LOGINMaisie was keeping herself alive through sedatives. But even the strongest drugs lost their effect over time.When the sedatives stopped working, she switched to hallucinogens.The psychiatrist strictly controlled her dosage, and she didn't argue. She simply saved up a month's worth and took it all in a single day.By the time her parents finally returned, she was nothing but a walking skeleton of skin and bones. They even brought Daniel to her, hoping he could snap her out of it.Looking at the parents she hadn't seen in nearly ten years, Maisie felt nothing but irony. As for Daniel, he failed to read the room as usual and stood before her, rattling mindlessly.The farce was making her late for her medication, so she summoned the bodyguards and had all three of them thrown out.Looking at her cold, dark eyes through the gates, the usually carefree Daniel finally felt genuine fear. He made up an excuse and quickly fled the scene.Maisie didn't care either. The York family's infl
To Maisie, it felt like a nightmare. She'd just fallen asleep, and when she woke up, she'd lost the man she loved.After collapsing outside the ward, she finally regained consciousness, along with all her memories.When the car was forced off the cliff, she only had one thought, which was to protect Rupert. Later, when she realized that she was drenched in blood and felt no pain, the terror had set in.She was afraid she'd die just like that, before she could even confess her feelings or give Rupert the perfect proposal she owed him. So, she kept repeating to herself."Go to Chandler University and tell Rue you love him on Rivermead Street."That was where she first met him and where her heart first moved for him. But she'd repeated those reminders to herself so fervently that she ended up forgetting the fixation.For the past three years, Rupert had lived with a version of her whose memories were stuck at 18 years old, so she knew that he'd suffered a lot. She knew better than a
After consecutive days of intense, almost reckless treatment, Maisie began having frequent headaches. With the pain came fragments of a figure surfacing in her mind—the happy Rupert, the blushing Rupert, and the crying Rupert.She saw him waiting for her in the warm glow of the lamp when she returned home from the office.She saw him at the amusement park, shyly kissing her.She saw the version of him she'd spoiled so hard that he'd somehow grown bold and playful enough to tease her.Then, she saw the crash. She saw the way she shielded him in her arms with his face covered in blood and his entire body trembling with fearful sobs.But how did the crash happen? Every time she tried to push further into the memory, a sharp pain would shoot through her head.She returned to the clinic once more and reported her progress to the psychiatrist before lying back on the bed for another hypnosis session.Slowly, her consciousness drifted, and it felt like she was walking down a narrow p
Third-Person POVAt the psychiatry department, Maisie was both a difficult and obedient patient.She desperately wanted results from the treatments, so regardless of what the doctor suggested, she was always willing to try.Yet no matter what the method was, nothing could break through the wall she'd built in her mind.That changed the day Chloe brought her a duplicate of the videotape. "I'm really sorry, Maisie. I was wrong about everything. Please tell Rupert that I'm sorry too."Chloe's face was etched with guilt as she patted Maisie's shoulder. It suddenly hit Maisie that she hadn't told anyone about the divorce yet.After Chloe left, Maisie headed to the screening room and watched the woman in the video confess. She heard the final line. "I want you to be happy, Rue.""So, I'm the person he'll never see again," she thought.But that wasn't strictly true; Rupert had been referring to the version of her from three years ago.When she woke up after the car crash, her memorie
I wanted to give up every time I was admitted to the ICU, but I couldn't because Beatrice would cry.This time, it was different. The steady beeping of the machines filled my ears, but no matter how hard I tried, I couldn't open my eyes.A warm hand gently brushed hair from my forehead. "Rue, if you can't hold on any longer, then don't. Let's be siblings again in our next life."Beatrice wasn't crying, but I could feel how heartbroken she was.Was I really not going to wake up this time? But I hadn't even said goodbye to her.I refused to give up. I didn't know how many days had passed when I finally woke up from the coma. Beatrice took an extended leave from the hospital to focus on taking care of me.I'd never had a proper job. After graduating, I spent my time juggling part-time work and caring for Mom when she fell ill. But that didn't stop me from worrying about Beatrice's paycheck. I kept telling her not to neglect her job for my sake because junior doctors didn't ear
I understood what Beatrice meant. Three years ago, Maisie lost her memory after the car crash. I'd taken her to every specialist I could find and run countless tests, but every doctor said that the amnesia wasn't physical. The crash hadn't caused significant damage to her brain, so it was likely psychological.I'd tried taking her to therapists back then, but she was so resistant that no one was willing to treat her.In the end, I gave up and decided that it was enough that she was alive. It didn't matter whether she remembered me or not.I turned to my side with my back to Beatrice, facing the sunlight. Then, I tilted my head back and rested against her.It was too late.The sunlight was glaring, so I had to close my eyes. The incision in my abdomen throbbed faintly, and even the painkillers weren't working anymore.…After that day, my random encounters with Maisie in the hospital grew more frequent, always in the hallway.Though that was the only path to the psychiatry dep







