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MY UNDOING
MY UNDOING
Author: J.O

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Author: J.O
last update Last Updated: 2025-09-27 07:22:39

MACEY

I sat behind my desk, pretending to work, when in reality I was watching from the corner of my eye. My boss, Zinna, was laughing with her brother in the open space outside my office. He was with another girl. A blonde. Of course.

I bit the inside of my cheek, annoyed. Seriously, how many blondes existed in the world? And how come Damien had gone through all of them except me? Not that I wanted to be on his ridiculous roster. Not that I wanted him at all.

Except… my thighs pressed together automatically just thinking about him.

I hated the way my body reacted before my brain had the chance to shout at it to behave. It was humiliating, how one careless glance in his direction could send heat curling low in my stomach, like a match flaring against dry kindling. 

I told myself it was just chemistry, nothing more. But even chemistry had no right to be this reckless, this consuming.

I huffed and dragged my focus back to my laptop. Our newest client was driving me insane. She wanted vintage lace and at the same time no lace. She wanted roses embroidered, but also her late mother’s face painted on her veil.

May her mother’s soul rest in peace, but someone needed to tell this woman to let the poor woman stay peacefully dead. 

The request itself bordered on grotesque. Who in their right mind wanted their mother’s face hovering like a ghostly watermark over wedding vows? But apparently, people with too much money and too little sense existed in droves, and they all seemed to find their way to Seams & Touch.

And who got stuck with turning that disaster into a design? Me. Lead designer at Seams & Touch, thank you very much. Zinna had practically shoved the client into my lap with a sweet smile that said good luck, sucker.

I almost admired her for it. Almost.

At least I only had to sketch it. The seamstress who had to actually bring it to life deserved my prayers, maybe even a shrine.

I stretched in my chair, letting my neck roll lazily as I sneaked another glance back toward the lounge. My eyes searched instinctively for him. Zinna was gone now, leaving only Damien.

And just my luck—I turned my head at the exact wrong time. Damien was walking away with the blonde, his palm resting firmly on her ass.

The sight punched the air right out of me.

Heat shot through me, embarrassingly fast, coiling sharp and sweet at the base of my spine. My body betrayed me, like it always did when it came to him. I clenched my thighs tighter under my desk, furious with myself for caring at all.

Damn Damien. Damn his smile. Damn his hands—those hands that looked like they could unravel me in seconds.

I snapped my gaze back to my screen, glaring at the lifeless lines of my sketch until they blurred. No. I wasn’t going there. Not today.

I needed a break. Coffee. Coffee would fix this. Coffee and maybe ice water over my head.

I left my office and headed to the kitchen, rehearsing a long lecture in my head about how I would tell Zinna we needed normal clients with sane wedding dreams. Reasonable ones. Brides who didn’t treat veils like haunted canvases for their dead relatives. 

My speech was shaping up beautifully, dripping with sarcasm and indignation, when the second I stepped into the kitchen, all of it vanished.

Because I froze.

Damien was there. And so was Blondie.

The room was charged before I even processed what I was seeing. They were facing each other, his body angled forward, hers leaning back, but neither one willing to budge. Damien’s voice was low, clipped, the kind of tone that brokered no argument. “I said wait in the car.”

Blondie tossed her hair like she was auditioning for a shampoo commercial, arms crossed tight over her chest, chin jutted in defiance. “And I said I’m not waiting like some pathetic side chick.”

Her words dripped with entitlement, but they sounded hollow in the face of Damien’s authority. His stare was lethal, like he could pin her to the spot without lifting a finger. Still, she didn’t fold. Blondie must have thought she was special. They all did, until they weren’t.

I moved toward the coffee maker, making no effort to pretend I wasn’t eavesdropping. Subtlety wasn’t my strong suit, and frankly, how often did I get front-row seats to Damien putting one of his girls in her place? If this was a show, I wasn’t about to miss the climax.

The girl must have felt my eyes on her, because she whipped around suddenly, her gaze snapping to mine like daggers. “Can you please focus on your own business and stop staring?”

I blinked, my hand frozen halfway to the sugar jar. Excuse me? This Barbie had the nerve?

Sarcasm bubbled on my tongue, sharp and ready to launch. I was two seconds away from verbally peeling her like an orange when Damien’s voice sliced through the air.

“Quiet.”

One word. Just one, and it landed like a whip crack.

The girl’s jaw fell open, outrage colouring her cheeks, but she didn’t speak again.

Then his eyes shifted to me. Immediately, his whole demeanour softened, the iron in his tone replaced with something gentler. “Sorry, Macey.”

My heart actually forgot to beat. For a single second, the world tilted, and I stood suspended in the gravity of him. Damien apologized to me. To me. The girl was still there, fuming silently, and yet he chose to be polite—to me.

It was a small thing. A blink-and-you-miss-it moment. But to me, it was monumental.

Without another word, Damien reached for Blondie’s arm and steered her firmly out of the kitchen. She sputtered some protest as he dragged her along, her heels clicking indignantly against the tile, but it didn’t matter. He was already gone.

The silence that followed was deafening.

I stared after them, my pulse thrumming in my ears, and muttered under my breath, “Good riddance.”

But the corners of my mouth betrayed me, curving into the smile I tried to suppress. Because Damien had looked at me. Spoken to me. Defended me.

And God help me, I already wanted more.

I stood there another moment, coffee forgotten, body still buzzing from the intensity he left in his wake. 

The kitchen smelled faintly of him—clean, sharp cologne, the kind that clung to expensive suits and made women weak-kneed. It lingered in the air like a phantom touch, teasing me, daring me to breathe it in deeper.

I curled my fingers into fists, as if I could squeeze the warmth flooding my stomach straight out of me. “You’re ridiculous,” I whispered harshly. “Absolutely ridiculous.”

Finally, I forced myself to move. I poured the coffee, more for distraction than caffeine. The spoon clinked against the ceramic as I stirred in sugar, and I noticed the faint tremble in my hand. That only irritated me further. Since when did I, Macey Williams, lose composure over a man who treated fidelity like a foreign word? 

I carried the coffee back to my office, shutting the door with more force than necessary. Sitting again at my desk, I glared at the half-finished sketch glowing on my tablet. 

My client’s mother’s face looked more like a smudged ghost than a tribute. Perfect metaphor for my life—half-finished, smudged, unflattering.

I dropped my stylus and leaned back, closing my eyes. For a moment, I let myself imagine it. Damien, walking into my office, shutting the door behind him. That voice—smooth and dangerous—saying my name not with politeness, but hunger. His hand, not on some random blonde’s ass, but on mine.

My thighs clenched again, traitorous.

The fantasy shattered when someone knocked lightly at my door. My eyes flew open.

“Macey?” It was Zinna.

I straightened immediately, smoothing down my blouse like I’d been caught naked. “Come in.”

She peeked her head in, her smile too bright, too knowing. “How’s the sketch coming along?”

“Wonderful,” I lied smoothly, angling the tablet away. “Really capturing the… uh… essence.”

Her smile widened, but she didn’t push. Instead, she tilted her head. “Did you see Damien?”

I froze. My lips parted, then closed again. She asked it so casually, but her gaze sharpened like she was gauging my reaction.

“Briefly,” I said finally, sipping my coffee to mask the tremor in my voice.

She hummed. “He’s trouble, you know.”

I scoffed. “You don’t say.”

But the look in her eyes lingered, heavy with something unspoken. Like maybe she knew more about my thoughts than I wanted her to. Like maybe she’d seen the way I watched him when I thought no one noticed.

When she left, I sagged back in my chair. My heart was still racing, but not from Zinna. From Damien. From the fact that he’d chosen me in that tiny moment in the kitchen, however meaningless it probably was to him.

To me, it meant everything.

And I hated that.

Because wanting Damien felt like standing at the edge of a cliff. One step closer, and I wouldn’t just fall—I’d crash.

But oh, how tempting the fall looked.

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  • MY UNDOING   11

    MACEY I was spent. Every part of me felt like it had been drained, like my body was no longer my own. My skin tingled, trembling under the echoes of what we’d just done, but even as I tried to gather myself, I felt Damien’s presence, felt him everywhere. His fingers, impossibly light brushed over my shoulders, tracing down to my nipples, and my body betrayed me all over again. I groaned quietly, biting my lip as a fresh heat pooled low in my belly. I couldn’t help it. I was soaking, my thighs pressing instinctively together, wanting, needing, aching. His eyes caught me like he had every time, dark, hungry, and aware of exactly how much I was already undone. “Damn, Macey,” he muttered, voice low and rough, vibrating in my chest. “Look at you… all trembling, all wet. You still want me?” “Yes,” I whispered, shivering, “I… I want you, daddy. I want you.” The way my words seemed to pull something raw and animalistic out of him made my stomach clench. His hands slapped my breasts

  • MY UNDOING   010

    MACEY Damien had ruined me. There was no denying it. The man had somehow crawled under my skin and made it impossible to breathe without thinking of him. He was in my head, my pulse, my every stupid heartbeat. It was embarrassing, really, how easily I gave in whenever he looked at me like that — like I was the only thing keeping him sane. I tried to focus at work after what happened in his office, but honestly? I was useless. My brain was a mess of replayed moments and sensations I didn’t even want to name. Every time I caught the faintest trace of his cologne on my clothes, my stomach flipped. Every sound reminded me of him — the click of my heels down the hallway, the rustle of paper, even the sound of the elevator. Everything. By noon, I couldn’t take it anymore. I told my team I was heading out early — something about not feeling well, which wasn’t entirely a lie. I felt used. Emotionally. Physically. Completely. The moment I got home, I kicked off my shoes and collapsed

  • MY UNDOING   009

    DAMIEN I had to have her. Right now. Convincing Macey to follow me back to my office wasn’t hard once I reminded her of the things waiting for her—the things only I could give her. She complained at first, whining about having a ton to do, deadlines and work piling up like a storm, but I wasn’t listening. All I heard was her voice, that sweet, soft tremor when she realized she was in my hands. The moment Macey stepped into my office, I could feel the tension in the air, thick and heavy, like static just before a storm. She tried to look casual, clutching her hands like she was here for business, like she had important things to do. I saw through it instantly. That flutter in her pulse, the way her lips parted slightly, the quick intake of breath—all signs she was already anticipating what was about to happen. And God, I wanted her so badly it hurt. “Stop pretending,” I murmured, my voice low, rough, dangerous. “You’re not here for work, Macey. You’re here for me.” Her eyes wid

  • MY UNDOING   008

    MACEY Samantha left my place as early as she could the next morning, thanks to my brother’s inability to chill for even a few hours. Mason texted her he was waiting outside, like she was sneaking out of a college dorm instead of my apartment. I hugged her tight, soaking up every second before she slipped away. “Text me when you get home,” I called, and she waved from the hall like the sweet mom friend she was. The second the door closed, I didn’t even bother going back to bed. I had work by nine, and my mind was already buzzing. I showered long enough to steam up the entire bathroom, layered scents until I smelled like a bakery, and sprayed an inhumane amount of perfume while giggling like a schoolgirl. Pathetic. Completely, hopelessly pathetic. But I didn’t care. I looked good. I felt good. And yeah, I’d dressed with someone specific in mind. When I got to the office, I went straight for the top floor. I told myself it was business—that I needed to talk to Damien about, you know

  • MY UNDOING   007

    MACEY Samantha didn’t smile. Not even a little. She brushed right past me into the apartment like she owned the place, her steps purposeful, eyes sharp, scanning every corner of my living room. Then she checked the kitchen. The hallway. Even peeked into my bedroom like she was auditioning for some detective drama on Netflix. “Uh, hi?” I said, raising a brow as I shut the door. She turned back slowly, arms crossing, her glare sharp enough to slice through me. “Did you have someone here?” “What? No!” The words flew out too fast, too defensive. Ugh. I instantly hated how guilty I sounded, like I’d just been caught red-handed doing something shady. Her eyes narrowed, lips twitching with suspicion. “You were watching porn?” I let out a laugh that came out more like a choke. “Of course not.” “Uh-huh.” She sauntered back to the couch and flopped down like she was settling in for an interrogation, glaring at me like she could see every secret I’d ever tried to bury. “Then why did you t

  • MY UNDOING   006

    MACEY What the hell are you doing here? That was the first thing I said when Damien finally let go of my face. He didn’t answer. Not really. He just pressed his forehead to mine like he needed the anchor, his chest rising and falling so hard I could feel it in my own bones. His voice was low, almost broken, whispering the same word over and over again. “I’m sorry. I’m sorry. I’m sorry.” Sorry? God, no. If only he knew. I wasn’t sorry at all. My lips still tingled, my pulse racing like it had just discovered a new beat it preferred over the old one. That kiss wasn’t something I regretted—it was something I wanted to frame, replay, and live inside of forever. And instead of being smart, instead of pushing him away like a version of me with actual self-control would’ve done, I leaned in and kissed him again. Quick. Desperate. Hungry. When I pulled back, I practically stumbled to the door, locking it fast, because apparently we lived in a reality where Damien Blackwood showed up at

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