ETHAN
~Some actions could never be undone, mine bounded me to the devil himself~ I didn't't know how I was able to bear Killan's presence for the whole day, but the next morning, I woke up to the smell of something burning. My stomach dropped. I tossed my comforter off my body and hastily ran towards the kitchen. I'd asked Killan to sleep in the living room, and I strictly told him to touch nothing. Why was the whole space smelling like my apartment was on fire? Upon getting to my small kitchen, I was stunned to find him staring at the flaming remains of a pancake. He was clothed. He kept to his promise. But what the heck was he doing in my kitchen?! He slowly turned to face me, his signature smile plastered on his lips. “I made breakfast.” “Breakfast?” I groaned, taking a step towards the flaming pancakes. “You're setting my kitchen on fire.” I pointed out, pushing him aside as I got to work. He'd said he made breakfast, but everything was burnt. Not a single pancake was spared. I shook my head as I stared at a completely burnt pancake. “Rule three, for fuck’s sake, don't step into my kitchen.” ~~~~~ Killan sat across from me, staring hard at the steak I'd prepared for breakfast. He picked up the fork and tilted his head. “Master, I—” “You don't know how to use a fork.” I sighed, pinching the bridge of my nose as I pushed my chair backwards. Taking slow strides towards him, I made sure my gaze was fixed on the steak instead. I didn't want to get lost in his gaze. Not this morning. I pulled his plate, grabbed a fork and knife and sliced the steak slowly. “You see, Killan, it's this simple.” Sometimes, I began to wonder if he was from another realm or from space. And maybe, just maybe he was up to something. Killan brushed his hair with his fingers, his serious gaze fixed on the fork. That small action left an impression in me. I still couldn't understand why every action made my heart skip a beat. I couldn't explain why I felt attracted to him. “Let me try.” His cold voice rang out as he reached for the fork, pulling me from my reverie. I leaned my head on my palm, watching as he tried to slice the steak with intense scrutiny. With how deep his brows were furrowed, you'd think he was about to perform a delicate surgery on a patient. The thought of this mysterious young man in some white overall made me chuckle. “I made you laugh?” He asked, his hands in an awkward position with the fork in his hands. “i really made you laugh?” I nodded, biting down my lips to hold down my chuckle. “This time, Killan.” “But I want to do it every time.” “I think you should focus on learning how to eat.” “But I want to eat you instead.” He said innocently and I almost lost my balance. He blinked, eyes wide like he didn't just blurt out some shitty sentence, and I smirked. “Killan.” “Master.” “Tell me the truth, will you?” “I'll tell you anything, Master.” “Who are you?” “I'm your—” he suddenly frowned. “Who am I to you, Master?” I facepalmed myself and groaned. This really wasn't going to work. I shook my head and walked away, leaving him to battle with the cutleries himself. ~~~~~ Throughout the whole day, Killan kept following me like a shadow. While I went to freshen up, he stood outside the bathroom like an adorable little puppy, and while I dressed up, he watched. I was only a second away from going insane. Now it was almost midnight, but Killan insisted on spending the night in my room. I glared hard at him. “You can't spend the night with me.” I pointed out. “You have to sleep in the living room.” I tossed a blanket over his head, but it barely covered up his tall frame. “Go sleep now, Killan. I've got lectures tomorrow.” “But I want to sleep with you, Master.” He pouted, removing the blanket from his face, revealing his perfect face once more. If that was his charm, it was working. I facepalmed myself. ‘Snap out of this, Ethan.’ But when I stared at his face again, I almost gave in. “You really can't sleep here.” My throat tightened. “I won't make a sound.” He whispered, pointing at a small couch that could barely fit his frame. “I'd just sleep over there.” But the couch was too small. He'd probably roll off and fall right on the ground by morning. This shit was so complicated, I was close to losing it. Left with no choice, I pointed at my bed. “Fine, you can sleep here.” But I grabbed a pillow and placed it at the middle. “You must stick to the second rule tonight more than ever.” “Why does Master wants me to stay away?” I didn't know if I was hallucinating, but a smirk crept up his lips. It wasn't just frightening, it was terrifying. My chest tightened as I tore my gaze away, slipping into my thick comforter. “Just stick to my rule and ask no questions.” Killan nodded obediently and layed on my bed, staring at the pillow that splitted us apart. “Stick to the rules.” I felt the urge to remind him before I closed my eyes to sleep. And as soon as I closed my eyes, I regretted my actions immediately. Because now, his chin was burried in my neck, and worse? He was sniffing me! I tried to push him, but he just wouldn't budge. His grip was so hard, I feared I'd be squashed like some tomato the next morning. I tried pushing him again, but his soft voice made my heart clench. “Just stay still for tonight, will you?”ETHANA goddamn demon. That's what he looked like when he smiled at my cock. I had no idea when I stopped breathing, all I felt was a prickling sensation on my lap as he yanked my pants off. He's still smiling at me though, and it sends a shiver down my spine rather than calm me. I shift uncomfortably. He reaches out and traps me, one of his arms behind my head, face inches apart from mine. My back stiffens when his gaze bores into mine. It's like I'm staring at Killan again. The same Killan. Does he have any idea what he's doing to me? “You're hard.” Alexander whispers, minty breath fanning my face. “Look at how hard you are for me, Ethan.” He smirks like the goddamn devil he is. “You’re dripping and yet you still deny this?” I swallow hard. His smirk widens. “I know you want me.” I shake my head, giving him a defiant look. “No.” He unties me slowly, eyes never wavering from mime. “Still in denial?” “No.” “Liar.” He taunts, pressing his finger into my lap. He strokes sligh
ETHAN A goddamn demon. That's what he looked like when he smiled at my cock. I had no idea when I stopped breathing, all I felt was a prickling sensation on my lap as he yanked my pants off. He's still smiling at me though, and it sends a shiver down my spine rather than calm me. I shift uncomfortably. He reaches out and traps me, one of his arms behind my head, face inches apart from mine. My back stiffens when his gaze bores into mine. It's like I'm staring at Killan again. The same Killan. Does he have any idea what he's doing to me? “You're hard.” Alexander whispers, minty breath fanning my face. “Look at how hard you are for me, Ethan.” He smirks like the goddamn devil he is. “You’re dripping and yet you still deny this?” I swallow hard. His smirk widens. “I know you want me.” I shake my head, giving him a defiant look. “No.” He unties me slowly, eyes never wavering from mime. “Still in denial?” “No.” “Liar.” He taunts, pressing his finger into my lap. He st
ALEXANDER Ethan is back and so is my messed up emotions. The whole accident made me realize something—I want Ethan more than I've ever wanted anyone. I'm attracted to him like a moth to a flame. It's dangerous. He is dangerous. But I won't fight it this time. I almost lost him once. It's never going to happen again. The kiss replays in my head like it's on repeat. I recall his soft lips. The way he surrendered. The need in his rich brown eyes. Right there, in that damn elevator, restraining myself from pinning Ethan against the ground almost made me lose it. I want him. Badly. I know Ethan is still shaken by the whole incident that happened months ago. It was why I gave him enough time to heal. Deep down I know he still needs enough time to forget everything, and in the meantime, I'll take pleasure in torturing Liam. That bastard's barely breathing. And nothing more can give me enough satisfaction than the sick state he's in. Right now, he's chained in my dungeons, silve
ETHAN Marinette deserves to know the truth about Liam, I know. But I can't stand watching her break. I don't want to be the reason for another failed relationship. It's the first day of a new week. I'm resuming work today. I'm meeting him…today. Jaz strolls into the kitchen, then leans on the kitchen island. She takes in my appearance as the smile on her lips widens. “Someone looks ready for his first day of work.” I hand her a cup of coffee, chuckling softly. “First day?” She nods, taking a sip. “First day after the whole chaos.” She then winks at me, taking a few steps closer. She sets the coffee mug on a small counter, then trails her finger over my bare arm. “How about a quickie?” She asks in between laughs. “You can't blame a woman for craving her man's cock after a glass of warm coffee.” A laughter spills from me. But in the real sense, I'm spiraling on the inside. I don't want to fuck Jaz. Not when I'm deeply infatuated with Alexander. Not when he's the reason I'
MARINETTE Ethan's return is a dream come true. Jaz returned back to her usual self. She smiled often, laughed, and made jokes a few times to ease the tension. Taking care of Ethan at the hospital was sort of the way I healed, too. Seeing him take those steps like a kid, forgetting the events that tortured his soul, spending more time with his boss. It made my heart warm and eased my tense muscles. It's been weeks. A few months, perhaps. Ethan is still on leave from work. His boss gave him all the time in the world to recover properly, but Jaz seems to be the busiest one. Hurrying down the stairs, my gaze drifts toward Ethan who's nestled on the couch. He's reading a magazine while having a glass of coffee. He meets my gaze with a warm smile. “Heading for the bookstore so early?” I nod, my lips breaking into a smile. He grins. “Why do I feel like you're heading out for something else?” Ethan didn't change one bit after the incident. He's just a little more protective
ALEXANDER‘Were you worried about me, too?’ Ethan's words ring in my ears like a song on repeat. The answer’s as clear as day, glaring even before a blind man, but I wave it off with a cold laugh and stare at the slight bruise on his face. “You think too highly of yourself.” “Highly?” He coughs slightly as a smile curves his full, kissable lips. “I saw the look on your face when you barged into the basement, Mr. Grey.” “And I saw the look on yours when you saw me.” I lean closer, lips a few inches from his pointed nose. I catch a whiff of his woodsy scent mixed with the smell of coffee, sanitizer and phenol. His eyes burn through me, like fire cutting through ice. “What was the look on mine?” Ethan didn't just stare at me with relief in his eyes. No. He looked at me like I was his answered prayer, his only light in a sea of darkness, his beacon of hope that had been buried in a sea of expectations. He didn't think before he passed out right on that chair because I was there. H