EvelynRestlessness consumed me as I tossed and turned in bed, unable to get any sleep.After meeting Clara and Dad, enduring a long conversation with Clara and enduring Dad's lecture on 'A million reasons why not to drink alcohol,' I returned to my room hours ago. But sleep seemed to elude me completely. My sleep schedule was fucked up, and my mind was consumed by thoughts of Jacob.Was it wrong to long for his presence once again?Perhaps it was, or perhaps it wasn't. Regardless, I was deeply troubled by this newfound forbidden addiction. I’m addicted to him. I definitely am.A groan escaped my lips as I abruptly sat up in bed. These past few hours had made it abundantly clear that sleep was an elusive companion, for Jacob refused to vacate my thoughts.However, did I even want him to be out of my thoughts? It was a constant internal debate because I genuinely loved dwelling on thoughts of him. There was a strange sense of peace I found whenever his face appeared in my mind's eye.
EvelynI pulled down his trousers before he helped me in sliding them all the way down before I moved my hands to his boxers. He was too perfect; I could already see it without having to actually see it.But suddenly, a wave of insecurities crashed over me. Doubt and worry crept into my mind, threatening to overshadow the excitement. I had absolutely no experience in oral whatsoever. The furthest I had gone with any guy was just a lip kiss and a few minutes of make-out—that was the extent of my limited knowledge. The questions bombarded my thoughts, like a relentless barrage.What if I'm utterly terrible at it? What if he's left disappointed?What if I fail to please him?I was surely not as experienced as the other women who had graced his presence. Such a man like him must have encountered so many beautiful women, who might have astounded him to the core from the looks to the performance on the bed. And to be awfully honest, I did not have any skills whatsoever since I have never
EvelynI woke up to the breathtaking sight of Jacob's face. His arm enveloped my waist, pulling me in close, our naked bodies entwined beneath the cosy blanket. The sensation of our skin against each other was pure bliss.In the serenity of his slumber, Jacob appeared even more captivating, his features softened and peaceful. It was a view I wished I could wake up to every morning, but the reality was far from that. He and I were so close, yet we were miles apart and perhaps would have to remain that forever.My own troublesome thoughts began shrouding my mind right at the very fresh start of the morning.Did we even have a forever? Was I raising my expectations too high?Fuck this shit!I decided not to let my thoughts ruin this moment, and shrugged all of it and the notions away.Reaching out, I gently brushed aside a few stray strands of hair that adorned his forehead. A smile played upon my lips as my fingers trailed down, caressing his jawline and grazing the subtle stubble.How
EvelynWhen I descended the stairs, little did I know that my entire morning was about to be ruined.Amongst Clara, my dad, and Jacob, my eyes were immediately drawn to the presence of Gloria—the painfully unpleasant woman. And to make matters worse, she was seated right beside Jacob. What intensified my burning jealousy was witnessing Jacob engaging in a comfortable conversation with her, just as my dad and Clara were.What in the world was wrong with that man?"Evelyn, try not to glare at him as if you're plotting to extract his kidneys," Mason's voice whispered in my ear, his tone low. "Trust me, you don't want anyone to catch on to your jealousy.""Why the fuck he is talking to her? What's he trying to do? Let her suck his dick?!" I whisper-yelled, my eyes did not move an inch from the scene."How would I know? I can't comprehend the thought process of straight men," he shrugged, nonchalantly."Evie, it's possible that he's simply trying to avoid awkwardness. After all, he can't j
EvelynFor the past fifteen minutes, I had been pacing back and forth in my room, unable to find peace. Frustration gnawed at me, and I found myself hurling onto the bed, only to bounce up moments later without reason.I was so out of my mind— it was in chaos."Stupid jerk," I muttered on my own shifting on the bed and grabbing a book to distract myself However, his handsome face kept invading my thoughts relentlessly, shattering my attempts to keep my thoughts together in the most gruesome way possible.Why did he need to be so irresistible for no goddamn reason?! Fuck that, what the hell I was so infatuated with him?!I was trapped in this weird state, consumed by burning jealousy that was not giving me any mercy. I was so fucking doomedSuddenly, my thoughts were abruptly halted by a violent knocking on the door, breaking the silence like a thunderclap.I sighed irritably, reluctantly leaving the comfort of the bed to approach the door. I was fairly certain it couldn't be Jacob;
EvelynSlipping into a pair of sleek black denim shorts, a fiery red crop top, and crisp white sneakers, I tiptoed out of my room, defying my natural clumsiness. Each step I took was a silent ballet, a delicate dance of caution.Finally, I emerged from the mansion's confines, and there it was: Jacob's car, parked in the driveway like a beacon of anticipation. The headlights glowed, a signal that he was waiting for me.A smile automatically spread across my lips, and I dashed toward his car, feeling like a silly kid. The excitement I felt was indescribable. It puzzled me why something as simple as going out at night, which I had done countless times before, now felt so different.The reason was Jacob.As I neared the car, he opened the door from the inside, flashing me a grin. "Get in.""I didn't think you'd be so punctual," I commented, climbing into his sleek Benz and closing the door with a thud.The black vehicle was simply breathtaking, but then again, when you've spent over a qua
Evelyn"You're thoughtful," I remarked, my gaze fixed on Jacob who lay beside me."I don't deserve all the credit," he replied, adjusting his position by propping his head on his arm, "Most people know beaches look even better at night. The sea's beauty is unmatched."A smile appeared on my lips, for reasons unknown.This moment with Jacob was beautiful. Our fingers intertwined, his eyes meeting mine, our breathing in sync, and the sky blending into the endless blue sea.The gentle waves brushed against our feet, filling me with bliss."Not everyone," I sighed, gazing at the star-filled sky, like a magnificent, glittering veil. "Many fail to see its magnificence, finding it boring."He remained silent, his eyes fixed on me.I pulled Jacob's hand closer, tracing my fingers over its back as I admired the sky."Tell me something, Jacob," I turned my head to face him, "How many relationships have you had?"A flicker passed through his eyes, a hint of hesitation evident. He seemed slightly
EvelynWarning: This chapter contains mature and sexual content. "So...Clara, can I ask you something?""Oh, since when did you start acting so formal?" She burst into laughter. "What happened? Do you have a fever or something?"I sighed, feigning sadness. "I don't get you or Dad. Even when I try to be nice, it's always a problem.""Enough, drama queen," Clara chuckled. "Ask me what you want to know."A smile tugged at my lips as I leaned in, adjusting my chair to ensure she heard me clearly. "By any chance, do you think Jacob has been through a heartbreak or something?""What?" Confusion etched upon her face, "Where's this coming from?""I am just curious, you know," I tried to keep my curiosity subtle."And why are you suddenly curious?" She asked skeptically."Well, it's just that he sometimes seems like a lone soul," I laughed, though it came out sounding nervous. "So, I got curious."She paused for a moment, as if recollecting her memories in one place. "I'm not entirely sure, b