ログインElizabeth lay on her narrow bed with her hands folded over her stomach, listening to the village settle into its nightly stillness. It was not the quiet of peace. It was the quiet of things shut away too tightly—breath held, fear pressed down until it seeped into dreams.
The candle on her table burned low, its flame wavering as if unsettled by movement the room itself did not acknowledge. Shadows gathered in the corners, thickening where the walls met the ceiling. Elizabeth closed her eyes anyway. When sleep finally claimed her, it was shallow and heavy, dragging her under rather than welcoming her in. Her dreams were not images, but sensations. Warmth, first. Not the fevered heat she had come to associate with sickness, but something steadier. Close. As though another body occupied the space beside her, radiating presence without weight. She shifted slightly, brow furrowing. The air changed. It thickened—not with smoke or rot, but with something older. Dry. Metallic. Like stone long buried beneath earth. Elizabeth’s breathing slowed without her noticing, her chest rising and falling in a rhythm not entirely her own. Something brushed her hair. So lightly she might have mistaken it for a draft, if not for the deliberate slowness of it. Fingers—not cold, not warm—slid through the loose strands near her temple, pausing as if memorising the texture. Elizabeth murmured softly in her sleep, a sound caught somewhere between protest and surrender. The touch did not retreat. It traced the curve of her skull, followed the line where hair met skin. A thumb brushed beneath her ear, lingering there long enough for her pulse to stutter in response. In her bed, her breath hitched. A presence leaned closer. The mattress dipped slightly, though no weight should have been there. Elizabeth’s body responded instinctively, turning toward the warmth, her shoulder angling into the empty space as if seeking it. A hand rested briefly over her heart. Her pulse jumped beneath it—quick, strong, alive. The hand stilled. For a long moment, nothing happened. Then, slowly, the presence withdrew its touch—lingering just long enough to feel the heat of her skin, the fragile insistence of her breath. The air cooled. The weight lifted. Elizabeth’s body relaxed, sinking deeper into sleep, unaware of what had brushed the edge of her dreaming mind. Her lips parted on a soft exhale. The candle guttered violently, then steadied. In the corner of the room, where shadow pressed deepest against stone, something watched her a moment longer. Elizabeth slept on, untouched by fever, unaware that she had been measured—not as prey, not yet—but as something rare. Something unafraid even in sleep. When dawn came, she would wake with no memory of the night. Only the faint, inexplicable sense that she had not been alone. Elizabeth woke before the bell. This alone would not have troubled her. She had been rising early for years now, trained by habit and necessity. But when her eyes opened, she lay still, staring at the dim ceiling, and knew—without knowing why—that something had happened. The air pressed faintly against her skin, heavy in a way that made breathing feel forced rather than automatic. She swung her legs over the side of the bed and paused, hands braced against the mattress. The sheets were tangled more than she remembered, twisted at the foot of the bed as if she had turned restlessly in her sleep. One corner was warm still, holding heat longer than it should have. She pressed her palm there. The warmth lingered. Elizabeth withdrew her hand slowly. Her skin felt… sensitive. Not painful. Not weak. Simply aware in a way it had not been before. She rubbed her arms, unsettled by the faint prickle that followed her touch, as if her nerves were listening too closely. She stood and crossed the room. The candle on her table had burned lower than expected, its wax pooled unevenly, the wick bent at an odd angle. She could not remember leaving it lit so long. She was careful about such things. Elizabeth pinched it out anyway and opened the shutter. Morning crept in reluctantly, pale and gray. The village lay beneath a low blanket of mist, roofs and lanes softened as though viewed through water. Somewhere distant, a door creaked open. A cough followed—short, sharp, controlled. She leaned against the sill and closed her eyes. She dressed slowly, distracted by small, strange details. The brush against her collarbone as she pulled her chemise into place felt sharper than it should have. The wool of her dress itched faintly, as though her skin had thinned overnight. When she braided her hair, her fingers hesitated. There was a faint soreness at her temple. As though someone had rested there, long enough to leave an impression that had not fully faded. Elizabeth let her hands fall. Outside, the village was already awake again. Less whispering. More purpose. People moved with the grim efficiency of those who had decided what they were afraid of. Elizabeth stepped into the lane. The mist curled around her ankles, dampening the hem of her skirt. She took three steps before she realised she was being watched from behind wood and cloth and glass. A curtain shifted. A shutter creaked closed. Elizabeth did not slow. At the well, no one stood waiting. The bucket rested on the stones, rope coiled neatly beside it. Someone had left it ready—as if for her, or because no one else wanted to touch it first. As she turned away, she caught her reflection in the dark surface of the water. Her eyes looked the same—tired, ringed faintly with shadow—but there was a sharpness to her gaze. As though something had swept away a layer of exhaustion she had not known was there. Elizabeth stepped back. By midmorning, she moved through houses with a steadiness that bordered on unnatural. The heat in sickrooms did not suffocate her as it had before. The smell no longer turned her stomach. She felt it, acknowledged it, but it did not cling. At one house, a woman pressed a hand to Elizabeth’s wrist as she rose to leave. “You’re cold,” the woman murmured, eyes glassy with fever. Elizabeth blinked. “I’m not.” The woman frowned. “Your hand. It’s cold.” Elizabeth gently pulled free. Outside, she checked her pulse. Strong. Even. Her own body did not feel cold. At noon, she passed Father Aldric in the square. He was speaking to two men, one of whom held a folded parchment. When he saw Elizabeth, he stopped mid-sentence. His gaze lingered. That afternoon, she returned to the house with the coughing child. The door swung more quickly this time. The girl’s eyes lit when she saw Elizabeth, relief flashing across her face before she could stop it. “She’s still alive,” the girl whispered. “Mama.” Elizabeth nodded and stepped inside. The woman lay breathing more evenly now, sweat dampening her hair but no longer soaking the sheets. Elizabeth checked her pulse. Still fast. But steadier. When she stepped back into the street, a man stood waiting. He was one of the chain-wearers from the church. His gaze traveled over her carefully, as though assessing a specimen. “You were seen last night,” he said. Elizabeth stilled. “By whom?” He shrugged. "Light. Movement.” “I was asleep,” she replied. He studied her a moment longer, then nodded once and walked away. Elizabeth stood where she was, her heart quickening despite herself. That evening, she returned home earlier than usual. As she washed her hands, she noticed a faint discoloration beneath her skin at the base of her throat. Not a bruise. Not a wound. Something deeper. As if shadow had settled there and not yet chosen a shape. Elizabeth pressed her fingers to it. Warm. Fear stirred in her chest—not of death, not of the village—of herself.Elizabeth waited until dusk. The light had softened by then, the sun sinking low enough that its warmth felt borrowed rather than owned. The sky bruised slowly—lavender bleeding into gray, then deepening toward violet—as if the day itself had been handled too roughly. The village retreated inward as it always did now. No one noticed her leave. Elizabeth slipped beyond the last line of cottages, following the narrow path that wound between hedges and stone walls, pressed into the earth by generations of feet. Feet that had carried water and laundry. Feet that had carried bodies, too. Grief had its own paths, worn as deeply. The stream lay low in its banks, swollen from recent rain, its surface darkened by shadow and leaf-fall. It moved steadily, quietly, unconcerned with plague or prayer or the careful rules of men. Reeds bent along its edges, whispering softly as the current passed, their thin leaves brushing one another with a sound like breath. Elizabeth paused at the ban
Elizabeth learned quickly when he chose to speak. It was never when she was strong. Not when her hands were steady or her thoughts clear. Not when she moved with purpose through the village, spine straight, eyes forward. He waited for the moments that came afterward—when her body sagged under its own weight, when the careful order she imposed on herself began to fray. The first time, she was alone in her cottage, seated at the table with her head bowed over her hands. The day had been long—too many houses, too many dying breaths, too many faces that looked to her as if she could still make the world behave. Her shoulders ached. Her wrists throbbed faintly. She exhaled and let her eyes close. 'You endure well.' The voice slid into her awareness without warning. Elizabeth stiffened. Her fingers curled against the wood, nails pressing into the grain. She did not look around. She had learned that looking did nothing. “I didn’t ask,” she said quietly. 'No,' he replied.
Dawn crept through the cracks in the shutters, painting faint stripes of pale light across Elizabeth's tangled sheets. Her body stirred, heavy with the remnants of sleep and something deeper, more insistent—a dull ache that pulsed from her core outward, making her skin prickle with unmet need. She blinked awake, her frame shifting under the covers, nipples still hard and throbbing against the rumpled nightshirt she'd yanked back down sometime in the night. The fabric chafed them roughly, sending fresh sparks of heat straight to her core,, already slick and swollen from whatever dreams had haunted her. Elizabeth's breath came shallow, her chest rising and falling as she lay there, staring at the wooden beams overhead. The room smelled of sweat and faint musk, her own arousal clinging to the air like a secret. She swung her legs over the bed's edge, bare feet hitting the cool floor. Every movement rubbed her sensitive body wrong—or right—fabric whispering against her thighs. El
Elizabeth heard the announcement first as a murmur rippling through the square, a low gathering of voices that did not carry panic so much as purpose. Purpose was worse. Panic scattered. Purpose stayed. She was returning from the south lane when she saw the men assembled outside the granary—five of them this time, not the usual two. Father Aldric stood among them, his hands folded, his gaze fixed on the ground. The chain-wearer was there as well, and another man Elizabeth did not recognise, his hair cut close, his mouth set in a thin, decisive line. A small crowd had gathered at a distance. No one stood too close. People left space between their bodies now, invisible lines drawn in chalk and fear. Elizabeth slowed. The man with the close-cropped hair stepped forward. He cleared his throat. “In light of recent developments,” he began, voice steady, rehearsed, “the council has agreed on temporary measures to preserve the health of the village.” Elizabeth heard the word measu
Elizabeth lay on her narrow bed with her hands folded over her stomach, listening to the village settle into its nightly stillness. It was not the quiet of peace. It was the quiet of things shut away too tightly—breath held, fear pressed down until it seeped into dreams. The candle on her table burned low, its flame wavering as if unsettled by movement the room itself did not acknowledge. Shadows gathered in the corners, thickening where the walls met the ceiling. Elizabeth closed her eyes anyway. When sleep finally claimed her, it was shallow and heavy, dragging her under rather than welcoming her in. Her dreams were not images, but sensations. Warmth, first. Not the fevered heat she had come to associate with sickness, but something steadier. Close. As though another body occupied the space beside her, radiating presence without weight. She shifted slightly, brow furrowing. The air changed. It thickened—not with smoke or rot, but with something older. Dry. Metallic. Li
Elizabeth stopped leaving her door open. It was a small thing—one she barely noticed herself—but by the third morning it had become habit. She lifted the latch behind her, slid the wooden bar into place, and paused with her palm resting on the door as if expecting it to shudder beneath her touch. She dressed more slowly than usual. Not from weakness, but from care. She chose darker wool, a longer apron, pinned her dirty blonde curls tighter than before. She did not wear the small charm of dried rosemary she’d once kept tucked into her bodice. She did not want to be accused of believing in protection that was not sanctioned. When she stepped into the street, the village was already awake. Not bustling—never bustling anymore—but alert in a way that set her teeth on edge. People spoke in pairs now, never alone. Heads bent together, then lifted as she passed. Conversations stopped. Not abruptly. Politely. Elizabeth nodded to those she knew. Some nodded back, stiff and distant.







