LOGINHELENE
Amidst my confusion, I heard Camille speak. “From what I can remember, this engagement wasn’t originally supposed to fall upon Noemie. In fact, Lucien and Helene were the better match, with their ages being almost the same…” Her words Instantly pulled all of us back into old memories. Indeed, before the age of fifteen, I had always known that I had a fiancé. The engagement between the Laurent and Blackthorne families had been established during our grandfathers’ generation—long before I was even born. Originally, it was meant to unite the eldest daughter and eldest son of the main branches of both families. However, neither my father nor Mrs. Blackthorne had any interest in each other. They already had partners of their own—my mother and Lucien’s father. Naturally, the possibility of marrying their other children was considered. But with the Laurent family, they hit a snag—my father was an only child. With no suitable counterpart on our side, the match quietly fell through. And just like that, the engagement faded into obscurity. It wasn’t until my grandfather passed away that things changed. Whether out of regret or a desire to honor an old promise, Laurent’s grandfather brought the engagement back to the forefront, determined to fulfill the vow he had made to his late friend. Unfortunately, timing worked against them once more. Mrs. Blackthorne conceived late, while my mother gave birth to Camille early. The age gap between the two eldest children became far too wide for the match to be viable. And so, their attention turned to me, who was born around the same time as Lucien. Just like that, my future was decided. No one, however, anticipated what would follow. At thirteen, Noemie fell in love with her would-be brother-in-law. Her Infatuation was fierce and undisguised. She made no effort to hide either her feelings or the hostility she harbored toward me, until even our parents could no longer pretend not to notice. Then came the tears. The desperate pleas. Even threats of self-harm. She wielded every weapon at her disposal, until our parents finally agreed to transfer the engagement onto her. I never knew what my parents said to the Blackthorne family to secure their consent. I only knew that, before I could fully process what had happened, Noemie had became publicly acknowledged as Lucien’s fiancée. And I— Was “persuaded” to retreat gracefully. Even now, I could still recall the exact words my parents had used when they finally deigned to inform me of their decision. “Helene, I know this might be difficult for you to accept,” my mother had said, her tone steeped in affected gentleness. “But your younger sister truly likes him and insists she’ll be with no one else. Besides, you and Lucien don’t have feelings for each other yet, so it hardly matters… right?” As for my father— “You’re the elder sister,” he had said flatly. “Giving way once isn’t a big deal. To avoid attracting unnecessary attention, stay indoors for the next few days. As compensation, your monthly allowance will be doubled.” To be honest, I hadn’t felt much about the engagement changing hands. The truth was, I barely knew Lucien back then. Unlike him and my two sisters, who studied at elite institutions, I attended a regular school; having spent most of my childhood living with my maternal grandparents. For that same reason, Lucien and I had only met a handful of times—at most exchanging polite greetings that never lingered long enough to leave an impression. To me, he was merely a cold, distant boy. And to him, I was probably nothing more than a quiet, unremarkable girl. Moreover, I had always sensed that who his fiancée was never truly mattered to him. To Lucien Blackthorne, the engagement had always seemed like an obligation—one he would fulfill regardless of the name attached to it. So when the decision was made, aside from the faint distaste of being treated as a disposable pawn, I felt close to nothing. — Snapping out of my reverie, I studied Camille with renewed attention, as though seeing her for the first time. In this family, I had always known where I stood. To my mother, Noemie alone was enough to occupy all her affection and concern. To my father, grooming Camille into the perfect successor consumed his every thought and effort. As for me—the unfortunate middle child—I had long grown accustomed to being sidelined and overlooked. Yet I had never truly resented them for it. Perhaps it was because this was my second chance at life. In my past life, I had been born an orphan and lived in a post-apocalyptic world ravaged by extreme climates and mutated beasts. Survival had been a daily struggle. So when I died and opened my eyes again to find myself reborn in a clean hospital room, welcomed into a peaceful, orderly world as a newborn, I had been nothing short of overjoyed. At first, I had even harbored naïve fantasies. I thought I might finally make up for the regrets of being an orphan in my previous life. I never expected that, from the very beginning, I would be shunned and rejected by my birth parents. The reason was laughably simple and unbelievably cliché. Because I wasn’t a son. After giving birth to Camille or perhaps, even before then, my parents became obsessed with producing a male heir. So when my mother conceived me, they were convinced I would be the long-awaited answer to their expectations. Reality proved otherwise. And so, all their disappointment and resentment at having their hopes dashed were quietly redirected toward me—an innocent, defenseless newborn. One might wonder why the same treatment hadn’t been extended to Camille or Noemie. The reason was simple. By the time Noemie was born, Camille had already displayed signs of remarkable business aptitude, resulting in my father no longer feeling desperate for a male heir. And with that pressure lifted, my mother became free to display her ‘motherly affections’ without reservation. Absurd, wasn’t it? But it no longer mattered. What you never truly had could never truly hurt you. That said, I had always felt a faint sense of pity toward Camille. Because before she became favored, she too, had endured a period of neglect. But unlike me, she had neither the memories nor experience of another life, no emotional distance to shield her. Yet now, as I mulled over her words, I realized that my pity might have been misplaced. She actually wanted to push the engagement back onto me. What a perfect arrangement, I thought mockingly. Enjoy the benefits during the good times, and when misfortune strikes, simply pass the burden onto someone else. Seems like they were beginning to mistake my silence for me being a pushover. So— I lifted my gaze and met Camille’s eyes directly. “You must be joking,” I said calmly. “Everyone here and in all of Solstice City knows how deeply in love Noemie is with her fiancé. She even once swore she’d never marry anyone else but him. Given such devotion, who could possibly be a more perfect match than the two of them?” I turned my gaze toward the figure nestled in our mother’s arms. “Isn’t that right, Noemie?” “It’s understandable to feel shaken by his accident,” I continued gently, every word dripping with feigned concern. “But considering how much you love him, I’m sure you’ll come around soon. After all, abandoning him at a time like this would risk you being labeled as flighty and unfaithful.” “You—!” Noemie shot upright, her face flushing red with humiliation and fury as she pointed at me. “Y-you’re spouting nonsense!” Of course, my parents wouldn’t stand by and watch their cherished little flower get ‘bullied.’ “That’s enough, Helene,” my father snapped. My mother frowned, displeasure evident in her tone. “Do you really have to speak so harshly?” Suddenly, I felt exhausted. How long was I expected to keep enduring this blatant favoritism and disregard? Ten years? Twenty? Or a lifetime? Whenever Noemie hurled insults at me, they barely reprimanded her. Yet the moment I spoke even slightly out of line, I became the unreasonable one. With that thought, my patience finally wore thin. I rose slowly to my feet. “I just remembered I have an important engagement,” I said evenly. “I’m afraid I won’t be able to stay for dinner.” My father’s expression darkened instantly. “What kind of flimsy excuse of that? Are you trying to walk out simply because we scolded you a little?” “You’re overthinking,” I replied calmly. “I genuinely have something to do before the day ends.” Without waiting for a response, I picked up my bag and headed for the door. “If you leave now, don’t even think about stepping foot in this house again!” my father barked behind me. I didn’t pause. As I reached the entrance, I caught my mother’s hushed reproach, the word ‘ungrateful’ slipping into my ears. Ignoring it entirely, I stepped outside and shut the door behind me, the sound echoing sharply through the quiet night.HELENEA month had passed since my contract marriage with Lucien came to an end.In what felt like the blink of an eye, so much had changed.The most significant development, of course, was Lucien's complete recovery.He no longer needed a wheelchair.Even now, I could still vividly remember the first time I saw him standing in front of me, dressed in a perfectly tailored suit.He looked like the same Lucien I'd known for the past year, yet there was something undeniably different about him.Perhaps it was the way he carried himself. Or maybe it was the confidence that seemed to come naturally when he was standing on his own two feet.Whatever it was, a fully recovered Lucien was simply leagues ahead of the man I'd once watched navigate the world from a wheelchair.And I couldn't have been happier for him.Soon after his recovery, Lucien also managed to uncover the truth behind his accident.It hadn't been an accident at all.Marcus and Julian had conspired with the Morgans, one of th
HELENEFor the entire duration of my long flight back to Solstice City, I remained in a constant state of anxiety. Even when I forced myself to take a nap, my sleep was filled with nightmares about something terrible having happened to Lucien.There was nothing I could do about it, though. Until I saw him with my own eyes, I knew I wouldn't be able to rest easy.Finally, after more than ten hours, the plane touched down at Solstice Airport.The first thing I did after landing was turn off airplane mode and check my phone for messages and missed calls from either Lucien or Adrian.There were several.The missed calls were from Lucien, while the message was from Adrian.The moment I read his text saying that nothing serious had happened and that Lucien was fine, the overwhelming relief nearly made my knees buckle. I clutched the handle of my suitcase to steady myself and took a moment to regain my balance.Adrian had also mentioned that they were already on their way home when he'd sent
LUCIENDr. Hayes studied the scans on the monitor for a long moment before turning to face me."Mr. Blackthorne, I'll be direct with you. What we're seeing here has no straightforward clinical explanation."I sat in front of him with Adrian standing behind me, my brows instinctively furrowing as various possibilities flashed through my mind.“What do you mean?”Had my condition worsened?I turned the possibility over briefly, then pushed it aside and looked at Dr. Hayes's face instead.He looked solemn, but there was something else there too. A mixture of fascination, doubt, and amazement.It was as though he had encountered something he could hardly believe himself.“Have you undergone any form of treatment in the past few months?” he asked. “Anything at all.”“Nothing,” I said. “I've been either at home or at the office.”He nodded slowly, then looked back at the screen. His gaze returned to me a moment later before he let out a breath that sounded almost like a laugh—short, quiet,
HELENEThe moment the phone slipped from Lucien's hands and left me staring at the ceiling, I could no longer hold back the fear threatening to overwhelm me."Lucien!"I called his name again, but there was no reply.Only the faint, steady sound of his breathing reassured me that he was still there. It was the only thing keeping me from losing my composure entirely.The pallor of his face before the phone slipped from his grasp, the way he'd tried to reassure me despite the pain—both images kept replaying in my mind.Worse, I had no way of knowing whether he was still conscious.The more I thought about it, the colder my hands became.No.I shook my head sharply.I couldn't afford to panic. Lucien needed me now more than ever.With that thought, I forced myself to take one slow breath."Lucien, if you can hear me, stay with me." My voice came out less steady than I'd intended, and I let it. This was already the best I could manage. "I'm going to call Adrian. He'll be there soon. Just
LUCIENI never imagined I was capable of missing someone with such intensity, but three weeks of Helene being in Country H had taught me just how wrong I'd been.It couldn't even compare to the time she'd gone to stay with her grandparents.That had been different.This time, we weren't separated by a few streets, but by countries, and somehow, that distance made her absence far more pronounced.Nights were the worst of it.Ever since I'd kissed her the night before her departure, I'd rarely managed to get through one without dreaming about her.Rubbing my aching temple, I glanced down at my watch.It was already well past closing time, yet I had no particular desire to return to an empty house.Then I remembered that our daily call would be in roughly two hours, and my mood brightened almost immediately.It seems I couldn't avoid going home after all.The corners of my lips lifted at the thought.Over the past three weeks, I'd learned something about Helene through our calls: she did
HELENEIf there was one person who was happiest about my business trip being postponed, it was undoubtedly Lucien.And he wasn't even trying to hide it.In fact, the moment I told him I would be staying behind, the way he tried—and ultimately failed—to contain his delight had been almost comical.But in the end, I didn't actually get to spend much time with him. I was busy at the studio, while he had the company to deal with.Still, over the next four days, he made a point of dropping me off at work every morning and picking me up every evening.Thanks to that, everyone at the studio soon knew that I was married.And, apparently, to Isabel's cousin at that.They teased me relentlessly about it until I had no choice but to put on a scowl and scare them into shutting up.Meanwhile, the Jordan situation had finally been resolved.After our lawyer forwarded the evidence to the other photographer's legal team, they quickly recognized that the entire matter had been a misunderstanding, with
HELENEThe seating arrangement was almost identical to two days ago.My mother and Noemie sat together on one sofa. I sat alone on the opposite one. My father and Camille occupied the two armchairs.Only this time, there was no need to wait for anyone to arrive.Everyone was present.“I know this i
HELENEMorning sunlight filtered through the curtains and spilled across the bed.Feeling the warmth brushing against my skin, I cracked my eyes open and glanced at the baby-pink alarm clock resting on the bedside table.6:09 AM.Still early.With no pressing obligations weighing on my mind, I clos
LUCIEN“I plan to skip the engagement ceremony and move directly to your marriage with Noemie.”My mother, Vivienne Blackthorne, delivered the decision out of the blue as we ate dinner at my place.My hands paused briefly over the steak knife—only for a fraction of a second—before I resumed cutting
HELENE Rather than being stumped by my questions, Camille smiled.“I’ll answer your questions one by one,” she said calmly. “First—Lucien.”“You don’t want to marry him? But Helene, at the very least, you’re familiar with him. He’s cold, yes, but he’s also known to be a gentleman.”She tilted her







