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*~•*•~*•~* Elizabeth *~•*•~*~•* When I finally opened the door, Mother Roselyn stood at the other end, fuming with rage. “Mother—” I didn't even finish because she cut me off mid-speech. “Where have you been? I've been calling you for a while now, and don't tell me you didn't hear me screaming your name like I've lost my mind.” I couldn't tell her the truth. She wouldn't believe me. Worse still, the mister was undressed and on my bed. There were so many theories that can be cooked up and I'm very sure none of them would end up in my favour. “Elizabeth!” she yelled out, trying to look into my room but I blocked her view. She can't look inside not while he's still on my bed. “Yes, Ma,” I answered too quickly, my attention diverted. I hoped she didn't notice that I was shaking. “Didn't you hear my question? Or have you suddenly gone deaf?” “I did… I was sleeping. I didn't hear when you called earlier, I'm sorry.” She looked at me like I was another mystery she was trying to uncover. “You've become way too sneaky these days,” she uttered, refusing to leave. “I'm not… I've been in my room the whole time,” I said, choosing my words wisely. Mother Roselyn was always prune to getting angry easily. One word, one slip up and she would be yelling over the place, and threatening me with exorcisms. “I can never know with you… you know,” she murmured. “Is Leah here with you?” Leah was one of the children who I had grown attached with since my stay at the convent. Sometimes I fed them, sometimes they came to my room to hear bedtime stories, they also sneaked into my room at night when they got too scared of the rain and most of the time, I'm the one who braids Leah’s hair so it's expected that when any of the children who am fond of, especially Leah gets missing, my room is always the first prime suspect. “No, she's not. I slept early today,” I lied smoothly. Another confession to make. “Your eyes does not look like you've been sleeping at all,” she fired back, hinting that she did not believe me at all. “My eyes?” I repeated, rubbing at them to dissuade whatever doubting thoughts she was having. “You're mistaken ma. I've been asleep for hours now. Remember that's why I didn't hear you earlier.” She gave me a once over look, trying to look inside my room at some point, but I still didn't let her. Oh, dear Lord, wasn't she going to leave soon? Apparently not. “Come with me then. We’ll go find her together.” I almost heaved a sigh of relief when she said that, but I didn't because if I did, she'll get the hint that I'm hiding something. And she would probe further, and I know fully well that the outcome wouldn't be good at all. “Okay,” I responded, stepping out of the room and shutting the door behind me. Her eyes darted from me to my door. I know she wants to say something else, particularly about why I'm being so uptight about my room, but I was glad that she didn't. We took the stairs, heading downstairs. We both froze when someone screamed loudly, “MOTHER ROSELYN! OH MY, MOTHER ROSELYN!” The voice was persistent, like how someone who saw a ghost would scream. Panic clawed at my chest. I didn't know why, but I was panicking real good. Mother Roselyn stilled for a bit, trying to detect where the voice was coming from. She only stayed still for a few seconds before she began running down the stairs faster than someone her age should, and I followed suit. When we got to the exit leading us outside, Sister Maria stood there. Tears rolled down her cheeks, she looked extremely terrified. “Mother… I think… you should come see this,” she managed to utter, the words coming up as gibberish. “What's going on?” Mother Roselyn asked, following Maria as she led us to whatever had terrified her that much. Maria took us out of the convent, heading towards the cathedral. It was at that moment my heart began to thump loudly against my chest. What if she saw the pool of blood? Was that what terrified her? Would they conduct a search party to check who the blood belonged too? But to my utmost surprise she wasn't leading us into the cathedral. No, not at all. Instead, she was taking us to the far end of the cathedral, specifically to one of the exit doors, the one I didn't follow when I helped the bleeding man out. After what seemed like a minute of following Maria, she finally stopped. Mother Roselyn was the first to scream. Her loud cry erupting into the darkness. I stood there, horrified… frozen for a while until I joined in the screaming. I couldn't help myself, because on the floor was Father Philip lying in his own pool of blood… out cold and dead. Holy Mary! Was that a slash on his neck? I looked closely and it was. There was also an outpour of blood gushing out from his throat. Oh my God. I placed one hand to my chest and the other over my mouth. I couldn't breathe… I needed air. I need air. Someone killed Father Philips. Right here in the cathedral. And I think I know who that is. Oh, Father Lord, I've done something really, really bad. I saved someone I shouldn't have. “What happened?” Mother Roselyn asked, visibly shaking. “How did he… how did you…” “You asked that I look for Leah, and that was what I was doing until I stepped outside and I saw someone lying on the floor.” Her voice cracked, and she gripped her dress, trying to put herself together. “At first, I thought I wasn't seeing properly because no one is supposed to be out at this hour, but my curiousity had the best of me. And when I came close, I realized…” She didn't finish, didn't have to because we knew what words would come next. I hadn't said anything since we got to the spot and I hoped they wouldn't notice. “What do we do?” Maria asked, her gaze refusing to leave the body. “We’ll have to tell the other priests, we can't handle this ourselves. Come on.” Mother Roselyn answered, already turning to leave. I managed to say the words out, “And me?” “Go back to the convent and look for Leah.” she said, not sparing me another glance. I nodded too quickly, running back. Not once did I turn back, because I was too engulfed in fear. One thought stayed on my mind as I ran all the way back to my room —the killer was still in my room. And I was an accomplice… an accomplice to murder.Chapter 66*~°*~°*~°*Elizabeth*~°*~°*~°*I'm holding my breath when I step into his cabin. We haven't said anything to each other since what happened at the garden. The only time he spoke to me was when he wanted me to know where we were going. And when he told me he was taking me back to the cabin, it sounded like he didn't give any room for arguments or protests.Not like I was going to raise any.He clicks the door shut, the sound reminding me how very alone we are.Finally, he turns to look at me, regarding me with an intensity I didn't know was possible. I return the intensity of his look.I let my eyes take in his broad shoulders, the air of menace he embodies.His tie is loose around his neck and several buttons on his wet shirt are open.I wish I can see more. I want to run my eyes over every inch of him.His shoulders rise as he takes a deep breath. “You must be cold. I'll show you to your room.” My chest flutters with something new at the mention of ‘your.’ He says it lik
Chapter 65*~°*~°*~°*Elizabeth*~°*~°*~°*I close my eyes, letting my thoughts drift to a memory I wish I can erase completely.I was thirteen again, barefoot on concrete floor, outside with my hands to my ears whenever I heard the thunderclap. Numerous voices fills my head, I can't decipher between them, and it sounds like they are actually close. Really close.I snap my eyes open, involuntarily, my fingers tighten around his jacket until my knuckles turn white. The fear I thought was gone keeps coming back when I close my eyes and remember.Luciano notices, because he slows down in the middle of nowhere and turns towards me.“Look at me, Elizabeth,” he demands when my eyes stay fixed everywhere but not on him. I do. The tears I've been struggling to hold back rolls down my cheeks as I stare up at him, waiting for him to reprimand me. He must think I'm some broken soul, and is probably regretting why he sneaked me out in the first place. “You're here… with me,” he tells me instea
Chapter 64 Playlist- 🎼Khalid- Better🎼 *~°*~°*~°* Elizabeth *~°*~°*~°* “No, don't bring that with you,” Luciano insists for the second time. “You don't need it. We're going under the rain.” I clutch the umbrella tighter than normal, hoping he'll let me use it if I just stand here and refuse to leave the spot, but the look he gives me next tells me he isn't changing his mind anytime soon. With my heart rate speeding up faster than usual, I'm not sure if agreeing to this was entirely a good idea. I'm so terrified that I can literally feel my heart thumping loudly against my chest. I know he’s trying to help me get rid of my ombrophobia, but I don’t think it’ll work. My phobia might not be as great and triggering as most I’ve seen, regardless, it’s still there and terrifies me a lot. Maybe I should ask him to leave. Say thank you, sorry and show him out. This is not some fairytale. A criminal and a nun pretending the world is not built to crush them both. No, it's reality and
Chapter 63 ••~••°••~•• Luciano ••~••°••~•• I'm feeling fucking homicidal right now. I don't think I have ever needed to kill someone as much as I want to now. She doesn't want to give me a name, hint or something close enough. She's hiding the identity of whoever did this to her like the person still means a lot. I can't still get over the feeling that it might be an abusive lover, and yet, she decides to cover up for him. Slow, creeping jealousy burns in my belly, slowly rotting my insides. The possessiveness I feel towards her is as foreign as it is out of control. There's no reason I should be seeing red and nearly pawing at the ground like a raging bull at the thought that she's protecting another man from my fury. I'm going to end whoever it is. That's a promise. She hasn't moved yet, as she blinks back the tears in her eyes. I can tell she's still considering my offer but is still indecisive. I know I'm not leaving her here with the rain all by herself. If worse comes to
Chapter 62*~°*~°*~°*Elizabeth*~°*~°*~°*“Lord forgive him for he knows exactly what he's doing,” I whisper to myself, my eyes slowly closing, my body trying to adapt to the newly-found warmth emanating from his.“You're right Sister, I know exactly what I'm doing.” I froze the moment the words left his mouth, with me realizing I wasn't as quiet as I thought. “Tell me why you didn't come, Elizabeth.”“You can't corner me in my own room,” I ignore his question even when I know it's not the most sensible thing to do. “This is a sacred place, you're not supposed to be here.” I pause, then quickly add when his eyes locks with mine so intensely by each passing second, “Don't look at me like that.” “Mmhm,” a deep throaty sound escapes his throat. “Like what? Like you're the only one sacred in this hypocritic place? If it's that, then I'm afraid I can't stop.”The butterflies in my belly fluttered like there was an event going on there on hearing those words. Nothing could have prepared
Chapter 61 *~°*~°*~°* Elizabeth *~°*~°*~°* I'm convinced the Lord is punishing me for all my sins. There's no other explanation, none at all. And the gut wrenching part is that he's punishing everyone too for my mistakes. I associated with a man I shouldn't have, now the entire convent has to pay for it. We have a day left to pay up the money, and we have no funds to do so. It's a huge amount. Where on earth are we going to find such money? “It's a day left, Mother. What do we do?” Sister Maria voices out the exact thought in my head… in our heads. “We don't have such money. Are we going to live on the streets?” The twelve of us surround Mother Roselyn’s office, brainstorming like never before. The truth is—we have no idea what to do. This is a difficult situation for us. “You don't need to remind me about our lack of funds, Sister Maria. I am fully aware of that,” Mother Roselyn scolds her, a line drawing between her brows as the wrinkles around her face showed le







