Chapter 48

ALEXIS' POV

If this is how heartbreak feels like, then how worse can it get when you have completely let your guards down and you have fallen deeply in love with that person?

My whole body feels entirely beaten and weak and it takes so much effort to move my legs. My guts threaten to release the tears that almost choke me and I bring a hand over my trembling lips to stop whatever show to weakness it is about to spill out with the tears.

I will not cry. I will not allow them make me cry again.

My aching heart threatens to explode under the intensity of my spiralling emotions. I cannot feel myself anymore. I cannot hold this anymore either. I have to get a room and let my emotions out.

I reach for another door and give a quick and impatient knock, hoping it would be empty and when I do not get any response from within, I gently push it open to be greeted by the emptiness of the large and exquisite bedroom before me. Quickly, I get in and shut the door behind me before sinking on the