Chapter 135 Leaning Against Xavier

“I just thought we could since we haven’t in so long.“I explained and he sighed, sitting back.“We can’t.“He muttered and I sat up also, my shirt slightly sliding off my shoulder. His eyes followed the movement and I sighed.“We don’t have to, but why can’t we?“I replied and he shrugged. He grabbed my shirt and pulled it back over my bony shoulder, his eyes avoiding my body.I froze and gulped at the sudden thought in my head that popped up because of that simple action and I looked down.“Is it because of how I look?“I asked quietly and he froze. I mean I would understand if it was.I was too skinny now, I looked sick.“No, Adira, it’s not.“He replied and I slightly looked up at him.“You don’t have to lie to me. I know I look sickly and unattractive to you right now, but I want to know if thats why you don’t-“.“It’s not because of how you fucking look, Adira. I shouldn’t have to repeat that. I’m just scared to hurt you. You’re so small and fragile right now, I don’t want to hurt you.Don’t t