~Much as you blame yourself, you can't be blamed for the way that you feel
Had no example of a love that was even remotely real
How can you understand something that you never had~
Let me love you
~ Ne-yo
★★BELLA★★
You want to know where he is? He's getting married, yes, kill yourself then!" He said. He brought out his phone and showed me a Pictures of Mr Richards, with some girl. "He has gone back, your Mr loves to rule and he got it" Braden said. I want to push him to the main road so a car will run him over these are all lies! Lies!
He was standing behind the girl with his hand on her shoulder, wearing plaid color suit, his hair neat, not like his usual smile, he had a more straight face with respect written all over.
"What is wrong with you? You made this picture, why do you haunt me
★★BELLA★★ Some one Is knocking the door. I looked through the window, it's Braden. He smiled as she watch him. He had sharp eyes."Bella, good morning" he said. He raised the packed food up, "I brought you breakfast!"I want to send him away but I am lonely and have no one to talk to. I sigh big before opening the door for him. One breakfast won't kill us both. He was wearing a wide smile "thank you." I sneered as he walked in. "You can have it while its hot." He said. He opened the food, "we can have breakfast together, I brought extra."Sitting opposite him on the dinning, I sigh. "How are you now?" He asked. "Bella, don't let Jayden's life ruin yours. You're so young ans have to enjoy life, if you wish, we can Go out today, you should be bright." He's right, I need to be bright.*****sometimes, when your broken, you feel calm around the most people you hate.*****Braden is among those Set of people n
★★JAYDEN★★I gave my assistant my phone, "shatter it to pieces" he was standing beside me, looking confused and dumb. "Do it now!" I ordered. He hit the phone screen on the table, "take out the Sim and destroy it also" I ordered, then he did it. "I'm sorry Bella, I don't want to love you, I have to stay away." I say to myself. My mom asked me to forget about my old life to start afresh. I have to start again, and this time, my parents will be in control.My father called the office phone "Hello, son, we would be having a family dinner at 7 please come home early" my father said and hung up. All my life, I secretly wished for his love, for him to make me his favorite, to be the best in his sight, but non came to pass, now he wants to make me after himself, I can't loose the opportunity to be with my father as his right hand, and the other reason, I can't say. "Gabriel, sit." I said as he came in. "Show me." I ordered. He brought out an envel
★Jayden★I heard the engines switch on, the car is turning to leave, this must be the person who had dropped her, it's my brother's car. I entered my car and started the engines... I have to teach him a lesson. Driving so fast I could meet up with him, he knew, I were following him, so he drive faster. I gave a wicked smile, damn the messy boy if he thinks, I will let him off.I drive faster and over take him. Stopping at the front of his car, I'm breathing harder... I can see his calm look from his car, he is not at all bothered. I opened the door and got out. Went to his car and pulled him out by the collar. "What is wrong with you?" He said. I gave him a hard glare, acting like he doesn't know what the problem is. I'm about to punch him hard in his face, but he cover his face with his hand and started to laugh
★★BELLA★★"Can you drive, I can't." I tell Brad... His face I bleeding and bruises all over. I notice he smelt of alcohol.In the car: "who hit you?" I asked him. He sigh and smiled lightly, "Bella, you don't need to know, you'll be hurt, I don't want that." He said. "Your brother did right?" I asked with my hands folded across my chest. He didnt reply, he was more focused on driving."Did you drink?" I asked him again."Do I look drunk? Jayden poured drink allover me.""Hmmn... He hates everyone around him, Including me... No matter how I try to make peace, he still doesn't like his family. He will change soon, don't worry." He tried to console.The car became silent till we got to my house.I supported him with my shoulder as we walk in. "You come sit here, I'll get the first aid." I tell him. While cleaning his face, he's so hurt, Jayden hit him so hard. His one eye is covered
: ★JAYDEN★I found myself sleeping on the floor, traces of bleeding under my nose. I looked at the time, its already so late to go to work. Dressing casually, I strode out of my room. My mom was wearing a different face (worried). "Jay, your dad wants to see you.""Why mom?" I asked, she did not reply, held my hand and followed me to his room."You, go out." My father ordered her, he faced the window with his stick in his hand. After my mother left and closed the door, he made his way to me. "Knee down!!" He ordered. What's all these for? I put my one knee on the floor, looking at his face, is he serious? Before putting the other down carefully.He Raised the stick and laid it heavily on my shoulder. "You're a bastard!" He hit me again. "What sort of son is you?" He continuously cursed as he hit me. Maybe the fact I missed his important dinner.I bow my head with respect as he continues to hit me. "You fought your twin? Why? For a
★★BELLA★★'Just another bad dream, I won't believe it. My mind is playing a small Trick. Not my new job Hehe.' My mind convinced. All the other sales girls hands were over their mouth, to hold them from bursting out laughter. Kelly was more, she continued calling my name from her stinky mouth, attaching curse words to my name, making me feel more low.I'm worse than mockery itself now. I closed my eyes tightly, a big drop of tears fall down my eyes. I can now see the world laughing at me, how foolish I've been all my life. I really want to hide under a veil all my life, never come outside, stay locked in a room all my life. I walked miserably home with my head down and continuously kicking stones on the floor been absent-minded. Reaching the gate of my house I sigh sadly before raising my hands to the sky, "C'Mon Jesus, a girl's life can't be this worst!" I wailed. This is a job I found after two days of pure hard work from my feet and now look what
★★BELLA★★First, I didn't care about anything, but i- I thought about you, and everything and and..." He brought a flower from his inner pocket, was handling it to me, I cover my eyes slightly, letting a droplet of tears dropped. What I'm about to say will hurt him, I pray he doesn't get more hurt though. "Brad, leave my hand... I don't want all these, I don't like you at all... Please don't do this to Me." I use a softer voice. "Braden, you know I like Jayden right? I haven't gotten over that, I can't lie to myself, I haven't... I would only accept any proposer if it were to be him." The whole shop is watching me, another embarrassing moment for me."Listen..." I look more intensely into his eyes "I prefer you been gay than Falling for me this way, this all feels wrong." I slowly removed his fingers turn by turn before leaving the coffee shop. I took a taxi straight home. Getting to the gate, I feel dizzy and feel like breaking down. I'
★★BELLA★★ My cousin was already leaving her house when I arrived. "Hey Bella!" she yelled from a far on seeing me. ""Bunny, where are you going? I'm here to meet you," I twitched my face. "I have to leave for work, you didn't tell me before you came, are you alright?"After explaining Everything to her, he had no money, Just my bad luck. I have to keep searching. Walking miserable out of her home, I met that girl from yesterday "Alex." "Heh Bella! You're here? Why?".... Her ...'why' confused me, am I not allowed to be here?"Just passing," I said."Oh... I thought you came to visit me," She laughed."I don't know your address," I laughed too."Well I live here... Want to at least visit me?"She is so nice, I realy like her... I mean so much. "Yeah, I'm ready." Found out her hou