"Are you sure you don't want me to accompany you?" Emma asked hesitantly.
Alice shook her head. “Just handle your work. I’ll go home with Ed.”
“Wow, I like that spirit. Good luck, Alice. Let me know when you two have hugged and kissed."
After snorting a laugh, Alice got out of the car. Her heart was full of hope even though it was still covered in wounds. However, seeing Elizabeth at the entrance, her spirits loosened. She slowed down.
"Mom?" Her hands subconsciously moved to protect her stomach.
“As I thought, you would disturb my son again.” With a sour look, Elizabeth walked over and handed her a brown envelope.
"What's this?" Alice asked, wary.
Elizabeth smiled crookedly. “Isn't it what you’re looking for? The real reason why Ed divorced you. The reason why he had the heart to break his promise and stop caring about you.”
Alice's eyes widened. Her heart started beating erratically. She opened the envelope with shaking hands. As soon as she found the contents, a lightning struck her right in the chest.
"This? Ed and Giselle?”
Alice's breath suddenly became ragged. Her shoulders shook as she tried to calm the turmoil in her heart.
"No. This must be fake. Ed couldn't possibly sleep with another girl, let alone Giselle. She ... she's my friend, and Ed is a faithful husband.”
“Come to your senses, Alice. Why do you think Ed forbade you from accompanying him on out-of-town work for the last few months? And why was he often coming home late and rarely staying at home?"
Elizabeth smiled cynically. “It's because of Giselle. Edmund no longer cares if you die or disappear from the earth, Alice. You want to jump off that bridge? Just do it. You should have drifted down that river a long time ago. That way, my son wouldn't have to marry you."
"No." Alice shook her head quickly. Tears threatened to fall from her eyes.
"That’s not true. This must be your trick to keep me away from him. Ed did make those promises to save me. But then, things changed. We began to love each other and Ed proposed to me with new sincere promises.”
While Elizabeth was cooking the things up, a black car drove towards the basement. Alice recognized the vehicle. Ignoring Elizabeth, she went after it.
At first, Alice just walked, afraid that her little baby would be shaken. But as time went on, she got faster. When she found Edmund, she gasped.
Giselle just got out of the other car door. She walked beside Edmund, embracing his waist, and Edmund put his arm on her shoulder. They then walked side by side, with absolutely no distance. Edmund even whispered affectionately in Giselle's ear.
In that very second, tears slowly melt down on Alice's cheeks. "So it’s true? Ed left me for Giselle?"
With her eyes closed, Alice let out a painful breath. She realized her heart was too broken to be saved. She had returned to the cold and dark past. But this time, no one would reach out to her.
***
When he arrived at the sofa, Edmund immediately slapped Giselle's hand away. "I told you, I can do it myself." After that, he leaned back while massaging his temples.
“But you're still sick, Ed. You shouldn't force yourself. Taking a day off won’t make the company lose money.” Giselle wore a concerned look. “Besides, why are you still thinking about Alice so much? Just let her be happy with her new lover. She doesn't need you anymore. Now, do you still have a fever?”
Again, Edmund pushed away the hand which was almost touching his forehead. "I'm fine. You just go home."
"But—"
"I can't rest if you're still here," Edmund said with an uncomfortable look. His tone not only pierced Giselle, but also froze a servant's footsteps. Ed noticed her presence.
“What's wrong, Mrs. Klein?”
“Sorry, Sir. We ....” The middle-aged woman blinked in hesitation. Every now and then, her eyes glanced at Giselle. “We found this while cleaning up this morning.”
Edmund's eyes widened when he saw the box in the servant's hand. His whole body stiffened.
“Why is that thing still here? Throw it away! I don't want to see it," he said before looking away. Doubt emerged in his eyes.
“But, Sir, I think you should see what’s inside. You have a right to know.”
Taking a deep breath, Mrs. Klein took out the test pack. Finding that thing, an explosion tore a hole in Edmund's chest.
“W-what’s that?” His face turned pale, his throat sore.
The servant handed him the test pack. Seeing the two stripes there, Edmund sighed in disbelief. "Alice is pregnant?"
Giselle secretly grimaced. Before her mission failed completely, she quickly grabbed the tool and shouted, "Gosh! Alice not only betrayed you, but also tried to deceive you? She must intend to show the child from her affair as your child. How dare she?"
However, Edmund didn't care. After a few breaths, he got up from the sofa and took out the car key.
"Ed, where are you going?" Giselle flinched.
“Taking Alice home.”
Giselle spontaneously held his arm. “You forgot? You guys are divorced.”
Edmund looked at Giselle closely. His breathing was rough, his jaw clenched.
"Watch your mouth! She is still my wife and she is pregnant. I shouldn't have treated her that harshly yesterday. I've made a big mistake."
“But it might not be your child, Ed. She has slept with another man.”
"I don't care!" Edmund's voice boomed. “Alice has wanted a child for a long time and I promised to always accompany her while she’s pregnant. Even if it wasn't my child, I shouldn't have abandoned her. I swore to always protect her from anything and I shouldn't break that. Now please step aside. Don't get in my way."
Giselle gaped as she watched Edmund walk away. She tried to catch up, but the man was too fast. “Ed, but you're not feeling well. Ed?”
Edmund showed her no response. He got into the car and left. While driving, he tried to contact Alice. But since her number was not active, he called another person.
“Scott, do you know where Alice is?”
"Sorry, Ed, didn't you tell us not to monitor her anymore?"
Edmund sighed heavily. Right at that time, a place flashed in his mind. Wasting no time, he drove there.
***
“Emma? Emma?”
As soon as the door opened, Edmund walked in. His head darted around looking for traces of his wife. "Where's Alice?"
“Alice?” Emma furrowed her brows. "Isn't she with you?"
“I don't have time to play around, Emma. Don't hide my wife.”
Emma shook her head quickly. "I am not kidding. She's not here. I took her to your office this morning."
Edmund shook his head in disbelief. After one breath, he started checking every corner of that house.
“Alice, where are you? Please come out. I want to apologize. I didn't know you’re pregnant. I admit I have done a huge mistake. I shouldn't vent my emotions like yesterday. Alice?”
Emma could not be more confused. “Ed, Alice isn't here. Didn't you two meet earlier?" Her face was full of seriousness.
At that time, Edmund found his wife's suitcase. Waving his index finger, he gritted his teeth. “Please don't test my patience. I'm about being crazy because of her betrayal. My chest almost exploded when I had to ask her for a divorce. So tell me where she is.” Emma's head pushed back. "Betrayal?" "Did she go with her new man?" "Her new man?" Her confusion doubled.Edmund sighed in disbelief. "Gosh, Emma. Stop pretending! You know Alice is having an affair.""Having an affair?" Emma's voice rose. “What joke are you saying, Ed? Have you forgotten that she is still alive because of you? You're the one who gave her those promises so she had a reason to rise! After what you've been through together, do you think she can turn her back on you? You're crazy, Ed." While Emma and Edmund were staring at each other, someone knocked on the front door. "Darling?" Hearing that voice, Edmund widened his eyes. He rushed out. Seeing Henry, his face immediately turned dark. "You ...." Edmund step
Taking a deep breath, Edmund clutched his head. His eyes closed again, trying to suppress the emotions. “Let's talk about this after Alice returns. Now let me get her." Seeing Edmund walk away, Emma followed. She tried to grab his arm, but failed. "Where are you going? Running away from responsibility?” “I said I wanted to get her back.” Thinking it was a lie, Emma quickened her steps to jerk his arm. "Do you know where Alice is?" Edmund looked at Emma and Henry with a throbbing jaw. "The bridge where I proposed to her." Emma's expression instantly changed to horror. “The place you two first met? The place where she wanted to end her life?" As Emma got panic, Henry tried to calm her down. Meanwhile, Edmund walked to the car. He wasn't sure whether Alice was still there or not, but he realized that he was on the verge of a never-ending regret. *** “I don't know what you have experienced, but please don't be careless. Suicide is not the solution to all your problems. Now take m
Edmund sat pensively on the bridge. His face was pale, expressionless. The people who detained him before had dispersed, replaced by the SAR team. "How is it?" Edmund asked without turning his head. The officer nearby fell silent for a moment. Instead of answering, he glanced at the people on Edmund's side. When he shook his head, Emma burst into tears. "Alice is a good person, but why her fate's so unfortunate? She shouldn't have to go through all this, Henry. Is it my fault? If I didn't leave her at Edmund's office this morning, she might still be here with us. I shouldn't have left her alone.” A single tear rolled slowly down Edmund's cheek. Just like Emma, he also blamed himself. It's just that he didn't have the energy to rage anymore. Let the guilt erode all his nerves until he could only feel pain. Night passed into dawn. Emma and Henry had gone. The SAR team decided to continue the search after the sun rose. However, Edmund was still unmoved. He was reluctant to leave Al
Days turned into weeks, weeks turned into months, and months turned into years. Alice had not yet been found. The fact made Edmund a gloomy person. Even though he kept himself busy with work, the feeling of guilt still weighed on his heart and mind. The only way for Edmund to feel better was to make Alice's dream of traveling around the world come true. Every chance he got, he visited a place on her bucket list. Five years after Alice left, Edmund chose Mauritius. “Ed, don't test my patience. Did you know that today we have a meeting with an important investor?" Scott said over the phone. While focused on driving, the bearded man grumbled, "Didn't I leave a note on my desk? Just tell them those points. I'm sure they will agree." "But at least, give them a warm greeting. Even if it's only via video call!" “Scott, can you stop bothering me? Weren't you the one who suggested that I go on this trip? Or do you want my depression to relapse?" he said curtly. "I understand you need a va
Edmund blinked awkwardly. "My wife's compass." "A compass?" The little girl tilted her head. After blinking twice, she raised her index finger to the side of her cheek. “It's not left behind, Mr. Beard. I saw it while hiding earlier. Please wait a moment." The mysterious kid bowed down, checking under the seat. After a few seconds, she exclaimed, "I found it!" She showed her finding with a bright smile. A cute laugh occasionally escaped her mouth. “We don't have to go back to the hotel, right? Can we continue our journey towards Chamarel now?” With a sigh of relief, Edmund took Alice's compass. After carefully putting it in his pocket, he put on an unfriendly look again. “Sorry, Matchstick, but you still have to go back to your parents.” In an instant, the little girl's smile faded. Slowly, tears gathered at the edge of her eyes. “What's the difference between us going back later and now? My parents were already worried. Why don't we just go to Chamarel? I don't mind if Mama an
The little girl widened her smile. "Do you mind? You don't need to worry, Sir. I'm still small. My body is as light as cotton candy. You won't get tired even if you carry me for an hour.” Edmund sighed. He knew she wouldn't stop pestering him until she got what she wanted. "Come here." “Hooray!” The little girl drew closer to Edmund. When she was in his arms, her mouth immediately opened wide. "Wow! This is much cooler than I imagined. Did you see that, Mr. Beard? The water comes together in the middle!” While the kid admired the view, Edmund secretly studied her face. The little girl turned out to have eyes as green as his. And for some reason, Edmund felt familiar seeing her. "Satisfied?" Edmund asked about half a minute later. The little girl laughed out loud. She clapped her hands, exclaiming in her adorable sweet voice. “This is truly a beautiful day! Chamarel Falls is really cool! I'm so lucky to see it.” A second later, her tiny hands wrapped around Edmund's neck. “Tha
“Did you guys come here on holiday?” Edmund tried to break the tension on his head.While rubbing her hands with antiseptic, the little girl shook her head. “Papa came here to work. He is a wildlife photographer and journalist. There are many endemic and rare animals here. Papa came to study them.” "Then your mother?" “Mama works as Papa's assistant. That's why I came here too. They couldn't possibly leave me at home. Moreover, they often move from country to country and stay for quite a long time. We've been here three months. Can you imagine how sad I would be if I failed to see Chamarel Falls?” Edmund's head spontaneously moved forward. "Where is your house?" “We live in the Kalimantan forest, in a wildlife conservation area. Papa and Mama help the owner of the foundation between work." Edmund's eyes widened. “Kalimantan? Indonesia?" The little girl grabbed a hotdog while nodding. “Yes, we are foreigners. Our hair, skin, and eye colors are different from others. But I like th
Afraid of being scolded, Sky jumped down from the chair and hid behind Edmund. She peeked out with one eye.“Mama, please don't be angry. I had to run away. If I didn't do it, I wouldn't be able to see Chamarel Falls.” The woman who was very similar to Alice sighed heavily. Her face was frowning, full of regret and worry. “No, Honey. I'm not angry. I actually wants to apologize to you. Mama and Papa shouldn't reject your wishes. Now come here.” Rachel held out her arms, inviting Sky into a hug. However, the little girl shook her head, muttering, "But Papa will be angry and punish me." "No, he won't. Come on, Dear. Don't disturb this kind mister. You've bothered him a lot today." Again, Sky shook his head. "Promise me that you will persuade Papa not to punish me." "I promise. Papa won't scold you. He also feels guilty for refusing your request. You know? I shouldn't be selfish. I shouldn't mind accompanying you to see the waterfall. You want to forgive me, right?" Sky was touche