Mag-log inCandice's P.O.V
I woke up with him on my tongue, and sore between my legs, as though I had been possessed in a dream.
When I tore my bikini in the shower it was still wet, and the slightest drop of water on my breasts caused me to say his name in my thoughts.
I had practised a hundred cold, ungrateful phrases by breakfast. Nobody managed to live long enough to see me enter the terrace and encounter him.
Mantovani was at the balustrade of the stone, holding black coffee in one hand, the phone, in the other, the white shirt unbuttoned at the neck. Wilhelm stood in the sunshine in the same way that he looks untouchable. As his eyes jerked up and his eyes met mine the cup paused half-way to his mouth.
Just a second.
Less than a second.
But the fire of that look burned right down my back and into the pit of my stomach.
I compelled myself to continue walking. Conti was there at the table already, both delighting Mom and Sanna with tales. Bianca was sitting next him and she had enormous sunglasses, her lips closed like she had sucked a lemon.
Good morning, Candice," Conti smiled, and drew out the chair beside him. "Sit. The cornetti are still warm."
Knuckles of Mantovani whitened round his cup.
I sat opposite him instead. Safer distance. Or so I thought.
His knee was touching mine under the tablecloth. Once, twice. Then remained thus, a conscious tugging that caused spurts along my thigh. I nearly fell on the sugar tongs.
"You okay, sweetheart?" Mom asked. "You're flushed."
Yesterday is too much sun, I lied, and grabbed orange juice. My fingers shook.
The foot of Mantovani swam down my calf--slow, jealous, never revealed to anybody. I moaned in my inside.
The whole breakfast was overture covered with small talk.
Mantovani's P.O.V
I was going to hell.
Express lane, no stops.
Whenever she raised her glass I recalled the way her thighs had given her rear about my head last night. Whenever she laughed at anything of the jokes of Conti I would have pulled her over the table and told her whose name she had screamed.
I maintained even features, replied in monosyllables and instead tortured her below the table.
My brush of shoe along the inside of her ankle. The agonizing scraping of my knuckles on the nakedness of her sundress. As my fingers at last slipped under the hem and rubbed against the back of her knee, her fork fell rattling on porcelain.
Bianca raised an eyebrow. "Careful, Candice. The silverware is antique."
Scarlet flushed Candice and her cheeks. "Sorry."
I almost smiled.
Conti style.
P.O.V Candice - Afternoon, wine cellar.
Conti now determined that we needed family bonding, and sent us out to get bottles to eat. The cellar was cool and dim and smelling of oak and earth. The shelves of pale bottles had gone on and on into the darkness.
Mantovani came to my assistance, and closed the door with a gentle click.
We didn't speak.
He pressed me against the shelves, sliding up the sides of my body, pushing the thumbs along the bottom of my breasts with the thin cotton dress. I arched into him on instinct.
You are killing me in that dress, you are killing me, Tiaadh, said he, against my ear.
At breakfast, I said back to you, you began.
My throat was met by his mouth which is moist and open-minded kisses that left my knees weak. One of my hands was found creeping under my skirt, along the line of my lace panties.
Say I would end, he said, and then I would.
I replied by tossing my hips against his feel.
He swore in Italian and fell on his knees once more--this time quite dressed, civilized, lethal. He pulled my dress to my waist and pressed his mouth through the lace on my legs. I could feel his tongue through the cloth, and had to put a hand over my mouth to keep quiet.
Two big fingers pulled the lace and suddenly slipped into me. I run disgracefully quickly with shaking thighs and his name smothered by my palm.
He got up, wiped his fingers with his tongue and stared at me, and then adjusted my dress as though nothing had occurred.
Barolo, 2006, he said, without much emotion, drawing out a bottle of a rack. "Conti will like this one."
He walked out first. Another five minutes passed before my legs came into action.
P.O.V -Mantovani, Late night, outside her room.
Everyone had gone to bed. The house was very quiet except the wind in the cypress trees.
I said I was only checking the guards of the hallways.
I was lying.
Before I could knock her door opened. She was there in her bigshop silk shirt,--my shirt, I suddenly realized with a shock--with bare legs, unruly hair, and great eyes.
She heard your footsteps, I espied, I whispered.
I went into it and closed the door.
No lights. Moonlight only by the shutters gleaming silver on the bed.
We didn't make it that far.
I nailed her against the door, and kissed her as I were drowning. Her legs were round my waist and the shirt was up and no underclothing. My cock ached on her slick heat, and was only separated by my trousers.
I want you inside me, I want your mouth against my mouth, breathed she. "Please."
I groaned. "Not here. Not like this. When I have you, I will have you in my bed where I can keep you all night and make you scream like you have to.
Grinding against me, she whimpered.
I kissed her again, forcibly, and then put her down as I still could.
I will, I will, I vowed, my voice tinctured. I am going to take you out of this house to-night. Be ready."
I did not wait to change my mind and I was pumping her against the door in front of the entire villa.
Who I really was she did not know.
She did not know what I could do to retain her.
But she would.
Very, very soon.
Candice's P.O.V.The sun came streaming through the hospital blinds in fine golden bars across the bed, and made stripes across the chest of Mantovani as the bandages just showed their heads through the open neck of his gown. I had seen those stripes go on--slow, tireless, measuring them out as they had to be they were evidence that time still had some course, that we were still alive at night. It ached in my back where I had just left the chair, it hurt my eyes because I had not slept, and my fingers were sore because I had not managed to take my hand off his, but it did not make any difference.He was breathing.On his own.No engines pressurizing him. No alarms screaming. Only the hard, obstinate swell and heave of his chest, each breath a little wonder that I knew I was bones.I had not slept over a few minutes at a time since the time they wheeled him out of the surgery. Whenever I shut my eyes I would see once more the red mark on my chest, I
Candice's P.O.V.The very first time that Mantovani opened his eyes after the third crash I believed I was dreaming.The room we were in was dark--blinds half-open to the mid-morning sun, machinery clammering its constant, mechanical lullaby--and I had been staring at his face so long that I had begun to see at the edges. His skin was too pale over the white sheets, the coarse stubble on his jaw coming out in sharp relief, the new scar on his temple still angry and red. I knew every word of him that had been stuttered in the operation since surgery: the tiny freckle in the left eye, the tiny crescent scar on his chin of some previous fight which I knew him when he was still young, how his lashes brushed against his cheeks when he slumbered.I hadn't slept.Not really.Each time my eyes drifted shut I saw the color red dot on my chest once more, saw him leap, saw him hit back at me and spurred my blood through both our shirts and I screamed his name
Mantovani's P.O.V.The initial inhalation that I made in the absence of fire in my lungs caused me to feel like robbing something holy.Slow--deliberate--as though I had to relearn the operation of air. The hospital room smelled of bleach and coffee that was old and stale and the kind of sterile silence that rubs against your ears until you start hearing every little thing: the drip of the IV, the little beep of the monitor that was keeping track of my heart (steady now, stubborn) and the soft rustle of Candice in the chair beside me.She hadn't left.Not once.The head of her dark hair lay on the edge of the mattress against my hip, and the spilt hair was lying on the white sheet like spilt ink. One hand also remained clasped about mine in sleep--fingers woven together to such an extent that I felt her pulse as if it were my own still trembling where the right hand still trembled. There were bruises under her eyes, a nick on her cheekbone that was
As we split up, foreheads against each other, breathing each other's air, she said, The doctors told me you had hardly escaped a surgical operation. The bullet tore--cut your lung, your spleen. On the table they lost you twice. Sanna was screaming at them in Italian. Conti punched a wall. Mom wouldn't stop praying. Dad... Dad just held me while I cried."I shut my eyes, and imagined it--my father losing his temper, my brother smashing up, her parents seeing the shambles of the life we had led. The feeling of guilt in my stomach was more like the surgical scars."They're all here?" I asked quietly.She nodded. "Down the hall. They wouldn't leave. Sanna is arguing with the hospital administrator regarding security. The fact that Conti is guarding the door like Fort Knox. Mom and Dad are going to get coffee and make a show that they are not terrified.I exhaled shakily. "Family.""Yeah," she said, voice thick. Our beautiful messed-up family.A
Mantovani's P.O.V.My consciousness came back in bits--sharp jagged bits that cut deeper than the bullet ever had.Then there was the pain: a living entity, red-hot and angry, wrapped around my chest like barbed wire that was tightening with each inhalation. Then the cattle, the sounds, beeping monitors, low voices, chattering in desperate Italian and English, the drip, drip, drip of an IV line somewhere overhead. Odors ensued: antiseptic, blood (mine, mostly), the slight odor of coffee that some one had spilled somewhere. And finally--her.Candice.She lay huddled against the bed in the little corner beside me, with her head on the edge of the mattress, and one of her hands still clodded in mine even asleep. Her hair had dropped round over her face and strands of it had clung to the lines of tears that were still not quite dry. She breathed quietly and irregularly the type of rhythm that follows hours of weeping yourself to pieces. The view of her, weary
Mantovani’s P.O.V.Pain was the first thing that registered--sharp, white-hot, blooming across my chest like someone had driven a red-hot poker through my ribs and left it there to twist. Every breath felt like swallowing broken glass, shallow and ragged, each inhale dragging fire deeper into my lungs. The world came back in fragments: the low hum of an engine, the metallic taste of blood on my tongue, the faint scent of pine and gun oil clinging to the air. And then—her.Candice.Her hand was wrapped around mine, small but fierce, fingers locked so tight it hurt in the best way, grounding me when everything else wanted to pull me under. I could feel her trembling through the contact, could hear the soft, broken sound of her breathing—like she was trying not to sob and failing. My eyelids weighed a thousand pounds, but I forced them open anyway, blurry green meeting blurry green, and there she was, face streaked with dirt and tears, hair wild,

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