INICIAR SESIÓNA week after the walkout incident that had rocked the main practice room of the Music Arts Conservatory, an official summons letter from Professor Hans's desk landed in Michi's personal email inbox. There was no explosive fury, no disciplinary hearing summons like the ones her classmates had feared on her behalf—no small comfort, since half the graduating year had spent the week whispering bets on exactly how bad the fallout would be. What it contained was nothing more than a brief instruction: Main Recital Room, 4:00 PM. No audience.
When Michi pushed open the heavy door of the recital room that afternoon, the air inside felt noticeably colder than usual. Professor Hans stood alone in the middle row of seats, arms crossed over his chest, while the stage lights lit up the pitch-black grand piano at the center of the room like a courtroom bench.
"Do you think that cheap little act of courage of yours is going to save your future on an international stage, Arunika?" the professor's hoarse voice broke the silence, sharp and uncompromising. "The Vienna committee doesn't need a rebel. They need precision."
Michi didn't bow her head. She walked calmly toward the stage, set her score bag down on a small chair, then sat up straight facing the piano keys. Inside her chest, her heartbeat thundered, but no longer out of fear. There was an unfamiliar calm flowing through every vein in her body—a calm she had discovered through the freedom of playing music without a weight pressing down on her, born from all those quiet hours in the basement studio with Rimba. She thought, briefly, of what he would have said if he'd been standing at the back of this room instead of the professor—something irreverent, probably, meant to needle the nerves right out of her.
"I didn't come here to justify some act of rebellion, Professor," Michi answered firmly, her voice echoing through the empty recital room. "I came to prove that music doesn't have to die in order to become perfect."
Professor Hans didn't respond. He simply gave a small, cold nod, gesturing for Michi to begin.
Michi drew a deep breath, closing her eyes for a second to gather every one of her senses into one. The moment her fingers struck the first key of the Chopin repertoire, the room seemed to come alive. She wasn't playing like some typewriter of the score sheet. She released every note with the kind of high-level technical precision that had always been the academy's standard, but wrapped in a depth of feeling, a wild, breathing dynamic range, and a jolting emotional honesty. She played the climactic section with full intensity—fusing the rigid discipline of classical training with the free spirit she had learned from her nights in an entirely different world.
Time seemed to stop inside that high-ceilinged, acoustically tuned room. When the last note hung in the air and slowly faded into silence, Professor Hans stood frozen in place. The horn-rimmed glasses on his aged face had slipped nearly to the point of falling off, while his eyes stared straight at the stage with an expression difficult to read—somewhere between disbelief, awe, and the stark realization that his prized student had now transformed into a true artist.
"Extraordinary," Professor Hans finally whispered, his voice losing every trace of the sharp, curt tone he usually carried. He stepped slowly toward the stage. "You were right, Arunika... the Vienna committee really isn't looking for a mechanical doll. They're looking for a soul."
Two days later, a recommendation file, filled with special notes from the professor, sailed smoothly onto the desk of the international selection committee. The plane tickets and travel documents for Austria were officially in hand at last.
That night, at Basement Studio Number Three, Michi laid the official envelope from the embassy down on the mixing desk in front of Rimba. He went still for a moment, reading line by line through the scholarship confirmation letter, complete with the highest possible score her scholarship had just been awarded.
"Highest score?" Rimba's eyebrows shot up, half in astonishment, half in pride. He looked at Michi with the most sincere smile she had ever seen on him. "That old professor really did give in to how stubborn you are, huh?"
Michi laughed easily, wrapping both arms around Rimba's neck as he rose from his chair. "He didn't give in. He just realized he couldn't cage me anymore, not really."
Rimba returned the embrace tightly, breathing in the scent of vanilla and score paper that always clung to Michi. Beneath the warmth of that hug, his expression softened for a moment in silence—holding a deep, private admiration for the woman in his arms, never once knowing that beneath this classical pianist's graceful surface, there lived the rhythm of Midnight Frequency's drums, hammering out a world every single night that he had never once set foot in. The secret was still safe, waiting for the right moment to finally detonate on the next stage fate had in store for them.
Michi held on a little longer than she needed to, letting her cheek rest against his shoulder, feeling the quiet weight of that one unshared truth settle back into its familiar place. It wasn't guilt exactly—not anymore, not after everything they'd survived together—but it was something close to it, a small, persistent awareness that even now, standing this close, there was still a version of herself he hadn't met. She told herself, the way she always did, that there would be time for that later. Tonight belonged to the letter on the desk, to the number at the top of it, and to the fact that for once, every door in front of her seemed to be opening rather than closing. She pulled back just far enough to look up at him, memorizing the unguarded relief on his face, and thought, not for the first time, that she wanted to be the one who kept putting it there.
One year later.The main auditorium of the Swasemesta Music Conservatory was packed with visitors that night, far exceeding its normal capacity for the Graduating Class Culmination Night—an annual tradition in which the top graduates from each department are given one more chance to perform in front of the public before officially stepping out through their alma mater's gates. Strings of white fairy lights had been draped along the balcony railings for the occasion, and the smell of fresh flowers from the front-row arrangements drifted faintly all the way backstage.Backstage, Michiko Arunika Suryokusumo stood in front of a dressing mirror, wearing a long black gown, elegant yet simple. But unlike every formal performance she'd given over the past four years, this time there was one detail she had never once allowed to appear on an official conservatory stage before: a pair of drumsticks tucked neatly inside a small bag hanging from the side of her dressing chair
Two weeks passed since that night on the porch, and slowly, the rhythm of their life together began finding its shape again.The campaign video never resurfaced. Not because Surya had truly given up—Rimba knew his father well enough to know that a man like that never truly stops, only waits for a more advantageous moment. The last update to reach Rimba's ears was that his father's media team had their hands full managing the agenda ahead of next year's election season, and for the time being, neither Rimba's name nor Michi's was useful enough to bother with. The threat hadn't disappeared. It was only sleeping, waiting for a better time to wake up again.What he knew for certain was that, for the first time in years, he was no longer carrying every anxiety that surfaced from his father's shadow alone. Every time that name crossed his mind, he told Michi about it, sometimes Bayu too, sometimes Kelana over the long phone calls they'd started making a regular habit e
Michi was rearranging some sheet music in her room when the notification sound on her phone rang out—a message from Rimba, brief but different from the empty messages she'd been receiving so often lately, the kind that used to arrive hours late with nothing real inside them.I'm outside your house. Can I come in? I promise, this time I'll tell you everything.She stared at that screen for a long time before finally heading downstairs, opening the front door with a hand that trembled slightly. Rimba stood there, his face tired but his eyes showing something different from the past few weeks—no longer that evasive look, but a seriousness he rarely ever showed.They sat on the front porch, among the potted flowers Akari usually tended, lit by the dim yellow light that evening, the same porch light that had watched over every homecoming and every quiet argument this family had ever had."Chi, I'm sorry," Rimba said, starting with
Maharani's dance studio was still lit even though the hour had grown late, dim lights illuminating the wooden floor her students usually used to practice Pakarena dance in the afternoons. The building was otherwise silent, the kind of silence that only settles into a place built for music and movement once both have gone quiet for the night. Rimba found his mother alone there, sitting cross-legged in the middle of the empty room, staring silently at the large mirror reflecting her own image back at her."Not asleep yet, Ma?" Rimba stepped inside, sitting down on the floor not far from his mother."Hard to sleep with a head this full of thoughts." Maharani turned, smiling thinly at the sight of her eldest son's tired face, far more tired than he usually let show. "You look the same way, Rim. What's wrong?"For a few moments, Rimba simply sat still, staring at his own reflection in the mirror, trying to arrange words that had felt too heavy to say out loud for wee
Michi hadn't spoken much since that night in the studio. She still went to her classes as usual, still smiled in front of her parents, still answered every question at the dinner table the way she always had, but Bayu—who had grown up learning to read his sister since childhood—knew perfectly well that something was wrong behind that thin, forced smile.He didn't ask right away. Bayu wasn't the type to push someone to talk before they were ready, a restraint he'd learned the hard way after his first, clumsy attempt to interrogate Rimba in this same basement months earlier. But this time, he pointed his old habit—following political news, digging through the track records of public figures purely as material for casual class debates—toward one name that had kept appearing on his social media timeline these past few weeks: Surya Pratama.That night, in his room, Bayu sat for hours combing through old news archives, political discussion forums, eve
Ten days passed since that meeting, and the campaign video that had briefly caused an uproar was finally taken down quietly, as though it had never existed at all. For everyone else, the problem felt resolved. For Rimba, that was exactly where his unease truly began.He knew his father wasn't going to stop that easily. And the only solution he could think of to make sure Michi wasn't targeted again was to distance himself—to make the two of them look no longer close enough to be turned into material for any story.He started canceling plans one by one, quietly, without ever framing it as what it actually was. The excuse of "a lot of studio work" became the sentence that left his mouth most often. Replies to messages that used to come quickly now arrived hours later, short, half-hearted. Even in the basement studio, the very place that had once witnessed the beginning of all their secrets, Rimba started showing up alone at odd hours more often, leaving behind mess







