MasukWhat were the odds that I'd just fucked my boss and been too buzzed, too horny to clock it? Impossible. Catastrophic. My life was like a ticking bomb of fuckups already; this would only make it explode. "Get a grip, Shayle," I whispered, shaking my head hard. It can't be. -------------- What would you do if you found out you only had four months left to live? In the case of Shayle Vale, she was the definition of a plain Jane; quiet, overlooked, and freshly dumped by a boyfriend who called her ‘boring’. But when the doctor drops her death sentence, she decides ‘boring’ dies today. She made a list; Quit her job, Lose her virginity to her hot next-door neighbor, get a tattoo and Do what the fuck she wants. But life doesn’t play fair. Her shitty boss refused to accept her resignation, her neighbor was allegedly still a virgin, and nothing on her list was going according to plan. Now Shayle’s plain, safe little life is spiraling into messy office wars, late-night temptations, secrets she never saw coming and a toxic love triangle. Will she tick off her last wishes, or will fate throw her off the list completely and into the arms of two sinfully attractive men instead?
Lihat lebih banyakSHAYLE
I almost turned back three times before I reached the doors of the conference room. The laughter and chatter spilling out from inside made me grip my coat tighter, fighting the urge to retreat to where I belonged. Four years at this company, and not once had I attended one of these “casual Friday gatherings.” But Laurel from accounting had cornered me earlier, insisting, “Shayle, you can’t keep hiding. Just come for once. It’s just snacks and drinks.” So here I was. I smoothed my blouse nervously and stepped in, immediately wishing I hadn’t. Dozens of coworkers mingled around the long table of finger food. Music played softly from a speaker. The smell of wine and laughter filled the air. Nobody noticed me at first. Nobody ever did. I kept my head down, hugging the wall as I tried to make myself invisible. Then a familiar voice cut through the noise. Carlos, my boyfriend. He was leaning against the table with a group of men from IT and two women from HR. His voice carried, smooth and cocky, as he downed half a glass of wine. “Come on, man,” one of the guys teased. “Is it true you’re dating Shayle Vale? The quiet one from data analysis?” The air in my lungs froze the moment I heard my name. Carlos smirked, swirling his glass. “Yeah, it’s true.” A ripple of surprise moved through the small group. One of the women raised her brows. “Seriously? I never would’ve guessed. You two don’t even look like a match.” I waited for him to defend me, to smile proudly and say, “Doesn't matter.” But instead, he chuckled. “Believe me, I don’t brag about it. I’ve actually been meaning to end it. Four years, and she’s still the same plain old jane.” The words slammed into me so hard I almost stumbled. My hand flew to the nearest chair for balance. The man beside him laughed nervously. “Damn, bro. Isn’t that too harsh?” Carlos shrugged, setting his glass down. “I’m just being real. She doesn’t drink, doesn’t party, doesn’t even wear makeup. She walks around like she’s forty instead of twenty-six. A fucking nun. Do you know she’s still a virgin? Four years together, and she still hides behind that excuse of waiting until marriage. Who does that?” A burst of laughter erupted. My vision blurred. I wanted to turn and run, but my feet were rooted to the floor. “She’s not even trying,” Carlos went on, his voice louder now, fueled by the attention he was getting. “Oversized coats, plain blouses, loose pants. She looks like she’s stuck in the nineties. You walk into a room with her, and nobody even notices. It’s embarrassing. Honestly, I’ve been ashamed for a while now.” I gasped, too loudly. Heads turned. Carlos froze mid-sentence. His eyes flicked toward the door. And there I was. His smirk vanished. For a split second, his face drained of color, but then he straightened, jaw tightening. The entire room was silent. Dozens of eyes darted between him and me, waiting. My heart pounded so loudly I could hear it in my ears. My face burned as shame crawled up my neck. I spun on my heel and bolted for the exit. “Shayle!” His voice followed me, footsteps pounding behind. But I didn’t stop. Not until he grabbed my wrist just outside the hallway. “Wait.” I yanked, but his grip was firm. “Let go of me!” His jaw flexed. “Fine. You heard it anyway. I was going to tell you sooner. Let’s break up.” Tears blurred my vision instantly. “Carlos… you…” My voice cracked. “You humiliated me. In front of everyone. After four years—” “Don’t make this harder than it is,” he cut in coldly. “I should’ve done this ages ago. You bore me, Shayle. You’re not the kind of woman men fight over. You’re the kind they settle for when nothing better comes along. And I don’t settle for less.” I shook my head violently, sobs breaking free. “Don’t say that. Please don’t say that…” He leaned closer, lowering his voice, but his words were like knives. “If only you were as pretty and bold as Alina, I swear, I could have stayed with you longer. But you're just not my type, Shayle.” I tore my hand from his grip, stumbling backward. The tears blinded me, and before I could catch myself, my heel missed a step. The next thing I knew, my body pitched forward. “Shayle!” Carlos’s shout came too late. I tumbled down the short flight of stairs, landing hard against the cold floor. Pain exploded in my side and shoulder. The air whooshed out of my lungs. A sharp cry escaped my lips, but no one came. No one helped, not even Carlos. He just stood frozen at the top of the stairs, his hands in fists and his eyes darting nervously to see if anyone had noticed. Then he cursed under his breath, turned, and walked away. He left me there. I pressed my palm against my throbbing ribs, dragging myself upright. Every breath hurt, every movement burned but the pain wasn't enough to overshadow the shame and heartbreak weighing me down. I couldn’t stay niether could I go home like this. I needed… somewhere. Somewhere safe. The hospital was only a few blocks away. Somehow, I forced myself to make it there. The sterile smell of antiseptic greeted me as I limped into the emergency ward. A nurse quickly helped me to a bed, checking my shoulder and ribs. “It looks like you’ve got some bruising,” she said, frowning. “But nothing seems broken. Still, we’ll run a quick check.” She left, and minutes later, a doctor walked in, flipping through my intake form. She looked young, but her eyes were sharp. “Miss Shayle Vale?” I nodded weakly. “You fell down some stairs, correct? Any dizziness before you fell?” I hesitated, biting my lip. “I… I was crying. Maybe that made me dizzy.” She studied me closely. “How long have you been feeling weak?” My chest tightened. “What do you mean?” “You have bruises on your arms that don’t look consistent with just this fall,” she said gently. “And your blood pressure is unusually low. How long have you been experiencing fatigue, or shortness of breath?” My stomach dropped. “Months,” I admitted. “But I thought it was just stress. Or maybe… low iron.” The doctor’s brows knitted. “I want to run some blood tests. Don’t worry about the cost. I’ll authorize it myself.” Confusion swirled in me. “Why would you—” “Please,” she interrupted softly. “Trust me.” I nodded numbly. The test didn’t take long. I sat on the edge of the examination bed, clutching my coat like a lifeline as the minutes dragged into hours. My chest ached with every breath. Finally, the doctor returned, holding a file against her chest. Her face was composed, but her eyes were heavy. “Miss Vale,” she began carefully, “I need you to stay calm.” My palms grew damp. “What… what’s wrong?” She drew a breath. “The tests show something serious. You have cancer. It’s advanced. I’m so sorry, but you may only have about four months left to live.” The room tilted. What? I didn't believe her, but the seriousness in her face was too real. Suddenly, Carlos’s voice roared in my head: “You’re the kind they settle for when nothing better comes along.” A sob tore from my throat as the world collapsed around me. Is this how I die?SHAYLEA few hours later, I was pacing around my apartment like a lunatic. I kept checking my phone, fixing my hair, rechecking my dress in the mirror, then sitting down, then standing up again. By the time the knock finally came, I nearly tripped running to the door.When I opened it, my breath caught.Kieran stood there in a black tailored suit that fit him so well my knees almost gave out. His hair looked longer than usual, falling slightly over his forehead in a way that made him look unfairly good. He held a bouquet of fresh flowers and smiled at me with so much warmth my chest tightened.“Wow,” he murmured, eyes sweeping over me slowly. “Shayle… you look beautiful.”I felt heat crawl up my neck. The gown he’d picked hugged my waist and flowed gracefully around my legs. It shimmered when I moved, and with my hair straightened and my bangs light and soft, I actually felt pretty. And different.“You look incredible too,” I whispered. “Seriously… I’ve never seen you look like this
SHAYLE The moment Lucien left the man and kept walking, I hurried after him. My heels clicked too fast on the floor and I almost tripped, but I still rushed until I caught up with him. I grabbed the air beside his arm, not touching him, but close enough to make him stop.“What the heck did you mean by that?” My voice came out sharper than I meant, but I didn’t care.He didn’t even spare me a full look. “What part didn’t you understand? You’re coming with me for the event tonight.”Kieran instantly came to my mind. His smile this morning. The soft tone he used when he told me he wanted me to be his plus one. The way he held my hand and whispered that he’d remind me every day how beautiful I looked. My stomach twisted painfully. I couldn’t do both. There was no way in hell.“That won’t be possible,” I shot back, fighting to keep my voice steady. “I already have somewhere to be. With someone.”That made him stop completely. He turned slowly. His eyes lowered a little as if he was try
SHAYLE The chairman’s eyes lifted the moment I walked in. His expression was calm, almost welcoming, which only made my stomach twist harder.“Ah, Shayle Vale” he greeted. “I was expecting you.”Expecting me? Since when did the chairman ever expect me? I forced a polite nod, even though my brain was already spiraling.“Come in. Take a seat.”My legs somehow obeyed before my mind did. I walked quietly to the chair across from Lucien and sat down, smoothing the letter in my hand under the table. Lucien was relaxed, hands in his pockets, like he owned the entire damn building. He looked right at me with that smug little smile tugging at his lips.Then he winked.Winked.Before I even had the chance to register that, he stood up slowly.“I’ll leave now” he told the chairman. “I have an important meeting.”Bullshit. I knew his schedule like the back of my hand. There was no meeting. Not even a hint of one. So why was he leaving? Did he set something up? Did he warn the chairman ahead of
SHAYLEI never thought those words could make the air feel heavy, but the moment Lucien asked the question, everything inside me stilled. My throat tightened, my palms grew damp, and I felt both Laureen and Maddie watching me closely. Their excitement was still buzzing in the room, but Lucien’s stare swallowed every bit of it.His eyes were sharp, unreadable, too dark for this early in the morning. I felt the pressure of his gaze on my skin, like he wasn’t just waiting for an answer but dissecting me with his silence.I swallowed and forced my voice to work. “Yes,” I murmured. “It’s true.”His eyes darkened. Not dramatically, not like in a movie where everything shifts. Just a small change, almost invisible, but I caught it. Something tightened in his jaw. His fingers curled slightly at his side.But he kept his mouth shut.He didn’t congratulate me. Didn’t smile. Didn’t even nod. He just stood there, staring at me, like the entire damn world suddenly made no sense to him.The sil
SHALYEThe next morning,I got ready to leave. Immediately I stepped out,I met him. The first glimpse of him made my chest tighten in a way I couldn’t quite explain. Kieran stood by my door, one hand in his pocket, the other holding car keys. His smile was calm, confident, warm enough to make my stomach do flips, and for a moment, I almost forgot the mess I was walking into. My work outfit didn’t matter; my hair wasn’t perfect, but the way he looked at me made me feel… noticed. Alive.“You ready?” he asked lightly, gesturing toward the car.I nodded, trying to act casual, though my heart was hammering. “Yeah,” I murmured, returning his smile.When we got into the car, the familiar scent of his cologne wrapped around me, and I had to consciously inhale deeply to steady myself. He didn’t start talking immediately; he just drove, letting the silence fill the space comfortably, like it was meant to be savored, not rushed.Finally, he spoke, his voice soft yet carrying that familiar weigh
SHAYLEThe first thought that came after I pushed him was what if he recognized me?The feel of my lips, the way I kissed, the damn electricity that shot through me just now…what if he realizes I’m the same woman whose virginity he took two nights ago?No. That can’t happen. He can’t know.I searched his eyes immediately, looking for the smallest flicker of recognition. His gaze was wide, startled, like he was surprised by what just happened also. Not a single trace of realization.He didn’t know. Thank God, he didn’t know.But the next second, my hand flew across his face before I could even think. The sound echoed in the quiet street, and even I flinched. My palm stung, and for a heartbeat, I froze, shocked by my own reaction.He deserved it though. Every bit of it.His head turned slightly from the impact. When he looked back, his Adam’s apple moved up and down, and his eyes found mine again. I was breathing fast, my chest rising and falling like I had run a mile.“What the fuck












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