Frustration and Release

Manny's POV

It was now the beginning of May and I had been coming to my uncle's restaurant every chance I got in hopes of running into My Keya again. So much so that upon me walking in my uncle said sounding a bit peeved,

"No she hasn't been in here today, Manny."

Damn! Where is she?! I thought.

"Uh, ok thanks Unc" I laughed awkwardly.

"Manny, I think that you need to take a break from searching for her and look for someone else." My Tio said, I knew he was concerned about me but I was irritated by him suggesting I be with someone else, I didn't want someone else. I needed her,

"I wish it were that simple Tio, pero (but) I told you how she made me feel. No woman has come close to making me feel like that, not even a fraction of that!"

I said a bit louder than I wanted to and some customers turned around looking at me. I didn't care. His uncle noticed the stares,

"I understand that nephew, but there are other women in the world you know?!"

I was pissed! "I don't want any other woman, I want her! She's MINE! And I will have her!"

I yelled and stormed off. Some of the customers looked startled and were gossiping. His uncle looked at them laughing nervously, 

"Young love, what can you do?" He said throwing up his hands. 

Outside Manny was fuming and pacing, he wiped his hand down his face to try and calm himself down. Fuck! Where is she? I couldn't do nothing but think about her for the last 4 weeks straight. Dreaming about her at night and daydreaming about her all the time, even praying about her at church every Sunday!

His mind started to wander again.. her incredible smell.. her soft lips on mine.. what it might feel like to run my fingers through her curly hair.. how she looks as my tongue delved deep within her pussy.. what her voice would sound like calling my name as I was balls deep inside her... 

'RING RING' My cousin Victor was calling, knocking me out of my thoughts.

"Hey cuz!" he said.

"What's up, Vic?"

"Shit, what you up to today?"

Losing my damn mind over this girl is what I wanted to say but, I let out an exaggerated sigh, "Uh, nothing much, why what's up?"

"You up for a ride?" he asked.

"Hell yeah where you at, I'll meet you?"

"Aight let's meet up on Division and Cali in 10, cool?"

"Yep, bet"

"Bet" I hung up, took a couple of deep breaths. 

I went back inside to apologize to my Tio, it's not his fault, he's not the one that's sexually frustrated, he was just trying to help.

"Lo siento Tio, (I'm sorry uncle), I was wrong, I gotta go, love you!"

"Love you too, nephew!" Manny left, his uncle shook his head chuckling, "Kids!" 

I got on my bike and drove up the street to meet Vic. I spotted him on his bike when I pulled up, he was smirking. I pulled up and gave him some dab, putting my shades on my head.

"You good cuz?" he asks. He knew that I had been looking for her too. I nodded, he looked at me skeptically,

"You sure, because your eyes are grey."

I sighed, I don't know why but my eyes change color depending upon my mood. Grey when I was horny, green when I'm pissed, brown when I'm sad and blue when I'm happy. I know weird right? 

I gave him a look like 'Leave it alone, Vic'. I pulled my shades back on. He threw up his hands in surrender,

"I'm just tryna help you out bro."

I let out a frustrated sigh, wiping my hand down my face,

"I know, thanks cuz. I just can't get her off my mind tho." I said feeling a bit down.

"That girl gonna be in trouble whenever you do find her!"

He chuckles shaking his head. He ain't lying about that, she got me out here on a damn emotional rollercoaster, I'm gonna make her pay for that tenfold. She ain't gonna be able to walk for a damn WEEK!

"Well I'm here to help, you wanna go to a party?" he asked looking at me hopeful.

"Hell yeah, I could use a party right about now!"

He chuckled, "That's what's up! Let's roll then, fool!" He start up his engine pulling off and I follow his lead.

We drove a few minutes before I heard some loud Tupac music playing. He slowed down near Palmer Square park on Kedzie & Palmer Blvd. It was some kind of Cinco de Mayo cookout going on. Smirking, smh he always knew where the best parties were lol.

We park and head over to the festivities and I recognize some of the people here, some of my old high school friends. Jessie, Carla, Jose, Lupe, Matthew, Annmarie, Big John, JoMari, Tyler, Lenette, and Sonny.

"YO! Its been forever since I seen y'all, what's up?!" I hug or give high fives to everyone.

"What you been doing with yourself Manny?"

JoMari asked, if I remember correctly she used to have a huge crush on me, I see her cheeks are red.

"Nothing much I just got back from the Marines a few months back, but how you been?" I say checking her out.. a little.

"I got 3 kids now and I work as a CNA over at St. Mary Hospital," she said looking flirty and shy she has a huge smile on her face..

As the night goes on I drink a little something something, and smoke a few joints. She dancing all up on me, grinding her ass all on my dick. I hold on to her bouncing her ass into my crotch to the beat of the music. She turns around and says to me, "You wanna go back to my place?"

"Alright let's jet!" We get on my bike and she tells me where her apartment is.

Once she opened her door some young girl that looks like her twin says, "Finally you're back, Jo!"

JoMari gives the girl $40 and says, "Manny this is my younger sister, Yesmina. Yessy this is Manny, we graduated from Clemente together. Are the kids sleep? Any problems with them?"

Yessy puts the money in her bra then grabs her bag saying, "Yes they're sleeping and no problems, good night sis" she hugs JoMari and looks at me lustfully, licks her lips and smirks, "Night Manny." She leaves closing the door after her.

JoMari goes and checks on her kids, while I take a seat on the couch. My mind went straight to thinking about My Keya, like what was she doing right now? She said that she was single, I hope I see her again soon. I'd rather be with her tonight licking her from head to toe.. slapping her ass while ramming my cock into her relentlessly.. hearing her moan my fucking Name, 'MMMMannyyy!'.. I wonder what she taste like?..

"Manny!?"

I opened my eyes and see JoMari looking at me smirking. "I hope your dick got bigger because you were thinking of me just now?" She said straddling me, pulling up my shirt, sucking on my neck. It's been years since I've gotten laid and now that I've found My Keya, she's the only one that I want.. that I need.

But I really need to get one off right now.  So I grabbed JoMari by her ass and rock her back and forth on my dick. She's only wearing a miniskirt, thongs and a tube top. Im not interested in fucking her but I will dry hump the daylights outta her. She grabs my nipples and rubs them roughly between her fingers, it just intensifies my build up and I rocked her faster. Her moans are growing loud as fuck, she whimpers and I feel her coming, soaking through my slacks. But I don't stop, "Say my name!"

I feel her trembling in my grasp, "I won't stop until you say my fucking Name!" She whispers weakly, "manny.." I shake my head and slap her on her ass 'SLAP' she gasps, "Say my fucking NAME!" I nearly roared at her. She flinched her eyes wide, lips quivering. I can see she couldn't handle me, her face was as red as a beet, panting, "Ma.. Mannyyy!" She came again and was a shaking mess on top of me. I groaned my release, "Good girl" I smirked she wasn't half bad. But I'm sure My Keya will be better.. perfect.

I lifted her limp self off me and lay her on the couch, seeing movement behind me I turned. A boy maybe around 3 years old was slowly walking into the living room rubbing his eyes with the back of his hand holding a small teddy bear, "Mommy?" I sigh, man I can't wait to knock up My Princess.. Well that was my cue to go.

I leave her apartment get on my bike and head home. I shower and go lay in my big, cold empty ass bed, wishing My Keya was here, to warm and soak these sheets with the river I'm gonna make run from between her sexy ass thighs, right next to me.

It also gives me some time to figure out several puzzling issues like:

1. What was that weird pulling feeling?

2. Why the hell I felt like that when she touched me.

3. And what was all that 'Mate' shit I heard?

Hell yeah I wanted to mate her. I want to fuck her senseless, fuck her till she knows that she is Mine! Fuck her till she never even thinks about another man! I NEED her, I think I am in love with her.. I think I'll go visit my parents tomorrow to ask them for some advice on this matter. Thinking about her instantly makes me hard, so I beat off like I've done every night since I first met her, yelling her name as I cum. Envisioning her in my arms I fall asleep..dreaming of My Keya. 

The next day I visited my parents home, I had been telling them about Keya too, and my mom told me, "If it's meant to be, then it will be Manny. If the Heavenly Father has made her for you then she is for you and no one else." My dad added, "Yeah son, if she is truly for you, it will happen when it is time for it to happen. So don't try and rush these things, have patience and remember, can't no one close the doors that The Heavenly Father has opened or open up the doors He has closed okay?" "Yes, thanks, I truly needed to hear this, I love y'all" I went and gave them both hugs and kisses.  I love my parents they were forever by my side.

On my way out my Grandpa stops me, "Hey there kiddo, hear you're having lady problems" he says chuckling. When my family moved to Chicago my grandparents moved in with my parents and have lived here ever since. I always love coming to him for advice he has great wisdom. "Yeah sorta.." I say rubbing the back of my neck. We go sit on the patio on their backyard. "Well spill" he says grinning. 

I take a deep breath, "Well I met her on Easter at Tio's restaurant and Paupau she was perfect!" His eyes grew and twinkled in awe, nodding for me to continue. "She's short maybe 5'3"ish, 125lbs with curves in all the right places. Nice breast, a fat ass, beautiful brown eyes. Thick curly shoulder length hair, dark chocolate skin that makes me wanna pour her on every fucking Sundae I eat! And she smells amazing, do you remember those fresh lavender flowers Memau used to grow?" He nodded looking excited. "That's what she smells like!"

My Memau walks onto the patio with a tray full of glasses of lemonade and says, "She smells that good? Whoa! Sounds like you're in love, hijo!" she exclaimed kindly. She came and gave me a kiss on my forehead. I looked at her, biting my lip in excitement, "Do you really think so?" She smiled widely, "Yes I think so, is she constantly on your mind?" "Yes it's hard to think at times, all I can think about is her, its crazy!" I said. My Papau shook his head, "Not crazy, its just she is your Rib!" 

My Rib? "What do you mean?" I asked curiously. "When the CREATOR made Adam, the first man, HE saw how lonely Adam was so he put him in a deep sleep. Then took one of Adam's rib from his body, I'd like to think it was the rib that covered his heart most likely, and created a female for him, Adam named her Eve. She was made from him, for him!" He said eyes full of wisdom and confidence. Then he turned to his wife and I seen his eyes hold such love and compassion for her.

Then I thought of something, "Do you think she is like my soulmate? I kept hearing.. or thinking of that word when I was around her." They turned to me like I had a revelation, "Yes exactly!" My Memau said. Now I have to find her, I have no doubts. I'm completely sure that she is mine now, My Keya.