REGINA VEGA’S POV
His hands are magic.
That must be it. Although I couldn’t breathe when he looked at me like that, or when he commanded me to leave my bra on. I don’t think he knows what he did when commanded me, he looked ruggedly handsome, always does, but when he said those words, how he said them, I know I am soaking wet right now and I don’t need to confirm.
His hands on my body, i almost begged for more, almost begged him to touch my breasts, fuck, I want him to touch me everywhere.
Then he turned back into soft, shy, sweet, mannered Stephen and walked away, saying we were even. I so much wanted him back, wanted to hold him by his shoulders as he fucked me against the sink.
I stand against the sink now, alone, pussy pulsing, an ache that only him can quench. I have a feeling getting him into my bed would be harder than I thought. He had a look in his eye that I can’t quite read.
When I return to our table, he is gone and so is our check. I didn’t invite him out to make him pay… I sigh as I sink into the chair he was just sitting in, soaking up the last of him. My phone rings, jarring me, the caller ID says, Lara.
“You had better not decline my call!”
I jump from her voice, she was right behind me, and walking to my previous seat, I smile to myself, I wouldn’t have wanted her to sit in his seat.
“Traitor! I should have known you did all of that, for a man, again!” she says the again in exasperation. I wince, then smile at her. Lara in all her pixie cut glory is a mama bear, and is always ready to jump at whoever stood in my way, including me.
“How do you know it was a man?”
She narrows her eyes at me,
“The hoodie, and that crazed look in your eye. We cannot go through this again, you have to stop.”
This time I inhaled sharply. Lara is very anti man, not only because she likes women, but because she held my hair every time a man broke my heart and I turned to alcohol.
“I promise I am not in love with him.” I say with my palms open.
This time she is shocked, she knows me. In the face of love, I would do anything, besides, I fall in love too hard, and too fast.
“What do you want from him then?”
I think about it, I want to sleep with him, definitely, from how my body reacts to him, it’s not hard to tell. Yet, I don’t want this push and pull to end. I like the effects he has on me. It’s new and exciting.
“I know I am not in love with him.” I say with an honest chuckle.
“Yet you met him here, you must have paid too.”
“Actually, he paid… I was in the bathroom..” needing him, I shrug.
“When I got back, he had paid.”
She stays silent, but her eyes are watching me. I don’t know what she sees because she shakes her head.
“Kolin is going out of town, I managed to reschedule the meeting for when he returns, you cannot mess this up, this is the one chance you have to regain what you lost.” she says seriously. I nod, a smile plastered on my face.
“We are leaving today, we’ll be back in two weeks, that’s two weeks to take care of that cold or whatever you are feeling.” she eyes at me at the last part.
We walk out of the establishment, and she waits until I drive away before she drives away. I shake my head with a small laugh. And my mind immediately goes to Stephen, whom I won’t be seeing until tomorrow.
Squeezing my thighs together, the moisture is still present, which means, I had to help myself, and maybe I would finally come. Usually, he is the star in my fantasies, but he never really let me come, maybe tonight he would.
There’s a small crowd in front of my apartment. Security is not letting anybody through, parking my car, I walk to where the crowd, which I now recognize as the other residents of the apartment, and my neighbors, I ask what is going on.
“Something about flood and some moron’s venomous pet snake escaping.”
I shudder. I hate those things, no, more than that, I had a phobia for them, just thinking about them made my skin crawl.
Someone wraps a hand around my wrist and pulls me away from the crowd, and pressed against… him. The soft fabric of his hoodie, and his scent wraps around my senses, instantly replacing the dread with lust.
“I’m sorry. I didn’t mean to hug you or anything, you can take it back if you want.” he says pulling away. His face flushed with embarrassment.
Looking around, I see we are a few feet away from my apartment, one they had advertised like crazy, making it sound like heaven on earth, I used all of what I had at the time for rent.
“It’s okay, I’ll cash it out when I need to.”
He nods mutely, his hair covering his eyes again. How I want to those eyes staring down at me.
“Sounds like I will need a place to stay for a while.” I say pointing at my apartment.
Lara’s apartment is on the other side of town, the commute to work unnecessarily long, and I don’t like staying at hotels.
Wait…
“What are you doing here?” I ask him.
The tips of his ears poking through his hair, go red, and it makes me chuckle.
“I live here..” he points at the apartment building that is literally next door to mine. My eyes bulge. Holy shit, all these while, sexy boy was next door?
“Can I stay with you? Until the issue with my apartment is resolved?”
I can see the panic in his eyes as he looks up at me. So so corruptible.
“It’ll be fun, I hear I am a fun roommate, which floor is yours?” I ask, already heading for the front door.
He follows me, protesting as he does. I chuckle, moving forward, this is better than I could have planned for us, there’s no accidental meeting I could have planned that would top this one.
There’s no elevator in this apartment, and that makes it easier.
“If you don’t tell me when to stop, I’ll keep going up.” I threaten as I take the next flight of stairs.
He grumbles and says nothing, hoping I was joking, and I take the next flight, and the next, until he asks me to stop, which is good because it is not the cardio I want.
“Third floor.” he grumbles, standing in front of the door, hesitating and then letting out a big sigh and unlocking the door.
“Sorry about the mess.” he says as he dashes inside, hoping to clean up I guess. I chuckle, walking in. It didn’t really matter, unless he was a pig. And he isn’t. The apartment is old fashioned, not as spacious as mine, yet it is filled with him.
“I’m on the third floor too.” I say, walking into the room, he hurriedly shoves clothes into his wardrobe, I find it hilarious.
The laughter dries on my lips when I notice something. He makes a strangled noise at the back of his throat. I walk towards it, it’s a chair, in front of a canvas, semi finished works by the side, I look at the painting, and then outside the window that the chair looks out of, but it’s more a balcony than a window.
Looking closer, my eyes bulge.
“Is that…?”
“Regina… it’s not what it looks like…” he starts, his voice panicked.
But it is exactly what it looks like, I know because I see the evidence. I see directly into my room from his window balcony… which means, he has always seen me, no matter what I do, he had front row view into my room…
He had seen me all those times when…I.. slowly, I turn to face him. His face is white, he is biting his deliciously sexy lips, I struggle to ask him what I need to know,
“You have been watching me touch myself?”
I watch her eat.The way she brings the spoonful of food to her lips, eyes smiling as she ate, sends a stab of guilt right to my stomach. I could have gotten us something better for dinner, we didn’t have to go out. But I wasn’t expecting her back, not tonight anyway. The curry had been an overbuy. My hand accidentally buying her share even after knowing where she had been. Who she had been with.She is here, and maybe I am pathetic, but I am grateful she is, i feel good that she raced all the way here. I tell her about the art competition I saw online, her eyes bulge. I try to play it off as cool, painting over what I was already working on. “Oh my god! This is good news! News worth celebrating with wine.” she gasps.I shrug, like her excitement wasn’t contagious, like my chest isn’t warm.“I said I am participating, I haven’t won.”“Yet. But that doesn’t matter, signing up is a step forward and I am so proud you took that step.” My hands pause, and so does my breathing.It’s
Shit. Shit. Shit.I had no idea it was already so late.Of course.Whenever I was with Johnson he had the ability to somehow bend time. Nothing was ever right when it came to him. Trying Hosea’s phone number one more time, and I am met with the same earlier story, he had turned off his phone. I rush up the stairs to his apartment, using the key, I find the apartment empty.My fingers drag through the strands of my hair, I tug on it in the way he does that instantly startles my nerves, it doesn’t help this time. He had called me more than ten times. I had put my phone on silence, and didn’t have time to check it. Another sign and symptom of Johnson, he made everything about himself, every damn time. Again, I try to call him.“Where are you?”It’s way past dinner time, and he doesn’t have work at the mart today. There’s one place he must have gone.Rushing back outside, i drive to the art center, as I drive, I pray to whoever was listening that he was there. Sure enough, his ca
You’re just friends.Friends who happen to be sleeping together.But this scene in front of me… She quickly shakes his hand off hers. But I can’t stop looking at where his hands had just been. “I have been looking everywhere for you, and when I heard you moved here… I just had to come…” Regina gives him a smile. The sight churns my belly.“Let’s talk about it elsewhere.” she says, turning away from me and walking out of the door. Johnson follows bwhind her like a lost puppy. Inside me feels like she had pushed her hand through my chest and was squeezing down hard on my heart. Returning to my station, hands make people’s coffee, my mind however, keeps reeling.She called him Johnson.He held her like he knows her. Like a flash, it hits me.The ex her best friend was talking about.The same one she loved more than life itself.I swallow hard. My eyes remain on the door the rest of my shift. None of them return.Back at home, I am restless. I keep checking my phone for a message fr
He roughly plucks me from the sink. I drop to the ground effortlessly.Turning me around to face the mirror, his fingers tug at the waist band of my pants, eyes meeting mine in the mirror, as if asking for permission. I nod once and the air hits my bare ass.In the mirror, I see my lip slip between my teeth as I bite lightly on the skin.My head rolls back when he massages my ass in the palm of his hands, spreading the cheeks, letting the cold air hit my core. I squeeze my legs together in response.His right hand pushes my waist downwards, as he stands by my entrance. “Have I ever said how pretty your pretty pussy is?” he breathes,His fingers coming up to my open slit, slowly, from bottom up, he slips his fingers between my folds. I let out a breathy moan.“Vanessa…” he moans.My fists clutch tightly, eyes rolling to the back of my head. His fingers play with my juices, fondling both lips, caressing them gently, softly, like he is trying to get coated in me. Then he dips one f
I can’t face Hosea.Admitting that Lara is right feels like I am betraying him and maybe I am, maybe I am not. But it doesn’t feel good. Am I scared I would turn out to be the Regina from before? The one that had been so lost she couldn’t see past her toes, and ended up falling from grace? Yes.I am actually terrified of being her again.But that is only bound to happen if I fall in love with Hosea. What we have now is the farthest thing from love. The kind of relationship that would’ve sent old Regina into a frenzy.Shaking my head and clearing the thoughts. Now is not the time for it. It shouldn’t be the time for their shift yet. So I look through the Mart’s website for Thea’s full name, and when I find it, I search for her on social media. She is quick and easy to find since she uses her real name instead of some made up one. Luckily, she also agrees to meet for a few minutes before her shift. “I really don’t want to meet up with you.” she says with a sharp look in her eyes
And he does.His hands hold my hips in place as he slams into me from beneath my body. I don’t have time to breathe, or catch my breath. My head lolls backwards as his thrusts gets even deeper, pushing farther and farther into my body as he does. “Oh. shit. Hosea…” I cry,Hands clutching his until my knuckles turn white.My eyes roll to the back of my head as my body bounces on top of his. The wet sounds, the slapping of skin, our groans and moans, are the sounds that fill the room. He buries his face between the crook of my neck, his breath is warm, and comes out shivering. “I love being inside you so much.” he pants.There’s no reply to be found from me as I my words are stuck at the back of my throat, the only sounds I am capable of making are cries and breathy moans. “so warm… so fucking good.” he whispers in a tight voice.His strokes are even faster, harder.I know what it means. His hold on me is a death grip as he slams into me. Pushing himself further, and further into m