LOGINThe world narrows to the sound of my son’s body hitting the earth.
“Elarion!” His name tears from my throat as if it can call him back from the brink. My knees collapse beneath me, and I stumble to his side. Mia is already there, her hands trembling as she reaches for the shaft. Her lips shape words, prayers maybe, but I can’t hear them over the thunder in my ears. Blood—dark, too dark—pools against the grass. My palms press down, desperate, useless. “No, no, no, stay with me, light. Stay with me.” Rauth is gone in a flash of muscle and fury, his growl shredding the silence as he dives into the trees. My body jerks as though I can follow him, but I can’t—I won’t leave Elarion’s side. Mia lifts her gaze, her face as pale as the moon. “We have to move him,” she whispers, voice breaking. “Not yet.” My words come sharp, as if force alone can stop the bleeding. My vision blurs—tears or panic, I don’t know. “If we move him, it might—” Her fingers close over mine, firm despite her trembling. “If we don’t, he’ll die here.” The truth slices colder than the night air. I nod once, a broken jerk of my chin. Together we lift him—my boy, my light, so small in our arms—and begin the stumbling run back toward the shelters. Every breath feels like it might be his last. Behind us, the forest screams with distant echoes—Rauth’s rage unleashed. The sound chills me, but it also steels me. Whoever loosed that arrow will not leave these woods alive. But right now… right now all I can do is hold on to my son and pray his light does not go out. Elarion is alive. Stable. Breathing. Relief should be enough, yet my heart quakes with a deeper fear—why was his life in danger at all? Who dared aim for the young Alpha? The thought claws at me. If anything were to happen to Elarion—my light, my path to self-discovery, the reason I’m still standing—then I cannot go on living. I press that fear down as the treatment tent’s flap shifts. Rauth’s sentinel bows low. “My lady.” “You didn’t go with him?” My voice trembles though I try to keep it subtle. He straightens, answering with brave simplicity. “No, my lady. My duty is here—at your side. Other sentinels followed him.” My eyes hold his face. Such loyalty—what more could I ask for? I place my hand on his shoulder in thanks. “My lady,” he says, voice rough with conviction, “who do you think would dare harm the young Alpha?” “I don’t know,” I whisper, confusion gnawing at me. “Think, my lady,” he urges, then sinks to one knee, pressing his hand to the earth in oath. “By blood, by fang, I swear—I will give them their blood for water.” His vow ripples through me like still waters, yet the words roar in my ears like storm winds. Chaos thrashes in my chest. To silence it, I say softly, “Rise, Lucan.” For the first time in seven years, I call him by name. Lucan’s eyes blaze. “To fight is to live.” Another voice echoes: “I agree.” Then another: “I agree!” I lift my head and find myself surrounded by my pack—males and females alike, eyes burning, fangs glinting. Together they chant, rising in unison: “To fight is to live!” Their voices thunder like drums. I stand frozen in awe. I never knew I had gathered this much loyalty in these years. My heart flutters in denial—do I deserve this? Acceptance from the very people my mother once cast out, the man I once loved branded them disloyal, sent away from their roots Before I can answer, the pack ripples apart , and through the gaps strides Rauth , his sentinels at his back. His face is shadowed, his scent sharp with blood and fury. I rush into his arms—whether comfort for him or for myself, I cannot tell. His kiss lands on my forehead, warm yet empty of reassurance, heavy only with uncertainty.” He pulls back, gripping my hand as though it is all that steadies him. “We lost them,” he says. “Them?” My voice cracks. “Three she-wolves,” he replies grimly. My breath hitches. She-wolves? Fear coils tighter “The one I caught killed herself instantly,” he adds, and my eyes widen at the weight of those words. He signals, and a sentinel hands him a pouch. He places it in my palms. The moment the leather touches my skin, my knees give out. Mia is there instantly, catching me, steadying me. “Go,” I choke out. “Go back to Elarion. Stay with him.” She hesitates, but obeys. All eyes are on me—Rauth, Lucan, the pack—waiting. Wanting to know what shattered me. I look down at the pouch, then up at their faces, trembling. How do I tell them the truth? This pouch is no stranger. It belongs to my own blood. Once betrayed, the heart never prepares for betrayal again. And yet here it is. My voice breaks as I whisper, “Take me to her. To the body.” We go. The forest swallows us in silence, but when we arrive—the body is gone. Gone. I stand hollow, battered by fear and uncertainty. “My lady?” Lucan’s voice is careful, but it’s more question than address. I lift the pouch high, my hand shaking. “This belongs to my sister.” Gasps ripple through the pack. Their eyes widen. Now they understand why my legs failed me. Memories slice through me like blades—my sisters and I laughing, running under the same moon, sharing secrets by the riverbank. Each memory turns against me now, carving sour wounds into my heart. I once believed they might find me, that we could be whole again, living together in peace. But that fragile hope shatters here, under the weight of this cruel truth. For the first time in years, my tears spill not to be consoled, not to be hidden—but because they are the only thing my battered soul can still release. Hope has betrayed me. And betrayal, it seems, is my family’s curse.In the end, I never really thought I would say it—love is patience, love is sacrifice. Love is not quick to judge, it is not hateful. Love is not merely sweet or reverent, and it is not the absence of ache.Love is a quiet fire that warms even when the world is cold.It is a tide that pulls and releases, shaping the shores of the heart.a fragile bloom in a storm, yet stubborn enough to survive.Love is both shadow and light, always present, sometimes unseen.Love is sometimes a heartbeat echoing in the silence of longing.Yet the cruel truth I fear to admit is this: love asks no “why.” Love does not dwell in perfection. Love is the sword that rends every heart, leaving only surrender in its wake.But it baffles me how the very opposite of love can sometimes wear its skin—how longing, loneliness, and unprofitable pain can disguise themselves as devotion. If not tested by truth, they linger as shadows of love, breeding nothing but regret.And where do we draw the line between love and
🫦It’s been a long day. I toss my dress aside and step into the washroom. The air is thick with memories—this place carries the scent of him, the echo of a past I thought I’d buried. I slip into the warm bath and stretch my legs, letting the water swallow my sigh. The calm barely settles before a knock sounds at the door. “I’m almost done!” I call out. “Okay,” Varyn’s voice answers, low and familiar. And that’s when it hits me—this is his washroom. He’s not leaving. Which means, sooner or later, I’ll have to walk out there and face him. “Come in,” I whisper, barely audible. I’m not even sure he hears me. But the door shifts open, slow and careful. He stands there, framed by the soft light, as though he’s been waiting for that single word—come. Something turns deep within my spirit, but I can’t bring myself to look at him. Not yet. When I finally do—just a tilt of my head—I meet his gaze already waiting on me, steady and unreadable. I’ve known this man before, yet in this m
He grab my hand, pulling me along. “Come, I want you to meet someone.” “What? Wait—I need to receive complaints for Pelin.” “That can wait,” he replies, tugging me forward. “Okay, can we not run? We’re too old for it!” He lets go of my hand I snap, turning back. “No, no, no,” he hurries, catching my hands again. “We walk together—slowly.” But I see the haste in his eyes. “Okay, we can walk fast,” I murmur. And then he starts running. I just smile as his feet barely touch the ground, graceful and purposeful. I tighten my hold on his hands, quickening my pace to match him. We reach the West Castle, and as we step inside, an elder female stands waiting. Varyn presses a subtle nod toward me, and my breath catches. She’s his mother—the same elder whose house I stumbled into that night I wandered the West lands. Now I understand what her silent tears were for—they were for me. Was she able to see through my frustration that night, or did she simply feel the weight
“How long does it take you to get any message?”he asks. I just stand there, breath caught somewhere between shock and ache. How do I act before him now? Do I show him the anger I’ve buried for seven years—the frustration, the abandonment? Or do I thank him for simply being alive? Should I tell him how everything fell apart after his presence vanished from that battlefield? Or should I turn away and say I want none of this—none of him? But the truth is, there’s nothing I’ve wanted more in five long years than this. “I have come to take you back,” he says—his voice steady, commanding, unmistakably Varyn. Possessive as always. I just stand there, unable to meet his eyes. The universe feels as though it’s spinning endlessly around us, yet I remain still, trapped between a thousand breaths I can’t release. My throat aches; I swallow once, desperate to find words—anger, relief, regret—but nothing comes. Then, in a heartbeat, the full moon swells above us. I finally lift my gaze to
🍀🍃Five years later, the West Clan sits in feral peace. Anzelrius has been executed by hanging, the corrupt elders exiled forever, and no soul dares rise in rebellion or treachery again. The calm across the lands feels almost unreal. Every street, every field, seems unnaturally quiet—so peaceful it sometimes bores me.In all my sisters , My sisters remain by my side—except Pelin, who reigns as Luna of our mother’s tribe.. Keala is more than happy as Luna in the South, naming a beautiful village after Moren, the first wolf and a female land name . Caelora has claimed the East as Cat Luna, her dominion respected and feared. Nyvrae only returns once a year, always with her mate. Thyra, however, has never come back since she left, and I worry for her, wondering how she fares. Dolly wanders the lands, frequenting her favorite haunts—the taverns loud with raucous, careless people. She sits in silence among the chaos, and somehow always ensures someone pays for their folly before she leav
⸻ And immediately, I see Varyn’s eyes widen in hope—while Rauth’s narrow in fear. I turn—and there he is. The boy who once helped Varyn meet Elarion for the first time. He steps forward, bows low before the throne. “Forgive me, my Alpha. I am late.” From his satchel, he draws the ancestral fangs of hierarchy—the lost symbol of rule—and places them into Varyn’s open hand. Varyn lifts it high, the room holding its breath. The elders who challenged him drop to their knees, fear and guilt washing over their faces. The guilty ones rise in a hurry, scrambling toward the doors as Varyn turns back to the boy. “Thank you, Myric,” he says, his voice soft for the first time. He pulls the boy into a brief, grateful embrace. “Ask me anything you desire, and I shall grant it. Wealth, land, shelter—name your wish.” Myric bows deeper. “I am sorry, my Alpha. I want the young Alpha’s godmother.” The words hang in the air like a blade. “What?” The sound escapes me before I can stop it. Var







