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Chapter 44

Author: Millie Bridge
He had told me I had a dirty mind, that everything I saw was tainted. He said I was small-minded and couldn't tolerate anyone, that it was my sister, his lifesaver, and how could I think that way?

When confronted with my scornful look, Irvin couldn't continue his argument. He knew better than anyone how he had responded to my repeated questions in the past.

After a long silence, he yanked his tie off in frustration and threw it on the couch. "Emilia, you and I are not the same!"

"How are we not the same? Is it because I'm just purely grateful for his life-saving favor, while you're using it as an excuse to manipulate me, torment me, drive me crazy?"

Irvin knew. He knew there should be distance and boundaries between men and women. He knew he had crossed that line before, yet he still did it.

He still turned it all around and blamed me.

There was only one reason. He wanted to torture me, make my life miserable, drive me crazy, and then play the role of the perfect partner with Jul
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