SHAYLE
Slowly, I walked forward, my shoes dragging slightly against the floor as my mind tried to catch up with what my eyes were seeing. What the hell was Alina doing here? Was she here to see Carlos? Or me? My throat tightened. I could feel the air in my lungs growing heavy as my steps carried me closer. Maddie was the first to notice me. She was the one Alina was talking to. She froze mid-sentence, her expression changing so fast. Then Alina turned too. Her eyes landed on me, and I saw that flicker; shock, followed by something smug and cruel. Her lips curved into a smirk that made my stomach twist. “Well,” she drawled softly, walking toward me. “Long time.” Her tone was too sweet, dripping with venom. “It’s sad I’ll be seeing you from now on,” she added, brushing a strand of her hair behind her ear. “But, well… we don’t have a choice.” I frowned, every muscle in my face tightening. “What the hell does that mean?” She tilted her head, that smirk deepening. “Oh, you didn’t know?” I ignored the jab of annoyance bubbling in my chest. “Didn’t you come here to see Carlos?” “Why would I? We live together, remember?” Her words stabbed straight through me. I felt it but I didn’t let it show. Not to her. Not ever again. I kept my expression flat. “Then why are you here?” She crossed her arms, feigning innocence. “Why would I come to see you after you disrespected me and Mom? If you actually took us as family, if you were even a little grateful for everything we did for you, you would’ve congratulated me instead of ruining the celebration.” Her voice sharpened near the end. I just stared, too stunned to even form a sentence. She still hadn’t realized what she’d done wrong. Still hadn’t realized how much that betrayal broke me. It was useless. Talking to her was like trying to reason with a brick wall. I exhaled quietly. “Since you’re not here for me,” I muttered, turning away, “I’ll take my leave.” I barely took a step before her voice cut through again, smooth and teasing. “Don’t you want to know why I’m here?” I stopped. My shoulders tensed before I slowly turned back. “Carlos told me the company was recruiting,” she said, her tone almost playful. My heart dropped. She kept talking, watching my reaction with pure delight. “That’s right. I got the job. From today onwards, I work here too.” For a second, I couldn’t breathe. My shoulders slumped, and I just stared at her, trying to process the words that came out of her mouth. “You’re kidding,” I muttered weakly. Alina took a few steps closer, the smirk on her lips widening like she was feeding off my disbelief. “I hope we get along, sister.” Her voice had that fake softness again. She turned back to Maddie with a polite smile, thanking her for something before walking away, heading in the same direction I’d just come from. I stood there frozen, my heart hammering against my ribs. Maddie hesitated for a moment, then came closer, her expression full of pity. “I’m so sorry about this,” she whispered. “I tried to talk Lucien out of it, but he’s just… something else.” My head snapped toward her. “Lucien?” She blinked, like she’d said something she wasn’t supposed to. “Oh,” she muttered under her breath, “shit.” “Maddie,” I pressed, “what do you mean?” She looked around, lowering her voice. “He’s the one who handpicked your sister. He selected her personally as one of the new recruits. Even though he knew everything between you two.” My jaw dropped. It took me a moment to even process it. He purposely brought her here while knowing everything? I felt my stomach twist, anger burning hot in my chest. I knew he didn’t like me. I knew he was a cold-hearted, arrogant bastard. But this? This was too fucking far. Why? What kind of sick joke was this? Maddie’s voice pulled me back. “Hey, are you okay?” I blinked rapidly, my fists tightening. “Yeah, It’s fine. I’ll handle it.” She looked doubtful, like she wanted to say more but thought better of it. “Just… don’t tell him you found out from me, okay?” I nodded automatically. “Sure.” She gave me one last sympathetic look before walking off, leaving me standing there alone. Completely numb. My head felt like it was spinning. My hands trembled slightly as I turned toward the coffee station. Lucien knew about my miserable life. About Carlos. About Alina. And still, he handpicked her. I tried to laugh, but the sound that came out of my throat was dry and broken. Reaching the coffee maker, I grabbed a paper cup and placed it under the tap. The machine whirred softly as hot liquid poured out, filling the silence. I stared at it blankly, my mind racing. Then I reached for the sugar jar, my fingers moving on their own. I scooped a teaspoon. And the two. I stopped, staring at the granules melting into the dark coffee. My throat tightened again. My heart ached, my chest burning with anger I didn’t know how to contain. Then I grabbed the spoon again and added another heap of sugar.SHAYLESlowly, I walked forward, my shoes dragging slightly against the floor as my mind tried to catch up with what my eyes were seeing. What the hell was Alina doing here?Was she here to see Carlos? Or me?My throat tightened. I could feel the air in my lungs growing heavy as my steps carried me closer. Maddie was the first to notice me. She was the one Alina was talking to. She froze mid-sentence, her expression changing so fast.Then Alina turned too.Her eyes landed on me, and I saw that flicker; shock, followed by something smug and cruel. Her lips curved into a smirk that made my stomach twist.“Well,” she drawled softly, walking toward me. “Long time.”Her tone was too sweet, dripping with venom.“It’s sad I’ll be seeing you from now on,” she added, brushing a strand of her hair behind her ear. “But, well… we don’t have a choice.”I frowned, every muscle in my face tightening. “What the hell does that mean?”She tilted her head, that smirk deepening. “Oh, you didn’t know?”
SHAYLEBy the time we arrived at the company, I still couldn’t believe what had happened this morning. While we were in the car with me seated in the front and him at the back, my eyes would drift to the rearview mirror where I could see his reflection and how he looked completely detached.I would bite my lip and state out the window so I wouldn't glance at him again. I saved his life. I actually saved his life. And he hadn’t even muttered a damn thank you.Typical.When the car stopped in front of the building, I pushed open the door, stepped out and followed his long strides.He looked so effortlessly intimidating he looked from the back in his dark suit. A small part of me found it unfair that a man could look that good and be that much of a jerk.We walked straight into the elevator together. Just me and him.The silence stretched for a while, heavy and strangely awkward. The only sound was the faint hum of the elevator. I was beginning to think we’d ride the whole way up like
SHAYLE I guess I’d been delusional to think I could ever be happy, even for a second before I die. Life was never fair when it came to me. It’s like it had this personal grudge, like it enjoyed watching me struggle while dangling little bits of joy just out of reach. I laid on my bed, staring blankly at the ceiling, my drugs scattered on my nightstand. What was even the point of taking them when I was still going to die? I rolled over, groaning into my pillow, my hair falling all over my face. “I’m so damn stupid,” I muttered to myself. A small laugh escaped my lips, but it sounded hollow. I couldn’t tell if I was trying to laugh or cry anymore. I didn’t even mind that Kieran was a virgin; that wasn’t the problem. The problem was, well, getting disvirgined by a virgin? What was the fucking use? It felt ironic and unfair. Couldn’t the universe just throw me one good thing? I rolled again, sighing louder this time. “Do I have to find someone else now?” I whispered. But who?
SHAYLE Kieran led me over to a small, leather couch in the corner far from Jim and his client, gesturing for me to sit. It felt comfortable.I sunk into it. The soft cushions were a welcome contrast to the stiff, angry posture I’d held all day. “So, are you ready to get ink on you?”My heart fluttered. I looked down at the tattoo magazines scattered on the small table between us, a sudden, nervous excitement bubbling up inside me.“Yeah,” I said, “I’m ready. I think.”He laughed, a rich, low sound that vibrated through the air. “You think? It’s okay if you’re not. It’s a big decision.”“No, I’m ready,” I insisted, feeling a rush of confidence. “I just… I have no idea what I want yet.”He moved from the stool he was sitting on, picked up one of the magazines and flipped through it. “Okay, let’s see. What are you looking for? Something big and bold, or something small and subtle?”He paused, a thoughtful look on his face. “You know,” he began, “we can design something from scratc
LUCIEN I didn’t think Shayle would actually leave. When she dropped the iPad and that goddamn red dress and walked out like that, I thought she’d come crawling back in a few minutes, head down, voice small, maybe muttering an apology. But she didn’t. I didn't care though. I bet she just went somewhere close to cool herself. Even the blondie was surprised, staring at the door Shayle had just slammed behind her. Her lips were still wet, her blouse half open, and her expression was caught somewhere between confusion and embarrassment. When she finally found her voice, she glanced at me and whispered, “Wasn’t that the girl whose boyfriend humiliated her last Friday?” I didn’t bother replying. I zipped up my pants, tucking my shirt back in, my mind still running through what the hell had just happened. The blondie frowned. “What are you doing, Lucien? We’re not done yet.” I finally turned my head toward her. “What’s your name again?” She blinked, taken aback, then stammered,
SHAYLE People definitely saw that slap; Carlos’s shocked face would probably be trending on office gossip by evening. As I walked away from the small crowd, I should’ve felt proud. I should’ve felt vindicated for finally putting that bastard in his place. But instead, all I felt was boiling anger. Did he really think I’d crawl back to him? That I was some pathetic girl who couldn’t live without him? No fucking way. By the time I reached Lucien’s office, my blood was still simmering. I didn’t even think twice before pushing his door open. I should’ve knocked. I really should’ve but I was too angry and I had not forgotten what he did. The moment I stepped in, the scene in front of me was unbelievable. But again, it was Lucien and I've seen worse. He sat there, cool, calm, and collected, leaning back in his chair, while a blonde woman knelt between his legs. Her head moved rhythmically, and even without a clear view, it was obvious what was happening. His gaze locked on mi