chapter forty six

The icy feel the water gives my body is thrilling. I squeeze shampoo onto my palm, feeling the strawberry sented soap calm my nerves even more. By the time I was done I felt satisfied and calmer than I was thirty minutes ago. Wait.... thirty minutes? Shit. Hurriedly, I make my way to the closet, already feeling lazy to dress up. I just want to stay naked. Searching through my options I settle on a lose sleeveless dress in a light blue colour, with a pink hue staining the bottom. I don't put on anything else on the inside and just apply a lite moisturizer on my skin. I love the way the dress hugs my body but is loose enough to enable me to move freely and still feel dressed. It ends just under my knees and I like that because I have no under ware on. Safety first right? Huh? Huh?.....oh you don't get it.

By the time I'm going back down stairs I hear Herman and grace having a conversation in the kitchen.

"I can't do it later....yes a few days postponing the trip yes but not a whole month