Chapter 47

Chapter 47

Claire pov.

Sadness, disappointment, and guilt. That’s all I can feel.

I know I should not have shown them what I am. Who I am. I wish I could be selfish one last time and just have them in my arms.

I feel guilty for scaring them, especially Ivy. I didn’t want to scare her. I had hoped it didn’t scare her. I failed as a mate already. How do I expect to be a good mother if I can’t be a good mate?

I feel guilty for shutting my aunt away. She is only trying to help and I shut her away. I feel guilty for also shutting the kids away when they needed me the most because they were confused since they hadn’t seen their mama and papa for a while, I’m thankful for having my aunt she has been the one taking care of them she told me them ivy and Scott went on a business trip.

At first, I felt angry at my wolf for saying it was time. For drilling into my head that we should do it now. But now I realize I would rather it had been now than further on when we get married and our bond b