In need of him

AMBER POV

I was torn between wanting to make a run for it and staying here to see where this mate bond would take me and Chad. I wasn’t sure if running would be a good idea and I also wasn’t sure if staying was a good idea, I wasn’t even sure of my feelings for Chad and I hated the uncertainty. What made matters worse was the fact that I hadn’t seen him for almost two days. At first, I thought tat it could have been that he was really busy but I was now realizing that he was just avoiding me and it was personal. Instead of having my food brought in my room like I usually did, I had told the omega that was serving me to alert me when a meal was ready. I did this with high hopes that I would find Chad in the dining room and then maybe he would explain to me why he was ignoring me but I hadn't been that lucky. I asked the omega if Chad had ever shared a meal in the same table with the other wolves that lived in the palace and she told me that he did. She