just kidding – I loved to perk up my wolfen ears and dive right into everyone’s business! I chuckled to myself, just as a snippet of conversation drifted across the hall: “Did you hear…?” More fun for me, I rubbed my hands – in my mind, of course – already picturing the juicy gossip about to unravel. High school drama was my favorite kind of entertainment, and today’s episode was just getting started.
With a sly grin, I slunk into the crowd, ready to eavesdrop like a pro. Whatever secrets they thought were safe? Not on my watch.
PrueMy phone pinged and I glanced at it, seeing a message from Tessa. I smiled at that. Yes, we exchanged our phone numbers; I found it a great success towards trusting in me from her side. Bless her soul. I smiled and chatted with her about lastest news and we whined about tough teenager life exchanging meme's and gifs. Who ever invented teenager phase was a mean, grumpy, loveless persona.In a fast moment I had reached Dad's. Thank Goddess for the training, as I could let all my frustration out in this session. Unfortunately, the Tom's secrets made me distracted, so I got more hits and jabs than usually. Even Dad raised an unimpressed eyebrow at me after some time."Again." I said with attitude, my body aching for a release."Focus, you'll get yourself killed."We sparred for 30 more minutes with small improvements on my focus as I was plotting all the things I will do with the Alpha boy."Come on, Rue!" Dad exclaimed, frustrated. "What's going on with you?" I breathed hard with my
PrueThe dust motes in Tom's study danced like frantic, tiny embers in the amber slanting of the afternoon sun, a stark contrast to the hollow, restless ache that lived under my skin. Being a lone wolf meant I was perpetually vibrating at a frequency of flight, a frantic heartbeat away from another anonymous town, another set of locked doors, another year of playing the invisible ghost. I felt the familiar weight of my nomadic soul pressing against my ribs, but for this fleeting, quiet moment, I allowed myself to anchor into the stillness of his room."So, let's get to the most interesting part – what did you read during the last week?" I looked at Tom with soft smile."This one!" Tom picks up a gray book with a red-orange bird at the center of it and passes it over to me. I read the title: Man’s Search for Meaning, a classic tribute to hope from the Holocaust. The Holocaust?"Hmm, interesting choice for the book," I say as I twirl the other side of the book and scan over the comment.
AndrewWhy she came in and broke my peaceful day is beyond me. But here she is. I couldn't get rid of her even if I wanted to. That's how stubborn this wolf is.She stares at me with that unreadable look again – the kind that’s half mockery, half curiosity – and I know she’s trying to figure me out. Good luck with that. Hell, I can barely figure myself out when it comes to her.Then, she tilts her head. Looks at me like she’s seeing me for the first time.I hate that look. Like I’ve suddenly changed in her eyes – just because I said I’ve waited for my mate. Why I was so honest with her in the first place is beyond me too. I'm annoyed with myself because together with her I'm unpredictable. For myself.I catch the surprise in her expression. I know what she’s thinking. She’d written me off as some typical player – an arrogant, entitled manwho.re. Probably the kind she’s learned to kick before he gets too close. Literally. She’s already planted one foot in my balls over it.But now the t
PrueHe stares at me with his jaw tight clearly contemplaiting what to tell me and what to keep. Perhaps he said more than he wanted me to know. At least I would never confess to him something like this."But now I’m sitting here thinking, silly me, maybe I should’ve just done it years ago – because my mate apparently has the patience of a toddler on a sugar high." His tone is dry, clipped, a little mocking. But underneath it, I catch something else. Regret? Maybe. Not my problem though. Se.x is fun. Passion is human. (Or, well, wolf.) I get the whole “wait for your true love” thing – but in my case? It wasn’t some drunk mistake. It was real – warm and tender. I mean at least once. Somehwere in the background I've registered that he has called me "my mate" for the first time ever, but I don't have time to pay too much attention to it now."But... everyone at school says you're a fuc.kboy," I mutter, still trying to recalibrate everything I thought I knew about him.He scoffs, like tha
PrueI reached the first floor, ready to take a stroll around the pack grounds to clear my head – and, naturally, to leave my scent everywhere like the wicked little menace I am. I smirked at the thought. Honestly, being me should be illegal.As I passed Andrew’s office, I noticed the door was ajar and caught a glimpse of him inside. I took three more steps before halting. A wicked idea curled at the edges of my mind. Why not tug the lion by his whiskers before I went off playing little red riding hood? I grinned to myself, pivoted on my heel, and sauntered straight into his office. What a wicked thing to be me.The other day, when I played him like a fiddle with that 'After Dark' track and he actually showed up at my doorway in the dead of night, was nothing short of hilarious. I still crack up every single time the memory pops into my head.Of course, on the outside, I put on my absolute best performance as the annoyed, intensely indifferent Prue, but internally? I was losing my dam
AndrewHere I was – pacing my damn room like a kid with ADHD. First, I threw myself on the bed, arms spread wide, staring up at the ceiling as if the cracks and shadows could spell out some divine answer for me. Nothing, just silence and my own heartbeat pounding like a war drum.Then I was up again, restless legs carrying me in circles around the room. One lap, two laps – hell, I could’ve worn a groove into the floorboards. I stalked over to the window, shoved it open, and leaned out like the trees of the forest were about to part their branches and whisper advice into my ear. But nope, just rustling leaves and the faint scent of pine.Next thing I knew, I was standing dead center in my room, hands on my hips, glaring at the wall that separated me from her. As if I could burn holes through the plaster, reach into her space, and somehow pry open her skull just to get one single thought out of her head. Goddess, I wanted to know what she was thinking. Was she restless like me? Did she
PrueSweat trickled down my forehead, slipping along the bridge of my nose and tickling it annoyingly. I wiped it off with the back of my hand, already breathless and hot from sparring with Dad for what felt like an hour, at least.He still overpowered me. Every time.I hated that even in the werew
PrueIt was a bright, sunny day – exactly the kind that begged to be enjoyed outside. But my girls were holed up in the library, studying for an upcoming test like responsible little nerds. I didn’t want to waste my lunch break buried in textbooks, so I grabbed my sandwich and headed out, eager to
PrueI nudged Rose with my elbow as I balanced my tray of food.“My girls are over there,” I said, gesturing with my chin toward the far table.“Come on.”She followed, her steps a little hesitant, eyes flicking nervously toward the two girls already seated. I didn’t blame her – facing a new group
PrueAs the bell rings, I pop in my wireless earbud and hit play on the last podcast I was halfway through – some gem about how decision fatigue is basically ruining your life without you knowing. Fun stuff.I’m always listening to something – neuroscience, psychology, human behavior, tech, science







