Share

Chapter 2

Author: Shelley
After she left, Garrett let out a sigh. "Cain. It's Wednesday. Iris didn't bring the tea. With rogues this bold lately, I don't like it. Send your Beta out to the cottage. Just to check."

Cain laughed, short and ugly.

"Check on her? She heard about Selene's ceremony tonight, and now she's sulking in that shack, cooking up something to ruin it. She called me three times last week, for nothing, and I didn't pick up because I was sick of it. Now she won't even show up tonight? That's the whole point. She's trying to get a reaction out of me."

Garrett's eyes widened. He was about to push back when Cain's phone lit up again.

Selene calling.

"Lena." The second he picked up, the temper went out of him. His voice dropped, gentle in a way he almost never was. "Hey. Don't worry. I'll be back before the ceremony starts."

"Cain." Her voice came through wet and fragile, exactly the kind of voice that made him want to fix things. "The healing crystals for tonight's ceremony are gone. Iris came into my room last night, and after she left, the drawer was empty. Without the crystals, I can't go through with the rite."

"She wouldn't." Cain's eyes went dark. He spoke through his teeth. "When I get back, I'll use an Alpha command, and she'll hand them over. And if she ruins your ceremony, I'll have her on her knees in front of the entire pack, apologizing to you."

My soul screamed soundlessly above them. Those crystals, that whole system, were the core of our family's healing tradition. I'd been at our father's knee from the time I was five. I'd spent twenty years learning it, piece by piece.

Selene had spent the last two years sneaking my apprentice notes and copying them, line for line. And now I was the one stealing from her?

Before she hung up, Selene slipped it in like an afterthought.

"Cain, on Sunday, after the ceremony? I want to visit my father's memorial up at the northern border. The Alpha stone. Will you come with me?"

That memorial was less than two miles from the abandoned outpost where they'd butchered me.

"Yes," he said, without hesitation. "I'll go with you."

My eyes went wide. That place was a kill zone, the rogues had it laced with traps.

I lunged at him, desperate to grab his arm, shake him, warn him, but my hands closed on nothing. My soul passed straight through his chest.

After he hung up, Garrett's brow was drawn tight.

He called over a guard. "Get out to the cottage on the east side. Check on Iris. Now. Something's wrong, I can feel it."

"Don't bother." Cain waved him off, impatient. "We still haven't ID'd the she-wolf in the woods. I don't have time for whatever jealous tantrum Iris is throwing."

He turned on his heel and walked back into the morgue.

At the cold steel table, he pulled on a fresh pair of gloves and went back to examining the body.

Then his hands stopped.

His eyes locked on the side of the neck, on what was left of it. Under the fresh cuts, half-destroyed, there was still the faint shape of an old scar, a jagged upward tear. Classic rogue claw mark.

His breathing changed. He was sixteen and I was twelve. He'd taken me with him on a patrol of the northwest border. They'd been ambushed.

I'd half-shifted, thrown myself in front of him, and taken the killing blow meant for him.

He was the only person in the world who knew where that scar came from, or what it looked like.

His knuckles hovered just above the ruined skin, trembling. He was about to touch it.

I remembered that night, after he'd dragged us both home alive, when he was bandaging me. His hands had shaken the same way.

His eyes had been red. His voice had cracked. Iris, it should've been me. I'd take it instead, if I could.

I held my breath. Would he recognize me?

Then the video call rang, sharp and loud. The screen lit up with our aunt's name.

She started talking before he'd fully answered. "Cain, still nothing from Iris? She messages me every other day. It's been three days now. I can't sit still anymore."

My name was like a switch being flipped. The flicker of doubt he'd just felt vanished, replaced by something cold and sour.

He thought I was working an angle, that I'd dragged an elder in to pressure him. The kind of indirect, manipulative move he'd refuse to fall for.

"Hasn't she played this game enough?" He let out a cold scoff. His hand jerked back from the scar. He yanked the body bag zipper shut.

"She's sulking. Turned her phone off, hiding so she can ruin tonight's ceremony." He cut our aunt off, eyes drifting sideways to a dark silver cloak folded on the table.

Our aunt had brought it. From me.

I'd worried Selene's outfit for tonight wouldn't meet the old Sterling protective standards, so I'd spent the last two nights weaving him this cloak, reinforced with the traditional ceremonial wards.

His fingers caught the collar and lifted it. His eyes landed on the inside, on a small herb pattern embroidered in silver thread. My healer's mark.

I'd stitched it into everything I'd ever made for him, since we were kids.

He stared at it for a long moment. Then, expression flat, he folded the cloak up and tossed it aside.

He walked out without looking back.

Outside the morgue, news came in from the field. A pack of rogues had just hit a small allied pack to the north.

A stretcher was being carried in when one of the wounded, a Gamma soaked in blood, grabbed Cain's wrist and held on. In the raid, he'd put his body between his little sister and a rogue's claws. It had gone right through his chest.

"Please…" he rasped, eyes locked on Cain. "Take her in. To Sterling. Please, Alpha. Keep her safe."

Cain dropped to one knee in the pooling blood, expression solemn. He spoke an Alpha command in the old form, a blood oath sworn on his own life, to protect a girl he'd never met.

My soul drifted above them, somewhere between laughing and crying.

Once upon a time, that twelve-year-old who'd thrown herself in front of rogue claws had had an Alpha brother who couldn't stand to see her hurt either.

But that brother had been dead for a long time. To this version of him, I wasn't even worth a single hair on the head of some Gamma's sister he'd never met.
Continue to read this book for free
Scan code to download App

Latest chapter

  • My Alpha Brother’s Regret After I Died   Chapter 7

    The air in the Bureau's dim interrogation room was thick enough to choke on.Selene was shaking. She couldn't stop.Her father, the Holloway Alpha, had drilled her since she was small. He'd been brutal about it. You hold your breath when you're being crushed. You stay alive. Because as long as you're still breathing, you can still talk your way out.She'd miscalculated this time. Badly.Cain's face was a mask. He dropped a necklace onto the center of the interrogation table. Hard.Selene's pupils contracted. Her hand flew to her own throat. The gold chain her mother had left her, the one she never took off, was gone. She hadn't even felt it leave.Cain's surveillance team had picked it off her without her noticing.Then he threw a scent analysis report down beside it."This chain is identical to one logged in the inventory of items recovered from the Holloway Alpha's body. After the war.""Daddy's good little girl. Selene Holloway." His voice could've come straight out of a glacier.Th

  • My Alpha Brother’s Regret After I Died   Chapter 6

    Cain made his decision that night. Selene was getting investigated. Every inch of her.He pulled Garrett aside, away from everyone else. Surveillance went up around the house, quiet and tight. They needed her real movements from the last two years, not the version she'd given them. And so as not to spook her, the ceremony had to go on tonight as planned.Not long after, Selene showed up at the Bureau on her own. She wound herself around Cain and asked him, sweetly, to come with her to the family shrine before the ceremony, to pay respects to Marcus and Cordelia, to ask for the ancestors' blessing. It was tradition. Every Sterling Alpha did it before stepping into a major role.Cain's hand was in his pocket, working the ring Garrett had torn off him through the fabric. His face stayed cold. He agreed.He pushed open the heavy doors of the shrine. The incense was already lit. But Selene was nowhere inside.A rogue's scent hit him, strange and unfamiliar. Every muscle in him locked up. He

  • My Alpha Brother’s Regret After I Died   Chapter 5

    Iris, if you don't show up tonight, you're out of this pack for good.Those were his words. Then the click.And with that click, my last breath went out too.I collapsed. Beck leaned down close, his laugh quiet and awful in my ear."You heard him, didn't you? Your high-and-mighty Alpha brother has been wishing for you to disappear from the pack roster for two years now. So let me be generous. I'll take you off it for him. Permanently."A flash of silver. The blade came down.The first cut went right along that old scar, the one I'd taken for him at twelve.*****Back on the abandoned forest trail, Cain was crouched in the mud, fighting down the static-buzz of fury under his skin, going over the scene inch by inch.Then Hartley's voice came through the comms, tight and barely held together."Cain… the results are in." His voice shook. "The she-wolf in the woods. The scent. It's Iris."Something inside Cain broke clean through.He went down. Both knees hit the wet earth. Half his body sa

  • My Alpha Brother’s Regret After I Died   Chapter 4

    The little silver wolf charm was still hanging off the phone case, alone.He'd tied it on himself, on my tenth birthday, fumbling at the knot. He'd ruffled my hair and told me, very seriously, that as long as I carried the Sterling mark, I could never get lost from the pack.I remember looking up at him. "But if I did get lost, would you come find me?"He'd flicked my forehead and grinned. "Stupid question."Cain held out his hand, voice rough. "Give it to me."He stood rigid in the hallway, taking the evidence bag. Through the plastic, he turned the gray phone over. The little silver wolf was still there, hanging off the back.His fingers were shaking. He typed in my birthday. The screen unlocked.The wallpaper was a photo. The two of us, kids, on a border patrol with our father.I was maybe eight or nine, in two crooked little braids. He was standing next to me. Both of us stiff and unsmiling, frowning at the camera like neither of us knew what to do with our faces.Something went ou

  • My Alpha Brother’s Regret After I Died   Chapter 3

    Before he stood up, Cain pulled off his coat and laid it over the dead Gamma, gentle and reverent.I drifted along behind him in a daze, following his broad back back into the heavy quiet of the Bureau.The trackers he'd sent out to the neighboring packs were filtering back in, one by one. Nothing. The scent trail was dead.The Beta Garrett had sent to the eastern cottage hadn't found me either.Garrett's patience finally snapped. He strode to the desk, snatched up the ring my father Marcus had left behind, the ring that marked the Alpha, and slammed it down in front of Cain."Iris hasn't been heard from. Three days, and you, her own brother, don't care." Garrett's voice shook with disgust. "Marcus passed the Alpha title to you on his deathbed. He didn't do it so you could play handmaid to Selene at her ceremony."Cain reared up like a struck animal. "I don't have time for Iris's lunacy right now. Selene's ceremony tonight is the most important thing happening in Sterling territory, an

  • My Alpha Brother’s Regret After I Died   Chapter 2

    After she left, Garrett let out a sigh. "Cain. It's Wednesday. Iris didn't bring the tea. With rogues this bold lately, I don't like it. Send your Beta out to the cottage. Just to check."Cain laughed, short and ugly."Check on her? She heard about Selene's ceremony tonight, and now she's sulking in that shack, cooking up something to ruin it. She called me three times last week, for nothing, and I didn't pick up because I was sick of it. Now she won't even show up tonight? That's the whole point. She's trying to get a reaction out of me."Garrett's eyes widened. He was about to push back when Cain's phone lit up again.Selene calling."Lena." The second he picked up, the temper went out of him. His voice dropped, gentle in a way he almost never was. "Hey. Don't worry. I'll be back before the ceremony starts.""Cain." Her voice came through wet and fragile, exactly the kind of voice that made him want to fix things. "The healing crystals for tonight's ceremony are gone. Iris came into

  • My Alpha Brother’s Regret After I Died   Chapter 1

    I watched helpless as they hacked my body apart, piece by piece. They dumped what was left at the forest border, right on the line between Sterling territory and rogue country.It was the most brazen insult the rogues had ever thrown at Sterling Pack. The thick smell of blood pulled the entire borde

More Chapters
Explore and read good novels for free
Free access to a vast number of good novels on GoodNovel app. Download the books you like and read anywhere & anytime.
Read books for free on the app
SCAN CODE TO READ ON APP
DMCA.com Protection Status