I was extremely exhausted.
I didn't think I'd ever been this exhausted in all my life. Sweat trickled down my face, my whole body was sore and I had not had a single meal since this morning. Although the last part was solely because my stepmother had warned that she she didn't want to catch me 'lazing around'. The inauguration ceremony was tomorrow and the entire pack was getting ready for it.
And I mean The. Entire. Pack.
It was definitely going to be a grand event. Blue Moon Pack was known for its high reputation as it was the only pack in the whole of Astoria. About a quarter of the other packs in Aregon where going to be in attendance.
Everyone was busy with one job or the other. The base of the pack which was where the main event was taking place had been arranged. The lakes had been cleaned, the bushes had been trimmed, every house in the pack had been put in order.
I wasn't even able to go through the whole chaos with my friends since they were with the soon to be elders, getting ready for their inauguration tomorrow as Beta female and Gamma female of the pack.
I wiped sweat off my forehead as I continued lifting boxes from the delivery truck and offloading them in the Alpha's warehouse. It hadn't even occurred to me that I wouldn't be seeing as much of Favi and Belinda as I used to.
"Will you hurry the hell up?" Bethany called from where she stood by the entrance door of the warehouse. Unfortunately for me, we had been paired together with a few others to get all the deliveries to where they needed to be.
I lifted all the boxes from the truck and moved them to where they were needed while Bethany 'arranged' them. Which was basically the code for doing next to nothing.
"You could help me get the boxes you know," I informed her, "Instead of just standing there doing almost nothing." The boxes were very heavy, even for a werewolf with enhanced strength.
"No, thank you." She quipped sassily, taking the boxes from me and stacking them on top of the others.
My wolf moved around restlessly, reminding me that I hadn't taken her out for a run that morning and she was in no condition to put up with anyone's disrespect.
Sighing tiredly, I walked back to the truck, deciding to let sleeping dogs lie. I needed to take my wolf out for a run, shower, get some food in me and then rest for a little while. All these were making me a little cranky but still I forged ahead.
I was doing this for my friends and no one else.
Somehow, that got me through all that I needed to do.
***
"They actually handed us guides to go through!"
The voice belonged to Belinda . After all the cleaning and arrangements had been concluded, I had finally been able to get some rest. I had seen Favi and Belinda several hours later when they had come over to invite me to Belinda 's place to spend the night.
Surprisingly, my stepmother hadn't made a fuss about it. I liked to think she was secretly glad that I was close friends with people who were about to become part of the most important werewolves of the pack.
So yeah, arranging to spend the night at Ria's place had been a breeze. Now we were in her room, getting our nails done. For some reason, she and Pamella had decided to do their own mani pedi. Though I suspected it had to do with the fact that they didn't want to bother me with paying for a mani pedi at the spa, knowing I wouldn't accept for them to pay.
"What did you expect, Belinda ?" I asked in amusement, picking a black nail polish from her collection.
She angrily pushed her red hair way from her eyes, wiggling her fingers. "They should have just said everything at the freaking meeting! Why do we have to do some extra work?"
"Geez, Ria," Favi exclaimed mildly. "Do you think they're making you Gamma female just so you could enjoy yourself?"
Belinda blew on her fingers, tsking and shaking her head. "I knew there was going to be a lot of responsibilities but this is a little too much." She complained. "Ally, take a look at this."
A book came flying in my direction. I instinctively dropped the nail polish I was holding, making sure I caught the book in mid air. "Okay, this is quite a lot." I agreed.
Favi leaned forward to inspect the book. It's the same book as mine." She stated, wiggling her pink toes. "The writings are quite big so it's not such a big deal. We just have to do what we have to do."
I playfully shoved her shoulder, settling the book beside me. "Look at you getting all wise and mature all of a sudden." She laughed at that.
"Can't have the soon to be elders thinking the selected females for the new council are incompetent." She stared pointedly at Belinda . "I wish someone would get the memo."
Belinda threw a pillow at her and then laughed when it hit her right in the face. "I'll get the memo tomorrow, don't worry too much."
"I heard all head royals will be in attendance." Favi informed, her face lighting up. Everyone knew the head oyals were a huge deal.
They were the highest, most supreme and most respected werewolves in the entire country. The royals were fifty, one overseeing each state, and the head royals were only three. They were in charge of the three most populated states in the country.
Usually only one showed up to important events like the inauguration tomorrow, so all three being present was a major achievement.
"How's Jayson taking all this?" I inquired. I hadn't gone out to the lake at dawn so I hadn't seen him since today. I wasn't even sure he had been out there either, with how occupied the day was.
Favi raised a shoulder. "Quite well, I guess. I mean none of this is a surprise. It's something we all knew was going to happen eventually." She closed the polish in her hand and picked up another. "I just wish he had found his mate before it happened. It would make things a lot easier."
"Yeah," I agreed silently. Things would become different when that happened, but at least Jayson would be happy. In the end, wasn't that all that mattered?
His happiness?
I more than loved him enough to bear him being with someone else as long as he was happy.
" Jayson will be just fine till then," Belinda assured us both, a rare look of seriousness overtaking her usually bubbly expression. "He has the council, remember?" She said, "He has us and he also has Ella."
I met her eyes, wondering if she knew about my feelings for him. There was just something about the way she spoke...
It didn't matter anyway.
He might have me, but I sure as hell didn't have him.
It was dark out but times like these, I was thankful for my night vision. I knew this place like the back of my palm given that Jayson and I explored all the secret places to his house and also marked the blind spot of the guards. Maybe it's something he should look into when he becomes Alpha. Another reason why Jayson was fit for the position. We spent our childhood secretly exploring the whole pack and we know all the hiding spots. It was barely 6a.m and here I was, sneaking into my best friend's room. Talk about Twilight love story but I couldn't help it. I had this strong feeling to see Jayson right now. Who knows when I might have the chance again? Belinda and Favi are convinced that we all have eachother but I guess they didn't understand well enough the work they were taking up. It was either that or I didn't believe them when they said we would still be there for each other. I was in my wolf form with my clothes hanging between my teeth. I silently creeped towards Jayso
The rest of the day passed by in a blur. As I expected, I was too busy running errands to attend the inauguration and while a part of me felt sad, I tried to butter it up with Jayson 's promise. Once it was 9a.m, my stepmother and stepsisters were already dressed up. June and Bethany were so extravagantly dressed that if I didn't know better, I'd say they were going there to seduce the royal's son. My stepmother took care of them a lot. "Oh, Ella," June sighed as she ran her hands down her gown feeling like those princesses in movies. Her blonde hair was nearly packed and her make-up was light and beautiful. I wondered how Jayson would look at me if I dressed up like that. "I feel so sorry for you," I rolled my eyes, getting ready to head out to assist in the inauguration but behind the scenes. "If you had that much time to talk, you'd be on your way already," I wasn't going to give her the reaction she expected from me. She probably wanted me to be jealous, sad and maybe even
I could feel uneasiness from within me. My wolf wanted a run. I, on the other hand, wanted to let out some steam. I wanted to scream as loud as I could where no one could hear me. I continued with my chores and finished up quickly after which I made it back home. My stepsisters and Stepmom were out so I had the whole house to myself. Good. I didn't think I could handle seeing any of them anyways. I grabbed an apple on the way to my room and bit into it with enough force that could as well tear into someone's skin. Why did he make me wait for him? Last night I tried to come up with excuses but when I woke up this morning, none of them made any sense to me. I finally got to my room and I closed the door behind me, I inhaled deeply and I caught a whiff of a scent in the air. "What are you doing?" "Ah!" I yelped in fright as my eyes flew open. I held Favi's curious gaze and it took a while for my racing heart to calm down. "Favi! Don't scare me like that." I warned. "What are you
"Ella! Do I have to come drag you out myself or come serve you tea? Get out of bed this instant, these chores won't do themselves!" my stepmother yelled right in front of my door, slapping my door quite hard. I've been awake since 6a.m, staring at my ceiling as my heart sank deeper and deeper into the empty hole that had presented itself ever since Jayson stood me up. It had been two days now and I was yet to set my eyes on him. I placed a hand over my beating heart with my face in a straight but sad look. This heart was just for pumping blood, yet how come it hurt so much when I thought about Jayson ? Scientists say love is a chemical reaction that "Oxytocin" is released in the brain so why didn't it hurt there instead? I rubbed my chest, trying to get to my heart and console me from there. I made up my mind to keep Jayson out of my mind but it was easier to think about it than for it to register in my subconsciousness. I just couldn't carry on like this. The countdown for the
“Back when I was 12, I had a best friend. Her name was Maria. She was kind and she had a beautiful heart and I loved spending time with her. she wasn't like all the other friends that mother had forced on me. she didn't spend hours talking about her manicure, she was a servant’s daughter.’’ Patricia started, sitting down in the bed next to me and rubbing my shoulders. “ I remember her,’’ Aria said. “ Maria was Darren’s little sister.’’ there was an expression behind her face when she spoke Darren’s name. From what I know, Darren was the boy that area was in love with before she met her mate. I was not sure where they were headed with this conversation but I was certainly curious. “Well, as you could guess, my mother disapproved of my friendship with Maria. She said that a noble's daughter can never be friends with the servant's daughter. She spoke of it like it was an abomination. like it would slander and dirty the alphas name. I was stubborn. I was really stubborn and my actions
I walk quickly. Many people turn their heads to look at me but I ignore them. I wanted to disappear before the ceremony started. If I didn't then it would be direct disobedience. our house wasn't that far away. But it was almost at the edge of the pack where the forest began. I glanced at the garden and remembered my encounter with Weston earlier this morning. I breathe in deeply, reminding myself that Weston was not mine. He was not my mate, he was just my best friend. Currently he was going to be nothing to me. The friendship between us was uprooted like a weed and cast aside. One foot before another, one step after another, my skirt below my knees, the palms of my hands sweating as I wipe them against the fabric of my apron. finally I took a corner and there was my house. A frown on my face at the realization that my stepmother and sisters are not yet left. when I enter the house, the first person who greets me with a scowl is Zoe. “I think I saw someone getting lectured by the
The celebrations for the park lasted as long as I expected. Part of the day was quiet. probably the moments where prominent nobles were giving speeches. I knew that if I wanted information about how the inauguration had gone, I could rely on my step sisters. They were always hell-bent on making my life a living hell and this time I was one hundred percent sure they would not stop blabbering about today's ceremony. Part of that reason also laid on the gentleman that had attended from other parks. a lot of women who were prone to enjoy this night. It had been about 5 hours since the incident with my stepmother. I had not left the room to go downstairs. but I could hear that the house was quiet. I knew that they were gone. they were long gone. “Dad, if only you were here, you would tell me what to do. you'd help me make the right decision.’’ I whispered looking up at the sky from my bedroom window. It is at this moment that an exciting idea strikes me. I open my bedroom door and
“Alondra, you better fucking get up, you lazy bone!’’ My stepmother's voice Rings through the house. My head shoots up from the sheets, closing my eyes beadily when the bright yellow lines of the sun protrudes my eyes. I did not even close my bedroom window last night when I slammed myself in bed. I was tired. I was exhausted from all the running. Something about that brings back fresh memories of a stranger who chased me down the forest. “Alondra!’’ I get down from the bed immediately. I have no idea when my stepmother and stepsisters got home. I don't even know what time it is to begin with all I know is that the sun has risen. Looking down at the clothes I'm wearing, I shake my head before opening the door and running down the stairs. My stepmother is seated on the couch, her fingers massaging her forehead as she shuts her eyes. “ I'm having a terrible headache, I need you to head out and get me some pain killers.’’ “But we have those in the kitchen.’’ I say watchin of in 888