LOGINThat’s when it happened.
Exactly when she turned—offering me her favorite position. A tear slips from me, shattering on her back. My mind is empty. I can’t think. She grabs my hand. Guides it between her thighs . I push further into her . Shit. The bond drains me. I can’t pull back. She already feels my hard c*ck on her waist level . “Come on,” she breathes. “Bend over,” I whisper. I hold it in Firm. Controlled. Every motion precise, every strike deliberate. She gasps. I drive harder. “Can you go deeper?” “Yes.” I pound , The sound of our bodies against each other echoes over the shower’s hiss. I turn her, tapping on my shoulder. She lifts her leg on me . I adjust. Buried In to her . Her lips find me. Steady. Intent. It drives me harder. The heat explodes , I pound with obedience, I can feel her trembling. “Come here,” I murmur. Cradle her out of the bathroom still stuck in her , we collapse together to the floor. My body above hers. Perfect alignment. Her hands cling. She kisses me. Controlled. Calming. Enough. Her scent is all the healing to my wolf needs . Now I’m certain I can’t stop myself. I hold. I drive. my lip on her left breast. She locks her legs around me. The sound she makes—I know it. She’s close. Her cries break loose. Loud. Unchecked. I feel her spill around my me, her body shuddering. Her legs loosen. She breaks into full ecstasy “Babe,” I chuckle, breath rough. “I’ll wait for you,” she whispers, smiling. That smile— it pulls at the bond, hard and deep. “I’m almost there,” I murmur, voice low. I keep moving, hands sliding over her like I can’t memorize the feel fast enough. My mouth grazes her ear as I draw her closer, rhythm steady, desperate. My breath turns uneven. Control slips no matter how hard I hold it. Everything tightens. Too fast. I groan and let go. When it’s done, I rest my forehead against hers, spent, unsteady. “I thought pregnancy would change you,” I say. She laughs softly, breath warm against my nose. “I’m surprised it didn’t.” We laugh together. As I pull back, I shake my head. “You always say you’ll wait for me.” “That’s because I want to enjoy you without participating,” she says, laughing at her own logic. I look at her—my feelings bloom—i press a kiss to her forehead, admiration heavy in my chest. “You still want to use the bathroom?” I ask, already lifting her. I wash her, carry her back, lay her down. Then I turn, and she climbs onto my back, arms wrapping around me from behind. “You’ll never change,” she breathes. “Even now.” “I will,” I say quietly. “For the baby.” “When I give birth?” she asks. The question stills me. Will I be here when that day comes? “I’ll change tonight,” I say, turning to cuddle her. Her peaceful smile settles into me—and scares me all at once. “Sleep well, babe,” I murmur. “You too, King.” Sleep takes me. — Morning. Her arm is around me, breath warm against my face. I rise carefully, slipping into the bathroom. When I step back out, her eyes are open. “Are you going out?” she murmurs, hand drifting to her belly. “Yes,” I say softly. “I need to meet the council. I left food—wait for me.” I lean down and kiss her. “Be fast,” she whispers. I close the door behind me. At the council doors, Kade waits. “How was it?” he asks the moment I’m next to him . I stop. “Morwen hasn’t seen me since I left your place.” His jaw tightens. “I knew it.” A glance down the corridor. “Where have you been?” “With Sereyna,” I say. He startles, scanning the hall. “That’s reckless. Are you sure no one saw her?” “Only Beth. My maid.” “Still,” he murmurs. I pass him without pause. Inside, the elders rise as my foot crosses the threshold. “I hear today’s council bears weight,” I say coolly. “Speak.” I take my seat. The chair jolts my neck as I lean back. They bow. My voice snaps, sharp as a howl. “What treason!” Elder Orric Antonis steps forward. “Alpha King, there is death among our people. Mourning. The council chose these chairs so we may share their discomfort while we deliberate.” Fury rips through me. “Do you wish to die, Elder Orric Antonis?” He drops to his knees. “Forgive me, Alpha King. The people cry negligence.” “So now I neglect them,” I say, rising. “No,” the council answers in unison, heads bowed. “Who placed this chair?” I demand. Silence. “Who placed it?” I repeat, my hand closing around my Gamma’s sword. A man rushes in and collapses at my feet. “Forgive me, Alpha King.” “Exile him,” I say coldly. “If he resists, kill him.” He is dragged away. A new chair is set before I sit again. “Continue.” Elder Therandor steps forward. “Alpha King, the infirmary is depleted. Even the East Clan has begun sending their sick.” “The East Clan?” I ask. “Yes. Without imports, deaths will rise.” “You oversee the infirmary,” I say, leaning forward. “If it fails, why are you kneeling instead of acting?” He drops to the floor. “Forgive me, Alpha.” “Fix it,” I say. “Now.” Another voice breaks in. “My King,” Orric says, “there is new information concerning your father’s death.” My head lifts instantly. “Bring it.” A ledger is placed in my hands. “A castle maid testifies,” Orric says, “that her late mother saw the present Grand Luna leaving the female-ruled lands the night of the Grand Lunas’ slaughter.” Rage flares. “Are you all eager for death?” I snap. “My mother didn’t even know my father then.” “Read on, Alpha King,” they plead, falling to their knees. I do. The maid was threatened. Tortured. Forced to silence—by order of the Luna of the female-ruled tribe. My grip weakens. A girl is brought in. Bruised. Broken. I step closer. “Did the Luna put you up to it?” She nods, tears spilling. “Please… help me, Alpha King.” “Punish the enemy,” the council cries. There is no feeling this case hasn’t dragged through me—except this. For the first time, I am afraid. I turn and leave the chamber slowly, ledger heavy in my hands. What does serenya’s mother really want?In the end, I never really thought I would say it—love is patience, love is sacrifice. Love is not quick to judge, it is not hateful. Love is not merely sweet or reverent, and it is not the absence of ache.Love is a quiet fire that warms even when the world is cold.It is a tide that pulls and releases, shaping the shores of the heart.a fragile bloom in a storm, yet stubborn enough to survive.Love is both shadow and light, always present, sometimes unseen.Love is sometimes a heartbeat echoing in the silence of longing.Yet the cruel truth I fear to admit is this: love asks no “why.” Love does not dwell in perfection. Love is the sword that rends every heart, leaving only surrender in its wake.But it baffles me how the very opposite of love can sometimes wear its skin—how longing, loneliness, and unprofitable pain can disguise themselves as devotion. If not tested by truth, they linger as shadows of love, breeding nothing but regret.And where do we draw the line between love and
🫦It’s been a long day. I toss my dress aside and step into the washroom. The air is thick with memories—this place carries the scent of him, the echo of a past I thought I’d buried. I slip into the warm bath and stretch my legs, letting the water swallow my sigh. The calm barely settles before a knock sounds at the door. “I’m almost done!” I call out. “Okay,” Varyn’s voice answers, low and familiar. And that’s when it hits me—this is his washroom. He’s not leaving. Which means, sooner or later, I’ll have to walk out there and face him. “Come in,” I whisper, barely audible. I’m not even sure he hears me. But the door shifts open, slow and careful. He stands there, framed by the soft light, as though he’s been waiting for that single word—come. Something turns deep within my spirit, but I can’t bring myself to look at him. Not yet. When I finally do—just a tilt of my head—I meet his gaze already waiting on me, steady and unreadable. I’ve known this man before, yet in this m
He grab my hand, pulling me along. “Come, I want you to meet someone.” “What? Wait—I need to receive complaints for Pelin.” “That can wait,” he replies, tugging me forward. “Okay, can we not run? We’re too old for it!” He lets go of my hand I snap, turning back. “No, no, no,” he hurries, catching my hands again. “We walk together—slowly.” But I see the haste in his eyes. “Okay, we can walk fast,” I murmur. And then he starts running. I just smile as his feet barely touch the ground, graceful and purposeful. I tighten my hold on his hands, quickening my pace to match him. We reach the West Castle, and as we step inside, an elder female stands waiting. Varyn presses a subtle nod toward me, and my breath catches. She’s his mother—the same elder whose house I stumbled into that night I wandered the West lands. Now I understand what her silent tears were for—they were for me. Was she able to see through my frustration that night, or did she simply feel the weight
“How long does it take you to get any message?”he asks. I just stand there, breath caught somewhere between shock and ache. How do I act before him now? Do I show him the anger I’ve buried for seven years—the frustration, the abandonment? Or do I thank him for simply being alive? Should I tell him how everything fell apart after his presence vanished from that battlefield? Or should I turn away and say I want none of this—none of him? But the truth is, there’s nothing I’ve wanted more in five long years than this. “I have come to take you back,” he says—his voice steady, commanding, unmistakably Varyn. Possessive as always. I just stand there, unable to meet his eyes. The universe feels as though it’s spinning endlessly around us, yet I remain still, trapped between a thousand breaths I can’t release. My throat aches; I swallow once, desperate to find words—anger, relief, regret—but nothing comes. Then, in a heartbeat, the full moon swells above us. I finally lift my gaze to
🍀🍃Five years later, the West Clan sits in feral peace. Anzelrius has been executed by hanging, the corrupt elders exiled forever, and no soul dares rise in rebellion or treachery again. The calm across the lands feels almost unreal. Every street, every field, seems unnaturally quiet—so peaceful it sometimes bores me.In all my sisters , My sisters remain by my side—except Pelin, who reigns as Luna of our mother’s tribe.. Keala is more than happy as Luna in the South, naming a beautiful village after Moren, the first wolf and a female land name . Caelora has claimed the East as Cat Luna, her dominion respected and feared. Nyvrae only returns once a year, always with her mate. Thyra, however, has never come back since she left, and I worry for her, wondering how she fares. Dolly wanders the lands, frequenting her favorite haunts—the taverns loud with raucous, careless people. She sits in silence among the chaos, and somehow always ensures someone pays for their folly before she leav
⸻ And immediately, I see Varyn’s eyes widen in hope—while Rauth’s narrow in fear. I turn—and there he is. The boy who once helped Varyn meet Elarion for the first time. He steps forward, bows low before the throne. “Forgive me, my Alpha. I am late.” From his satchel, he draws the ancestral fangs of hierarchy—the lost symbol of rule—and places them into Varyn’s open hand. Varyn lifts it high, the room holding its breath. The elders who challenged him drop to their knees, fear and guilt washing over their faces. The guilty ones rise in a hurry, scrambling toward the doors as Varyn turns back to the boy. “Thank you, Myric,” he says, his voice soft for the first time. He pulls the boy into a brief, grateful embrace. “Ask me anything you desire, and I shall grant it. Wealth, land, shelter—name your wish.” Myric bows deeper. “I am sorry, my Alpha. I want the young Alpha’s godmother.” The words hang in the air like a blade. “What?” The sound escapes me before I can stop it. Var







