Azrik's POV
Becoming the new Lycan King of Velgrath was never part of my plan. My father’s death sudden, and cloaked in mystery, changed everything. For years, I lived in the shadows as the bastard no one acknowledged. Then they came for me. Dragged me from the fringes and placed a crown on my head, not because they believed in me, but because there was no one else left. Both of my father's legitimate sons were gone, claimed by the same strange fate that took him. It felt deliberate, and orchestrated. As though someone, or something, was determined to erase the Lycan bloodline from existence. That's why my coronation was done in secrecy, no phones, no party. Only the Royal Alphas and a select few pack Alphas even know I sit on the throne. The rest of the world still believes Velgrath is in mourning. Before all this, I had spent years searching for a mate, hoping the bond would ground me. But after I became king, the council grew impatient, they didn't care about the bond they wanted stability and heirs. So I married Cassara. Royal Alpha bloodline, daughter of a neighboring pack’s ruler. She moved into my court, and for a brief moment, I tried to make it work. But she constantly undermined my authority, sabotaging plans, countering my commands behind my back, manipulating council decisions to favor her whims. Instead of partnership, she brought chaos. The bond never came, our connection was hollow, political, and sterile. Within months, the marriage crumbled. I never marked her, and for that, I’m grateful. Still, Cassara refuses to let go. She lingers, always watching, always hoping. “You know I’m the only one who can handle you,” Cassara purred, her tone laced with seduction one evening. I exhaled slowly, trying to hold back the irritation boiling beneath my skin. “Cassara, you need to move on. I’ve given you a house, royal guards, servants, What more do you want?” Her eyes gleamed with stubborn desire. “I want to be your queen. I want you.” I laughed bitterly. “We both know if I weren’t an Alpha, you wouldn’t give me a second glance. So why pretend?” “That’s not true,” she snapped, stepping closer. “You’re my mate.” “No, I’m not,” I said coldly. “Our wolves don’t align, remember? Mine can’t even stand your presence.” And it was true, from the beginning, my wolf had recoiled from her. Her scent made him restless and uneasy. There was no bond, no fire, no pull, just silence, and yet she clung to the title like it was oxygen. Still, I held out hope for my true mate. I searched relentlessly, attending every gathering, summit, and ceremony. Every time, I thought, maybe this time, but the bond never came. Eventually, my search took me to the distant corners of the kingdom, beyond the familiar borders. So when I heard that Kellan, Alpha of the Duskwind Circle Pack, was getting engaged, and I happened to be nearby, I decided to attend. Who knew what fate had planned? The moment I stepped into the reception hall, a scent sweet, warm, and fruity, wrapped around me like a silken rope. My wolf stirred instantly, restless, alert. Mate. Then I saw her. Held back by guards, her wrists gripped as if she were a threat. Fury surged through me so fast I almost lost control. My vision darkened, my wolf snarled inside me, demanding I tear through anyone who dared touch her. But I restrained myself, barely. She was breathtaking, not just in beauty, but in spirit. There was something radiant about her, something pure. My wolf recognized her, every fiber of me recognized her, but hers didn’t respond. No spark, no pull, nothing. It was as if her wolf couldn’t feel me. Still, I didn’t push. I told myself she would feel it eventually, the bond was real, I could feel it pulsing in my veins. So I waited. And that night… Goddess, that night. It was like tasting destiny. I had never known such overwhelming love or pleasure. I held her close, heart pounding with a truth I couldn’t deny: she was mine. My mate, my soul. I had planned to tell her everything by morning, but in the middle of the night, my Beta called me. Our pack had been ambushed. A rogue king and his soldiers had launched an attack while both my Beta and I were absent. We were exposed, vulnerable. I couldn’t leave the entire burden to my Gamma, not with lives at stake. I had to go, but how could I leave her? I didn’t want to wake her, didn’t want to see confusion or fear in her eyes. So I did the one thing I had to, I marked her while she slept. My mark glowed faintly on her skin, a promise, a claim, a bond. Then I left a note beneath the lamp by the bedside, explaining everything. I prayed she’d read it. I prayed she’d wait. Now that my pack is safe, and protected, I returned without delay. It was late when we arrived at Duskwind Circle, but I didn’t care. I went straight to Kellan, heart racing. “Where’s Lunessa?” I demanded. He hesitated, and then he said it. “She’s in jail.” My hands slammed down on the table with such force that it shattered in half, the long oak slab splintering like dried bark, crashing to the floor. “WHAT DO YOU MEAN LUNESSA IS IN JAIL?!” “I’m sorry… I can explain,” Kellan stammered, his face pale, his hands visibly shaking. “TAKE ME TO HER. NOW!” I roared, my voice echoing like a storm tearing through the halls. He didn’t hesitate. He turned and bolted outside, leading me toward the dungeon. My steps were heavy, thunderous, as the fury inside me coiled tighter with every breath. Then I saw a trail of blood, dark and fresh, smeared across the cold stone floor. My heart slammed against my ribs. My wolf clawed at my insides, wild and howling. The dungeon door stood wide open, she wasn’t there. Lunessa was gone. I froze, my entire body vibrating with primal fury. My fists clenched so tightly my claws burst through my skin, dripping blood onto the stones. The rage boiled over, searing hot and uncontrollable. And then I snapped. A roar tore from my chest, raw and thunderous, a sound that shook the very air around us. The foundations of the dungeon trembled beneath my feet, dust rained from the ceiling, stones cracked. Wooden beams groaned as if they, too, were afraid of me. The ceiling began to crumble, chunks of rock crashing to the floor around me, guards scattered. Kellan backed away, terror frozen on his face. I stood there in the chaos, trembling with fury and grief, the echo of my scream still lingering like thunder after a lightning strike. They took her, and now everyone will pay.Azrik’s POVFighting Royal Alpha Nick was far more brutal than I’d imagined. The bastard had laid traps at every corner and commanded a legion of allies who fought like men possessed. But in the end, I cornered him, stripped him of his arrogance and cleaved the life from his eyes.With his death, the alliance unraveled. His armies scattered like frightened crows, and the war that had dragged on far too long finally crumbled into silence.I should’ve felt victorious, and I did, until the hunger to see her overtook every other feeling. After two months away, my bones ached for Lunessa. The scent of her, the sound of her laughter, the warmth of her hand in mine. I abandoned protocol the moment I stepped through the palace gates and headed straight to her chambers.She was standing by the window, halfway dressed, her hair spilling down her back like liquid. I must’ve startled her, she turned abruptly, eyes wide with disbelief.“Azrik?” she whispered, breath catching in her throat.“Lune
Lunessa's POV She walked past me like I didn’t exist, calm and collected.She moved to Azrik’s wine rack and poured herself a drink, completely unbothered, as though this was her home.I swallowed hard, my throat like glass. Arassac was the reverse of Cassara.“Cassara?” I croaked, my voice trembling with disbelief.She rolled her eyes and let out an exaggerated sigh. “Ugh. Finally.”Her voice held no shame, or guilt. Just the irritation of someone tired of pretending.“I… I don’t understand,” I whispered, holding back my tears.‘Let me out!’ Due roared inside me, her fury shaking the walls of my mind. ‘Let me out, I’ll shred her into pieces!’‘That won’t solve anything, Due,’ I replied, barely holding her back.‘But it’ll give me the satisfaction,” she growled.I took a shaky breath, forcing myself to stand tall. “If you're really Cassara why did you pretend to be my friend? What was the game?”She didn’t answer right away. She simply sipped her wine, and turned to face me, lounging
Lunessa's POV Before I could spiral further, I made a decision, I would confront him. But each time I tried, each time I pushed even gently, he would deflect.It was like he’d built a wall between us made of silence, and every time I tried to chip at it, he smiled and said nothing.With the full moon approaching, he busied himself with preparations. I watched from a distance as he poured his energy into the celebration, into appearances, into everything except me.He sent gifts, boxes of velvets, rare perfumes, handwritten letters laced with romantic words, but they felt cold. Like he was going through the motions of loving me without feeling it.I used to think I craved his presence. That if only he were here, the ache would ease, but even when he stood beside me, my senses felt dulled, as if the very bond that once electrified my soul had slipped into sleep.How long could I keep pretending?One quiet afternoon, I went to his palace office. He looked up from some documents, smiling
This chapter broke my heart, when the seeds of doubt is planted, it quickly grows into suspicions and heartbreak. Learn to confront your partner immediately you sense something wrong, and learn to listen to your partner no matter not little or irrelevant it is.Lunessa's POV I sat in my room, drawing in deep, measured breaths, trying to slow the chaos in my chest.“It’s all a lie. It’s all in my head.” I repeated it like a mantra, over and over again, until the words began to lose shape.When he finally came to my chambers, we sat for lunch. The silence between us wasn’t our usual kind, the one filled with comfort and unspoken ease. This one was different. Stiff. Like two strangers trying to remember a language they once spoke fluently.“I’m sorry I spent two months away,” Azrik said, his voice careful.“It’s okay. You’re back now,” I replied, eyes fixed on my plate. The food was warm, beautifully prepared, yet it tasted like paper in my mouth.“Did something happen while I was gone?
Lunessa's POV I spent most of my time alone, either buried in books within the library or curled up in my chambers. The palace staff kept their distance, avoiding my gaze, their smiles brittle, their footsteps fading the moment I entered a room. I couldn’t explain it, but the distance cut deeper than I cared to admit.Yes, I had been moody. Yes, I was angry often. But did that make it right? Did that justify how they looked at me like I was the unstable one?The isolation made me question everything, my instincts, my memories, even my sense of right and wrong. Sometimes I’d stare into a mirror, wondering if the woman reflected back was slipping into madness.Still, I clung to what little light I had. Due was always there, whispering words of comfort.‘Don’t worry, Lunessa. You’re not insane,’ Due would say, her voice calm. ‘This is all completely normal.’But was it? My body began to betray me too. I was falling ill more frequently, headaches, dizziness, nausea that came and went wi
Lunessa’s POVI went to bed that night, but sleep never came. I just lay there, staring at the ceiling as shadows danced across it, my mind spiraling deeper into silence.Azrik loves me, he said it, he held me like I was the only thing in the world that mattered. He made me feel seen, safe and cherished.Was it all because I carried his child? Was I never the love, only the vessel?By the early hours of morning, a sharp jolt brought me out of my thoughts. It was the baby kicking, but this wasn’t the soft flutter I had come to expect. These were strikes, like war drums sounding from inside me. My breath hitched as I lifted my nightgown and placed a hand over my stomach.The skin moved beneath my touch violently. I blinked, and saw something that made my heart stop. Two small footprints, then three.I stared, frozen. How could that be? I couldn’t think straight through the pain. By sunrise, I’d already sent for the palace doctor.“Can we scan to see what’s going on?” I asked, trying to