LOGIN✿MOANA✿ Dylan didn't respond. He just tossed the towel onto his bed and walked to his dresser.The dismissal made my blood boil."Honestly, we didn't have sex," I continued, my voice rising. "We didn't even make out. So you can stop being a jealous psycho and stop ignoring me!"Dylan turned around slowly. His eyes were cold, flat, completely devoid of emotion."You think I'm jealous?" His voice was eerily calm."Yes! You literally threatened to cut off his dick and now you're acting like I don't exist.""Maybe because you don't." Dylan crossed his arms over his chest. "You made your choice, Queens. You chose to spend the night at his place. You chose to sleep in his bed. So as far as I'm concerned, you're his problem now.""That's not fair.""Fair?" Dylan laughed, but there was no humor in it. "You want to talk about fair? How about the fact that I had my face between your legs two nights ago and yesterday you were in another man's bed?""You told me to break up with him! I was tr
✿MOANA✿I ended up wearing one of Kenzie's jogger pants and hoodie to school the next day.My clothes from yesterday were wrinkled and I didn't have anything else, so Kenzie offered me his. The pants were too long, dragging on the ground, and the hoodie swallowed me whole. I looked like a kid playing dress-up in her dad's clothes.But Kenzie thought it was cute. He kept grinning at me like I was wearing his varsity jacket or something equally cliché."You look good in my clothes," he said when he dropped me off at campus.I forced a smile. "Thanks.""Keep them. I like the idea of you wearing my stuff."Great. Now I was walking around campus literally branded as Kenzie's girlfriend while all I could think about was Dylan's hands on my body, Dylan's mouth between my legs, Dylan's threat about cutting off Kenzie's dick.We had back-to-back classes and I couldn't catch up with my friends. I saw Lalissa between second and third period but she was rushing somewhere. I waved and she waved
✿MOANA✿"What game are you playing, Moana?" Lalissa asked the second the professor dismissed us.I was shoving my Marketing textbook into my bag, trying to avoid this exact conversation. "I'm not playing any games.""Bullshit." Lalissa crossed her arms, blocking my path out of the row of seats. "You literally just admitted you're not going to break up with Kenzie and you're still going to get fucked by Dylan. How is that not playing games?"I zipped my bag aggressively. "Dylan wants me.""And?" Lalissa's eyebrows shot up."And I want him," I said defensively, finally meeting her eyes."And Kenzie doesn't want you?" Octavia spoke up for the first time since we'd sat down for class. She'd been quiet the whole hour, barely looking at me."But I don't want Kenzie!" The words came out louder than I intended, making a few students still packing up their stuff turn to look. I lowered my voice. "I don't feel anything when he kisses me or touches me. Nothing.""Then break up with him!" Octavia
Kenzie's eyes went wide, glittering with excitement. "Really?""Yesss," I said, laughing as he spanked me playfully. "You're becoming bad.""I know you like bad boys so I can be bad for you too," he said with a grin that was trying so hard to be sexy.It just made him look like a puppy trying to be a wolf."You don't have to be anything," I said, and I meant that. "I want you to be you. I like you like that."Another lie. But what else could I say? That I wanted him to be someone he wasn't? That I wanted him to have Dylan's intensity and fire and the way Dylan looked at me like he wanted to consume me? That I wanted his kiss to make me melt and ache and soaked like Dylan?I kissed him again before he could see the conflict on my face. This time I put more into it, trying to make myself feel something. Trying to convince myself that this could be enough.It got really intense quickly. Kenzie's hand moved from my ass to my breast, grabbing it through my shirt, making me gasp into his mo
✿MOANA✿"Ken... babe, are you okay?" I asked nervously, my voice coming out higher than normal.My heart was still racing from the panic of thinking he'd heard everything. Every dirty detail about Dylan's mouth on me, his fingers inside me, the way I'd moaned his name.But Kenzie's face didn't look angry or hurt in that devastating way it would if he knew I'd cheated. He just looked frustrated."You came back from the Maldives yesterday, babe. I've been missing you and I understand you were tired but you didn't even call last night." He ran his hand through his hair, that gesture he did when he was stressed or upset. My heart broke a little watching him. "You didn't even come to look for me when you got to school!"Wait. He didn't hear anything I just said.Relief crashed over me so hard I almost stumbled. He didn't know. He had no idea. He was just upset because I'd been distant and hadn't made time for him.I got up from the table and faced him, aware that Lalissa and Octavia were s
✿MOANA✿The guilt was eating me up from the inside out.I woke up Monday morning with my stomach in knots, Dylan's ultimatum playing on repeat in my head. Break up with Kenzie or he would tell him everything. Everything. The kisses, the touching, the moaning his name while he had his face between my legs.I couldn't let that happen. Kenzie didn't deserve to find out like that.But I also didn't know how to break up with him when he hadn't done anything wrong. What was I supposed to say? "Hey, I'm ending things because your touch does nothing for me and I can't stop thinking about my future stepbrother's tongue"? Yeah, that would go over great.I had ditched my friends' group chat all night, ignoring their texts asking about the Maldives, about how the trip went, about whether Dylan was still a dickhead. I couldn't face them yet. Couldn't pretend everything was normal when my entire world had shifted on its axis.Instead, I went straight to Kenzie's department when I got to campus th
✿MOANA✿The party had officially gone wild.I sat in the massive circle with everyone, the energy electric, chaotic, the kind of reckless abandon that only happened when alcohol and peer pressure collided."Alright, alright!" Asher shouted over the music, which someone had turned down slightly. "Tru
♡DYLAN♡The bass is so loud it rattles the windows.Asher’s mansion is packed with bodies everywhere, red lights flashing, music pounding through speakers that probably cost more than most people’s cars. The house is massive, three stories of pure excess that his parents rarely visit. Business mog
✿MOANS✿It was Dylan.Dylan's hand wrapped around my left wrist firm and possessive.My heart stopped. My entire body went rigid.Kenzie was still holding my right hand, his smile faltering as he looked from me to whoever had just grabbed my other hand.Dylan didn't wait for introductions. He didn'
✿MOANA✿When class finally ended, we had a few minutes before our next period. Octavia immediately grabbed my arm and pulled me aside into an empty corner of the hallway."Okay, real talk," Octavia said, her voice low. "What happened last night after we left the club?"I had been dreading this con







