Masuk
CHAPTER ONE
Nina
The first time I was told I was going to marry Alex Sterling, I laughed.
Not because it was funny.
Because sometimes, when life becomes completely ridiculous, laughter is the only thing standing between you and a breakdown.
I remember sitting at my mother’s dining table, staring at her as though she’d just announced that we’d all be moving to the moon.
“I’m sorry,” I said slowly. “What did you just say?”
My mother wouldn’t meet my eyes.
My father did.
“You heard me.”
I looked from one parent to the other.
Then I laughed again.
“You’re joking.”
Neither of them laughed.
The room suddenly felt too quiet.
“You’re actually serious.”
My father folded his hands on the table.
“Nina, this marriage has been discussed between our families for some time.”
“Some time?”
“Yes.”
“And nobody thought to tell me?”
My mother’s voice was soft.
“We were waiting for the right moment.”
“The right moment to tell me I’m being sold?”
“Nina—”
“No.”
I pushed my chair back.
“Absolutely not.”
I stood so quickly that the chair scraped against the marble floor.
“I don’t care how much money the Sterling family has. I don’t care how important this is to the company. And I definitely don’t care what some seventy-year-old family agreement says.”
My father’s expression hardened.
“You will care.”
I stared at him.
There was something in his voice that made my anger falter.
“What does that mean?”
He didn’t answer immediately.
Instead, he slid a folder across the table.
I stared at it.
Then at him.
“What’s that?”
“The reason you don’t have a choice.”
My stomach twisted.
I slowly opened the folder.
The first page was a legal document.
The second was a financial statement.
The third—
I stopped breathing.
Sterling Holdings.
My eyes moved across the numbers.
Then back to my father.
“You can’t be serious.”
“Our company is in debt.”
I shook my head.
“No.”
“We have six months.”
“No.”
“Without the Sterling investment, we’ll lose everything.”
I closed the folder.
“And marrying their son fixes that?”
My father nodded.
“Alex agreed to the arrangement.”
I laughed bitterly.
“Of course he did.”
Because Alex Sterling always got what he wanted.
He had been that way since we were children.
Our families had known each other for years, which meant Alex and I had been forced into the same rooms, the same dinners, the same holidays.
And we had hated each other from the beginning.
He was arrogant.
Cold.
Infuriatingly calm.
And completely convinced that being born into the Sterling family made him untouchable.
I hated the way he looked at me.
Like he could see every thought I was trying to hide.
I hated the way he never lost an argument.
Most of all, I hated that he seemed to enjoy making me angry.
And now my parents wanted me to marry him.
“No.”
My father sighed.
“Nina.”
“No.”
I pushed the folder away.
“You can sell the house. Sell the cars. Sell everything. I don’t care.”
“We already have.”
That stopped me.
My father looked exhausted.
“We’ve sold almost everything we can.”
I looked at my mother.
Her eyes were wet.
Something inside me cracked.
“So this is it?”
Nobody answered.
I swallowed.
“You’ve already decided.”
My father nodded.
“The wedding is in three months.”
I stared at him.
Three months.
Ninety days.
That was all the time I had left before becoming Alex Sterling’s wife.
I left the dining room without another word.
I didn’t cry.
Not then.
I waited until I reached my bedroom, locked the door, and slid down against it.
Only then did I let the tears come.
Three months.
I was going to marry the man I hated.
And the worst part?
I hadn’t even seen him yet.
Not in three years.
Until tonight.
The Sterling mansion is exactly what I expected.
Huge.
Cold.
Impossibly beautiful.
I stand beside my mother in the entrance hall, trying not to look like I’m contemplating escape.
“Stop fidgeting,” she whispers.
“I’m thinking.”
“About?”
“Running.”
She gives me a warning look.
I almost smile.
Almost.
Then I hear footsteps.
Slow.
Measured.
Coming from the staircase.
My smile disappears.
I look up.
And there he is.
Alex.
For a second, I forget how to breathe.
He’s changed.
Older.
Broader.
More intimidating.
He’s wearing a black suit, his sleeves perfectly fitted around his arms, his dark hair slightly messy in a way that looks completely intentional.
But his eyes are exactly the same.
Cold.
Sharp.
Unforgiving.
They find mine immediately.
He stops at the bottom of the stairs.
Neither of us speaks.
Then his mouth curves into the faintest smile.
Not a kind one.
A dangerous one.
“Nina.”
Just hearing my name in his voice makes something unpleasant twist inside my chest.
I lift my chin.
“Alex.”
He walks toward me.
My mother says something beside me, but I don’t hear it.
Alex stops directly in front of me.
Close enough that I can smell his cologne.
I refuse to step back.
His eyes move over my face.
“You look exactly as I remember.”
I force a smile.
“Disappointed?”
His eyebrow lifts.
“Still difficult.”
“Still arrogant.”
“Still angry.”
“Still unbearable.”
His mouth twitches.
“Good.”
I frown.
“Good?”
He leans slightly closer.
“At least neither of us has changed.”
I stare at him.
Then he says the one thing that makes my blood run cold.
“Because we’re getting married, Nina.”
I swallow.
“I know.”
His eyes hold mine.
“And I have no intention of making this easy for you.”
I smile sweetly.
“Neither do I.”
For the first time, his expression changes.
Something flashes in his eyes.
Amusement.
Challenge.
Maybe even anticipation.
And suddenly I realize something terrifying.
This isn’t going to be a marriage.
It’s going to be a war.
And neither of us intends to lose.
NinaThree months ago, I had stood in this same mirror and wondered how my life had gone so wrong.Today, I was staring at a woman dressed in white.My wedding dress.My wedding.His wedding.Alex’s.I swallowed hard.“You look beautiful.”Kimora’s voice came from behind me.I looked at her through the mirror. She was standing there with her arms folded, her expression unusually soft.“Beautiful enough to marry my worst enemy?”She smiled.“Unfortunately, yes.”I laughed despite myself.For a few seconds, everything felt normal.Then my eyes dropped to the ring on my finger.The diamond caught the light.Alex had placed it there weeks ago, but somehow it felt different today.Permanent.Real.Terrifying.I wasn’t marrying him because I hated him anymore.That was the problem.I wasn’t sure what I felt for him now.I thought about the way he looked at me when he thought I wasn’t watching.The way he’d touched my face.The way he’d kissed me.The way he’d told me he’d loved me since we
AlexSomeone she knew.Those three words had been sitting between us like a loaded gun.Nina stared at me.“Who?”I didn’t answer immediately.Not because I didn’t know.Because I did.And I wasn’t ready to tell her.“Alex.”I stepped closer.“There’s something I need you to understand.”Her expression hardened.“If you’re about to tell me to trust you without explaining anything, don’t.”I almost smiled.Still Nina.Still challenging me even when she was afraid.“You’re right.”She blinked.“I am?”“Yes.”I took a breath.“You deserve answers.”“Then give me some.”“I will.”“When?”“Soon.”She groaned.“That’s not an answer.”“I know.”I reached for her hand.She let me take it.That small gesture affected me more than it should have.Especially after what had happened between us.The kiss.I could still feel her lips against mine.And now that I’d finally had her, I wanted more.Much more.That was precisely why I needed distance.Because I knew myself.Once I allowed myself to hav
The KissNinaI couldn’t breathe.Not properly.I was staring at Alex, but my mind was stuck on the words he’d just said.Because I’m hiding it because I love you.He loved me.Alex Sterling loved me.The man who had spent years arguing with me.The man who had looked at me like I was the most irritating person he’d ever met.The man I had convinced myself couldn’t stand me.Loved me.“You…”My voice barely came out.Alex’s expression changed.He looked almost frightened.Not of me.Of what he’d just admitted.“Nina.”“You love me?”He closed his eyes briefly.“I shouldn’t have said that.”“No.”I stepped closer.“You don’t get to say something like that and then walk away.”“I wasn’t going to.”“Then tell me.”His emerald eyes met mine.“I’ve loved you since we were nineteen.”Everything inside me went still.“Nineteen?”He nodded.“All this time?”“Yes.”I shook my head.“But you hated me.”“I never hated you.”“You made me believe you did.”“I know.”“Why?”His jaw tightened.“Beca
AlexI woke up the next morning knowing I had made a mistake.Not because I had almost kissed Nina.That part wasn’t the mistake.The mistake was letting her see me.Not Alex Sterling—the billionaire, the businessman, the man who never loses control.Just me.The man who had loved her for thirteen years.I stood in front of the mirror, fastening the buttons of my shirt.Three years.Three years of keeping my distance.Three years of convincing myself that staying away from Nina was the only way to keep her safe.And now she was sleeping under my roof.I was losing the control I’d spent years building.My phone rang.Lucian.I answered.“Tell me.”His voice was serious.“We have a problem.”I walked toward my desk.“What happened?”“The security team found something.”My stomach tightened.“What?”“A vehicle has been watching the penthouse.”I went completely still.“How long?”“Three nights.”Three nights.Since Nina moved in.“Do we know who?”“Not yet.”I grabbed my jacket.“Keep th
NinaI couldn’t sleep.Which was ridiculous.It was almost two in the morning, and I had been staring at the ceiling for what felt like hours.All I could think about was Alex.More specifically—His lips.The way he had looked at me on the balcony.The way he’d admitted that if I hadn’t told him not to kiss me, he would have.I rolled onto my side.“This is a disaster.”I hated him.I had to remember that.He was arrogant.Controlling.Infuriating.And he was the reason I was living in a penthouse I hadn’t chosen, preparing for a marriage I hadn’t asked for.So why did my heart beat faster whenever he got close?I threw the blanket off and got out of bed.I needed water.Maybe that would clear my head.The penthouse was completely silent when I walked downstairs.Except for the soft sound of music.I followed it.The lights in the living room were dim.Alex stood by the windows.He was wearing black sweatpants and a plain white T-shirt.No suit.No expensive watch.No perfectly style
AlexI knew Nina was jealous.She thought she was hiding it.She wasn’t.The moment Victoria touched my arm, Nina’s entire expression changed.It should have amused me.Instead, I found myself wondering whether she cared.And that was dangerous.Because I had spent years convincing myself that wanting her was something I could control.Living with her was making that lie harder to maintain.I watched her from across the room as she spoke with Kimora.She looked beautiful.Not because she was dressed for attention.Because she wasn’t trying.That was always the problem with Nina.She never needed to try.She caught me staring.“What?”“Nothing.”“You’re staring.”“I was thinking.”“About?”I walked toward her.“You.”Her eyes widened slightly.“I doubt that.”“You shouldn’t.”She crossed her arms.“Was that woman your girlfriend?”“No.”“Ex?”“No.”“Someone you’re sleeping with?”My eyebrow lifted.“Are you asking because you care?”“No.”“Then why are you asking?”She opened her mouth







