Chapter Eighteen: We watch each other kiss someone else

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Sometimes you want to know the truth without knowing how will your response to it. You just want it. And this is how I feel. I wanted to know so badly what Adam feels about and the words he said about me are the words of truth. And maybe he wants me to hear them without filter without trying to fake his hate. Because I hate him. I hate him for what he said could be true. And I’m close to believing it.

When I was running away, I just wanted to go back home. To lock myself in. To keep myself away from the light. Away from the remorseful humiliation in front of everyone. But no, I need to face this all without escaping. But when followed me.

Justin followed me, panting, until he sees me sitting on an enormous rock facing the shore. The sun is almost setting.k feel so dramatic sitting here, wiping up my face. I don’t like people seeing me cry. It’s not because I don’t want to be