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I have to wake up a lot sooner than I want to, which is no surprise as I only got into bed again fivehours ago. Bella is moderately chipper this morning but trying not to be too obnoxious about it. Iguess she feels like our talk last night has been some kind of important break through or something.Maybe she's right, I can't say.What I am is raw. I'm still feeling vulnerable, exposed, and that makes me edgy. I know it's stupidbecause Bella is the one person in my life I know I can trust with almost everything, and she's morethan just accepting, but that doesn't change that I don't want to be weak.The air between us is a little tense as if we're both stepping lightly around each other, trying to makesure not to unsettle the balance. There are several things I want to ask her, like what she thinks aboutmy decision to try to simply avoid Jasper, but I'm not sure if now is the time for further discussions. Iknow the question will upset her, and I think she needs a littl
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"Is it too much to ask that she at least sees what she, and almost everyone else, is doing to me?"I know I sound whiny when I say that, but the damage is done. Rose is quiet for a few moments as ifshe is debating with herself what to tell me, and when she talks again she's no longer taunting me."I think she really didn't see it. You know how Bella wants to live in her perfect world where you canbe the love of her life and Jazz her best friend.Don't hold it against her that she'd rather be a little ignorant than tear herself apart because she can'tdo miracles. But now you opened her eyes and I'm sure she will consider her actions better from nowon. She loves you, and I'm sure she really meant it that she'd always choose you over him. Isn't thatenough for you?"Thinking about her words, I come to the usual conclusion that Rose should have gone into psychologyrather than photography, but then she'd probably drive half of her clients to commit suicide with herinsensit
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Life resumes. Not as I have planned before last weekend, but as usual, the world doesn't stop turningjust because I feel like I should really get my head checked.Any ideas that Bella and I have discussed before are moot, at least for the time being. She's prettybusy throughout the whole week, as am I, and we don't really feel like doing either of the two sceneswe've been talking about. I can tell that she thinks I'm too emotionally unstable as it is so she doesn'twant to make me feel even more vulnerable by subbing to her, and I honestly prefer to spend whattime we have snuggled up rather than exerting ourselves in the playroom. It doesn't happen often thatmy taste goes for vanilla over kink, but the fact that Bella doesn't seem to mind is balm on my torturedsoul. For all her still present insecurity that her more limited interests aren't the best match for mineit's good to see that vice versa she's not just with me because I'm willing to tie her up and spank herso
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The rational part of me is convinced that Jazz will hold his tongue, but the very same rational partnever saw anything coming that the conniving ass dumped on me, so I choose not to listen to it. Tryingto act as unconcerned as possible, I walk over to the sink and start running hot water to clean thedishes, hoping that no good Samaritan will join me so I can eavesdrop in peace.For a while Charlie and Jazz are chatting about things of only moderate interest to me – a few curiouscases the Forks PD has had over the summer, how Jasper is coping with some recent changes at work,how things are going with Alice. I'm a little taken aback how little I really care about that last topic,as I've always felt like the protective older brother with Alice, but apparently that has changed, too,with all the other things. Slowly I'm running out of dishes and I consider cutting some bread instead,but then Charlie finally asks the question, and I have to control my urge to put down my wo
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Charlie only offers a grunt while he looks sheepish, then steers the conversation back to baseballbefore it can get any more awkward. I have to admit, I don't have the same kind of faith in myself thatJazz seems to have, but I can't help feel a little relieved.Yet as the afternoon turns into evening, the very same words start to haunt me, and Bella's concernedlooks tell me I'm doing a bad job trying to appear all happy and normal. It's not like anyone is payingme much attention, with it being her day, as much as she seems to squirm through everyone handingover their gifts.She is positively speechless when she opens the envelope I hand her, containing my official present -the other one still resting in its box upstairs under the bed – and I get some approving smiles fromboth her and my parents at the weekend getaway at a remote resort I've organized, date to be chosenby my dearest herself. The fact that I can't do wrong in her eyes only adds to the disturbed feeling
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quick rub-down later the cool marble slab is ready for my devious plan.Then I follow Bella upstairs, already unbuttoning my shirt on the way up.The socks follow, but I keep my jeans on. Not my first choice of playtime clothes, but I don't want tokeep her waiting when she's done showering.While I snatch up all the utensils from the playroom and deposit them on the floor in the kitchen I tryto remember what exactly we agreed on when we were planning this scene together. As I don't thinkanything I want to do will trigger real unease or even fear I decide to wing it, probably not the bestidea, but the only one I can come up with on such short notice.After all, there are just two things I want to achieve. One, for her to burn off most of the frustrationcausing all those frowns and worried looks she thinks I never notice. Two, for me to finally get it intomy head that I am someone who can be trusted. Bella's always been my salvation, somehow it's fittingthat I let her
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from the couch to put under her head – tonight I want her calm and relaxed, something I normally don'tgo for when I tie her up.The only flaw in her position is that she can still move, obviously, but that is fixed quickly with a fewyards of soft, black rope. I don't think the handles of the drawers and the rail to put the dishtowels upfor drying were meant for this exact purpose, but they work really well for me. It only takes me a fewminutes to restrain her ankles and wrists to the corners of the island, and add a few more bonds to herarms and legs above and below her joints to make sure that she's properly immobilized.Once I'm done I step back and admire my work, feeling my cock grow hard in my jeans. The wayshe's tied down is a delicious compromise between practicality and eye candy, the contrast of theblack ropes over her ivory skin atop the charcoal marble nearly a piece of art. Her slightly bent legsbeckon to be touched but I hold myself back, instead letting
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I know she can answer me if she really wants to, but she opts to leave it at a plaintive moan, and mydick definitely agrees that that's better than a jumbled sentence. Smiling I kiss her arm again, thenmove to the other one before I nibble on her earlobe."Please touch you again?"She nods, then moans once more when I don't continue."Please make you writhe with need?"This time she moans already as she nods, and I reward her with a messy kiss and keep sucking on herneck until she moans once more."Please make you come?"She definitely likes that idea and agrees with a new kind of grunted moan, lower and more gutturalthan I'm used from her. My cock definitely approves."I can do that," I go on, nudging the slowly darkening hickey I've just produced with my nose. "But Iwant a reward for my efforts from you, too."She nods again, probably excepting me to tell her to suck me off or something, but that would havebeen too easy. I know that even with Bella being more ope
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