The silence in the cabin is broken only by the crackling of the fire. Shadow is near me, but his mind feels miles away. His golden eyes reflect the flames, as if he can see something within them that I can’t begin to understand.
I try to rest, but it’s impossible. Every time I close my eyes, I feel the weight of his world pressing down on me. It’s not just the external threats—Caleb, the clan, the unspoken rules. It’s Shadow himself, with his walls, his secrets, his fears, which only seem taller and more impenetrable the closer I get. “You can’t keep carrying everything,” I say suddenly, breaking the silence. He turns to me, raising an eyebrow. “What are you talking about?” “This. You. You always put yourself in the middle, like some kind of human shield… well, lycan shield.” Shadow lets out a dry laugh, but there’s no humor in it. “You don’t understand, Amelia. If I don’t do it, no one else will.” “That’s not true,” I insist, sitting up. “I’m here, remember? I’m not useless.” “I never said you were.” “But you think it.” He stares at me, his jaw tight. For a moment, I think he’s going to argue, but instead, he gets up and begins pacing the room like a caged animal. “It’s not that. It’s just… if something happened to you because of me, I couldn’t live with it.” “And you think I could live with something happening to you?” The question stops him in his tracks. For a second, his eyes lock onto mine, and I see something deeper in them—vulnerability. But, as always, it disappears just as quickly as it came. “This isn’t about me.” “It’s always about you, Shadow. Because you make all the decisions.” My words come out harsher than I intended, but I don’t back down. “You can’t keep me locked up in this cabin, waiting while you decide what comes next. I’m in this with you—whether you like it or not.” He walks toward me, slow and deliberate. When he’s close, his presence is like gravity—inescapable. “Do you understand what you’re saying?” he asks, his voice low and edged. “I do.” “This isn’t a fairy tale, Amelia. It’s not some love story where everything turns out fine in the end.” “Who said I wanted that?” I shoot back, meeting his gaze without flinching. “I just want to be part of this. Of you.” His eyes search mine, as if trying to confirm that I mean it. At last, he exhales, heavy and tired, and turns away. “I can’t promise you things will be okay.” “I’m not asking for promises.” The night drags on endlessly. Shadow insists on staying awake, but I finally surrender to exhaustion and lie down on the couch. Despite everything, his presence nearby brings a strange kind of peace, and before I know it, sleep takes me. I don’t know how long I’m out before something jerks me awake. It’s not a sound exactly—more like a feeling. The cabin is cloaked in shadows, and Shadow is no longer where I last saw him. “Shadow?” I whisper, my voice barely audible. No reply. I sit up, my heart pounding, trying to get my bearings. Then I see him, standing at the door, his silhouette barely visible in the dark. “What are you doing?” I ask, moving closer. “Listen.” At first, I hear nothing—just the creaking wood beneath my feet and the distant moan of the wind. But then I catch it: a faint sound, like branches breaking under the weight of something… or someone. “Take it,” Shadow says, still staring out the window. “What?” “Amelia, if anything happens—run. Don’t stop, don’t look back.” “I’m not going anywhere without you.” He turns, and for a fleeting moment, I see something different in his eyes. Not fear—determination, laced with something else… something I can’t quite name. “You don’t have a choice.” Before I can answer, the noise outside intensifies. Now it’s unmistakable: footsteps. Shadow pushes me behind him just as the door bursts open—and there he is. Caleb. “Well, brother,” Caleb says, flashing a crooked smile. “I thought I’d lost you.” The tension in the room is suffocating. Caleb steps inside slowly, like a predator sizing up its prey, and his gaze lands on me. “And you must be Amelia. The cause of all my dear brother’s troubles.” I try to stay calm, but the way he looks at me makes my skin crawl. “Leave her out of this,” Shadow growls, moving between us. “Oh, don’t worry, brother. I just came to talk.” “Talking’s never been your style.” “You’re right. But I thought I’d give you one last chance before I take what I want.” “Don’t you dare—” The standoff between them is electric, a collision of wills. Caleb is taller, broader, but Shadow doesn’t flinch. “You know,” Caleb says, smiling with venom, “I always thought you were the weak one. But now I see you’re just stupid. Risking everything for a human? Pathetic.” “Leave, Caleb. Now.” Caleb laughs, but the sound is dangerous, razor-edged. “Oh, I’m not going anywhere, brother. This is just the beginning.” And with those words, he lunges at Shadow.The night is wild.The flames from the nearby fires crackle like breath, alive and restless. The forest whispers something ancient—something hungry, something cloaked in shadow. The sky is clear. The stars flicker shamelessly. And somewhere far off, a howl cuts through the air like a scream from something dying… or being born again.I’m alone—or so I think.Until I feel him.I don’t hear him. I don’t see him.But I know he’s here.My body senses him before my mind does.And then he appears.Out of the shadows—like a beautiful curse.Naked.Shadow’s skin gleams in the firelight, and he looks more beast than man. His breath is deep. His golden eyes blaze. There’s a restrained violence in his expression, as if he’s on the verge of breaking. Or breaking me."You came," I whisper."I always come when you need me," he says, his voice ragged… but fierce.There are no more words.He lunges at me.And I let him.He pushes me down onto the warm dirt, heated by the fire. Earth smears my back, my
I’m still panting when he finally pulls back.His eyes are burning.Not like before. Not just with lust.Now there’s something wilder. More primal.Something unnamed… but it tastes like a delicious threat.“Don’t fall asleep,” he whispers, trailing his fingers along my belly. “I’m not done with you.”“Oh, really?” I mock, breathless. “What more do you want? My soul?”He smiles.That crooked, dangerous smile that tells me: yes.He already has it.And now he’s coming for the rest.“I want to see you surrender. Completely. No sarcasm. No escape. I want to make you beg, Amelia.”The way he says my name scorches me.Like an invocation.Like he’s peeling me from the inside out.Before I can answer, I’m already bound.With one of his shirts, twisted into a rope.He ties my wrists to the back of our makeshift bed and sits before me. Naked. Merciless erection. Eyes ablaze.“What are you doing?” I arch a brow, though inside I’m trembling. Not from fear. From anticipation.“Shut up. Tonight, you
His fingers haven’t stopped exploring me. Not even now, as the sweat dries on our skin and the air between us remains heavy with want. He kisses me with a hunger that never fades, as if every inch of me incites him further. As if every breath is a silent command to break me open again. "Are you okay?" he murmurs against my lips, his breath trembling into my mouth. "No," I answer. "Not unless you do it again." And that undoes him. He lifts me with one arm, as if I’m nothing more than a flame-bodied doll, and pins me against the wall of the shelter. He grips beneath my thighs, my legs wrap around his waist. His shaft, still hard, presses between my legs, making me moan before he’s even inside me again. "Look what you do to me," he growls, voice rougher now, darker, like the desire is clawing him apart. And then he gives me everything. All of him. At once. So deep it steals the air from my lungs. The slam of his body against mine makes the wooden walls tremble. He gr
There is no dawn to interrupt us.The world keeps spinning in shadows, and within that infinite silence, his body still rests on mine—warm, strong, so real it makes me shiver.“I can’t stop touching you,” he whispers against my collarbone, his lips tracing fire where only cold once lived.I don’t want him to stop either.Not now that he’s here, that I can feel him melting into me like we’re a single being with two open wounds trying desperately to close.His tongue moves over my skin as if trying to memorize it, as if one night—or a thousand—would never be enough to truly understand me. My legs wrap around his hips, and his hands clutch my waist tightly, pulling me back into the abyss we thought we’d already crossed.We moan in unison—my back arching, his chest trembling against mine.There’s no gentleness this time.Only hunger. Raw need.The urge to mark, to claim, to take what the world tried to deny us.“You’re mine,” he growls into my neck, and I don’t answer. I surrender. I let
The night wraps around us like a warm blanket woven from the remnants of the storm.No more sirens. No more screams.Only the distant creaking of wind through the ruins… and the restless beat of his heart, pulsing against my chest.His hand still clings to mine, as if letting go might unravel the world all over again.“You’re still trembling,” I whisper, my lips barely brushing his.“It’s not the cold,” he replies—and his voice has that rough, gravelly edge it only takes on when he’s right at the brink of himself.We look at each other as if we haven’t seen one another in years, as if we’re meeting again in some other time, some other life. My fingers trace the dust and dried blood on his face, and still… he’s beautiful. Brutally beautiful. There’s something in that golden gaze, in that wild intensity, that always makes me forget who I am.Or who I’m supposed to be.He presses me gently against the concrete wall, his breath filling the space between us.His body surrounds me. There’s
The cold wind lashes my face, as if trying to tear the soul from my body. In the distance, the city lights flicker—a fading echo of what once was. But here, in this desolate place, at the edge of what’s gone and what is yet to come, there’s nothing left but the reverberation of our choices.My eyes sweep the horizon, searching for something—anything—that might tell me it was worth it. But there are no answers. Only the ruins of a war that consumed us whole, leaving behind wounds far deeper than flesh can bear. And yet, in the heart of all this chaos, a fragile spark still burns within me.Because I did it. We did it.Shadow stands beside me in silence. No words pass between us. We don’t need them. The weight of all we've lived is etched into our souls, carved into every glance, every breath. It doesn’t matter that the world has collapsed into dust—because somehow, we made it through.Despite the war. Despite the loss. Something remains. Something I never thought I’d find in the wrecka