“HEY! What’s wrong?” asked Beatrice when Andrius entered their suite. The woman was only wearing a loose t-shirt.
The young man sat at the end of the chaise lounge. Beatrice approached him. she knelt behind him and placed her chin on his shoulder. She licked his ear and inserted one hand inside his t-shirt.Suddenly, he stood up. The woman almost lost her balance. She shouted. “What’s the matter with you?”“Look, Beatrice, I’m sorry. Just give me a little time to hear myself think,” he begged.“Tell me what’s bothering you, then.”He closes his eyes. “Please…” it’s all he could say.The woman then stumps her feet as she walked away and sat in front of the dresser. She combed her hair. Andrius looked at her for seconds before the man went out of their room.The dim light illuminated the long hallway. The surroundings were gloomy. He headed to the lobby. Apart from the old woman sitting and reading the newspaper and some receptionists, there was no one else there. He felt even sadder.He looked out of the glass wall. He could see the snow-capped mountains on the horizon. He suddenly became cold and just folded his arms. He lost sight of the mountains and focused on other tall buildings and was overwhelmed.He felt belittled towards himself. He felt ashamed of himself and Samantha. He greatly insulted the woman’s character. But she entrusted herself to him. Who could ever think that a girl who danced and stripped in front of everybody has no experience in sex? None. That’s why he couldn’t believe that Sam was a virgin.He felt guilty for all words he just threw toward the woman. Aside from Sam, he also felt guilty about Beatrice. He betrayed her. He cheated on her. He was tempted by another woman.WHILE LYING sideways on the bed and watching the flame of the large, scented candle over the side table, Sam couldn’t help but think. Like the sun in winter, her heart carries no warmth in the call of love. She has never experienced love. To her, men have only one face… worldly and selfish. It is useless for them to squander large sums in exchange for the provocative carcass of someone like her.That… was then.It’s different now. As she got to know her father better, she gradually realized that men are not the same. There are still kind and know how to value a woman’s dignity. She also hopes that many more are like her father—kind, responsible, and above all lovable—in the world of art and that he will give his everything to the one he loves.She lay down on the bed. She could feel the pain in her body. She closed her eyes and recalled what happened between her and Andrius. That happened so fast. Why did she give herself to the man who despised her character? Her worth as a woman?Tears fell from her cheeks. Is it possible for her to fall in love with the man?“No!” she suddenly got up and burst into tears.“ISN'T THAT what you want to happen, for him to apologize to you?” Helen was talking about Andrius. After a moment of crying, she called her friend. “I know you just make that portfolio thing your excuse, Sam. The truth is you want to see Andrius again. So that he will repent for insulting you.”“Helen...”“Come on, Sam. I know you. Why didn’t you forgive him?”“I wanted him to kneel in front of me, but he didn’t do it.”“Geez! It’s too much, Sam. What do you think of yourself?” She knew that her friend was right. So, she kept quiet. “Hello, Sam… are you still there?”“Yeah.”“Why are you so mad with Andrius? Yes, he insulted you, he questioned your worth, but do understand him. We really tend to be insulted. Women like us were prone to insults—oh I’m pertaining to myself. I almost forgot that you’re a princess now—wait.” Seems like Helen talk to someone. So, she waited. After a while, Helen came back. “Hmmm… where did I stop? Ah—if you don’t accept his apology, do you think you’ll be at ease with each other during the pictorial?”“I don’t know.”“But do you still want to continue making your portfolio?” asked Helen.“Of course,” she replied, and Helen didn’t talk back. “Helen?”“Yup?”“N-Nothing.” She tried to keep from saying anything to her friend.But it seems like Helen feels something about it. “Tell me.”“S-Something happened between Andrius and me.”“What?” it takes a while when Helen responded. “You’re different, huh? You were furious with the person, yet you gave yourself to him? Hey! Are you crazy, Sam?” She heard a heavy sigh of Helen. “I’m sure he discovered enough to make him very sorry for insulting you.” Helen refers to her virginity.“I don’t know what I’m going to do now.”“Why not just forgive him? Get married. And ever the marriage fails, divorce is easy here in Las Vegas. No problem.”She heaved a deep sigh. “Things are not that easy.”“Well, forget everything then. We’re not in the Philippines. Nobody will condemn you for such an act. It’s just that, you gave yourself to the man you don’t love.”“I-I love him, Helen,” she finally said. She’s been into a debate with herself about the sudden feelings that grew in her. And she just admits it.“Oh, then everything will be easier because you love him,” said Helen.“Andrius has a girlfriend.”Helen laughed. “If you have to analyze your words. I think you want to follow my first advice. Wait, you’re telling me that all along you have feelings for that man and you’re not mad at him? Well, I can’t blame you. He’s handsome.”A sigh was her answer.“Oh, my friend, follow your heart so you can be happy. Whatever your heart dictates, follow it, and don’t be such egoistic. You will just be sad.”She could not answer.“Okay. I think it’s better if I just go there,” said Helen.“Thank you. I’ll just wait for you.”THE NEXT day, Andrius and Beatrice went to Silver Dust Studio early for the pictorial of Samantha’s portfolio. In there, there are so many special effects that he can use to make his work more fantastic. With the help of the lighting director, he had already prepared everything needed before Samantha arrived.Sam was beautiful when she came. And he had to restrain himself so that Beatrice would not notice his great admiration towards the woman. This is no longer the Samantha he once insulted for her work and for the way she dressed.With Sam's looks now, she was more respectable. They are civil to each other. Although there was still tension between the two of them, they were able to hide it from other people, especially Beatrice. After a few hours of pictorial, he had a chance to be with Sam because Beatrice is currently talking to Mr. Loke about the Las Vegas shows while Sam’s assistant was busy packing the clothes and accessories that they used.“A-About what happened to us.” He stuttered. “Why did you let me? You… you can refuse, and I may not continue.”Sam didn’t reply. She then glanced at Beatrice and Mr. Loke.“Samantha…”“Does my answer still matter?” she asked.“Yes.”“Why?”He did not respond. He could not find a suitable answer.“Let’s forget about that, Andrius,” she said. She was about to walk away when he held her hand.“After everything, that’s what you’re going to say? That easy?”She looked at him. “What do you want me to do?”Again, he was dumbfounded. He let go of her.“Andrius!” Beatrice calls. The woman approaches him and smiles at Sam. Beatrice then clung her arm to his. “Can we go around the city?”“Excuse me.” Sam turned around and headed for the door.“Andrius?” Beatrice is waiting for his response.He sighed and said, “okay.”“Thanks, hon.” The girl then kissed him on the lips. And he caught Sam’s gaze on them. He felt ashamed.DINNER was shared by Andrius, Beatrice, Mr. Johansson, and Samantha.“How’s the pictorial?” asked Mr. Johansson with a smile written on his lips. “I’m excited to see the portfolio of my daughter.”“We still have some to do, Dad,” said Sam, sipping her glass of wine.Andrius took glanced at Sam and then turned his gaze away from the woman. While Beatrice silently watched as she ate. The old man just nodded and continued eating. Later, Mr. Johansson turned to Beatrice.“Your fiancé is the finest photographer I’ve ever met.”A proud smile flashed on Beatrice’s lips. She wiped her lips with the table napkin and sipped on her wine. “You’re absolutely right, Mr. Johansson.” She then looked at them. “Andrius is magnificent and I’m proud of him.”Mr. Johansson nodded, “I know. I hope my daughter could find someone like Andrius,” he said.Beatrice’s lips rosed. “Let’s drink to that,” she said and raised her glass.The three of them also raised their glasses. Andrius's hand touched Sam’s hand a
“IS there any problem, Andrius?” asked Samantha. They were inside her father’s office. She was sitting behind the desk and Andrius was in front. They were alone.He nodded, “yes,” he replied."Everything seemed so well yesterday.""But we know that the tension was there,” he said.She couldn’t answer. There’s truth in his words. She also had a hard time hiding her feelings yesterday. Andrius is just meters away from her but seemed so far because she couldn’t move even if she wanted to. And Beatrice was there, watching."One more thing, you haven't forgiven me yet. Do you think we'll have a nice working relationship?"“What’s hard about you, you take things personally,” she said."I can't help it. There's magic in photography. And so is the relationship between the photographer and the model. Do you think that magic will work if the model is furious with the photographer?” he asked.“That’s why you’re leaving? It’s because I can’t forgive you. Is that your reason? Or there’s something
ANDRIUS AND BEATRICE entered the dim-lit hall of a certain poet’s bar while holding each other hand. They were welcomed by the brightly colored detailed aesthetics which give life to what seemed like an oversized living room. There were board games, magazines, and books everywhere.A brown-haired guy is reading a poem by Shakespeare on the stage. Some are drinking while listening. Some are reading books and magazines from page to page. Andrius get a glass of wine on the counter while Beatrice, who was a bookworm, picked one book from the shelf.He followed her fiancé where she was seated, carrying two glasses of wine. The woman put the book away. She dipped her index finger into the wine and licked it. he then just looked at her.“Andrius…” she suddenly looked in the other direction.“Is something bothering you, Beatrice?”“How much do you love me, Andrius?”He opened his mouth, but he did not answer. Now that he has fallen in love with Sam, it is already hard for him to say if he lov
A VARIETY of special effects erupted along with the seemingly uplifting music. The dancers came out on stage and to the beat of the strange music, they showed unparalleled elegance.From above, it seems that the most beautiful woman of all has fallen. Wearing her thin gown, she pretended to be a goddess who came down to earth to spread beauty.The voice-over rang out. “Silver Dust proudly presents its new star, Samantha Marie Johansson!”To the rhythm of strange music, Samantha took off her thin gown and exposed her beautiful body to the audience in her two-piece. Along with the other dancers, Samantha appeared on stage.In about two hours, Silver Dust’s biggest presentation that year also ended.Dressed with a fur coat, Sam came down the stage. She did not expect the press to approach her for an interview. Behind her was her dad who was so proud of her.She received flowers from the audience. Some asked for autographs. She was indeed touched by the warmth shown by the people. When th
THE NEXT DAY, Samantha doesn’t know how to face the man. “For Pete’s sake, she's your boyfriend... nothing to be ashamed of,” she whispered.She got off her bed and went straight to the bathroom to take a bath—it’s her daily routine when she wakes up every morning.She took a deep breath and exhaled before she exited her room. Her eyes darted to the vintage wall clock and it was just five in the morning. She continued to walk through the kitchen to get some water.As she enters the kitchen her eyes widened when she saw Andrius wearing a cute apron—her hello kitty apron, while flipping something in the pan.The man looked at her as she walks closer. Andrius smiled at her. “Good morning, babe,” he greeted.Putting the incident last night at the back of her head, she walked closer to him. she gave him a peck on his lips. Andrius seemed stunned by what she did but get back to his senses immediately as she talks. “What’s that?”“An omelet for breakfast,” he replied and took another peck on
SAMANTHA keeps blabbering things when she went inside her suite. She knew that she was acting weird again but it was her personality. Even if she was a bit afraid that Andrius might turn her off because of her attitude, she still maintains her uncompromising posture.Andrius couldn’t believe that Samantha has a different side. That the woman acted like a teenager who threw tantrums at her boyfriend. He found it amusing. He’s not mad. She just wanted to tease her girlfriend and try to study her attitude.Guess, he’ll do the coaxing now. He smiled and shook his head and knocked on Sam’s door. He attempted to twist the knob, but it was locked on the inside. He can’t stop himself but smile again.She’s adorable, she thought. It was just their first day, but many things happened between them.“Sam, babe. Will you please open the door?”Samantha on the other side stumps her feet towards the door. She twisted the knob and pulled it. She crossed her arms, “what?” she asked as she raised her l
The weather is chilly, but Samantha got sweaty palms. Andrius opened the door on her side and reaches for her hand. Her heart thumps fast as they walk right in front of the main door.“Andrius?” a girl who's a little bit older or younger than Andrius approached them.“She’s my older sister. Second to the last,” said Andrius and let out a smile at the girl.“Gosh!” the girl gasped. “What’s the name of the gorgeous girl behind you?” she asked.“Samantha.” He looked at Sam before he looked at his sister. “She’s Samantha, my girlfriend.”The girl extended her right hand, “Hi, I’m Athena.”She then reached for the girl’s hand and shook hands.“Come in,” Athena said.Andrius held her waist and lead the way inside.“Where’s mom?” he asked.“She went to the designer and tackle things about her birthday party tomorrow,” Athena replied.Samantha’s eyes roamed around the house, and she was amazed by the interiors. Then what caught her attention were the photographs of different sceneries.“They’
Andrius took her upstairs, gently guiding her as her knees started to tremble. Her vision got blurry as tears started to wrap around her listless eyes.“I won’t ask you if you’re okay when I obviously see that you’re not,” he started when he closed the door and face her. He’s holding her hand and looked into her eyes, trying to meet her gaze, but she bowed down to avoid it.“Dylan is always like that, and I hate it that Beatrice seems to told them—”She looked up, “about my recent job? Well, your brother was right. I’m a stripper and a stripper like me will never be fated to be in love—to experience love. We’re just—”Andrius cupped her face and let her look at him. “Look, why do you need to bother with what they say? Why don’t you just show them and prove to them that it is wrong to judge you.”“How am I supposed to be unbothered with those things, Andrius? How?” she asked, frustratingly as she stepped backward. “You were right! No matter how I dress, no matter how I try to be your i