CHAPTER 17IRENE'S POVI might not have had a good reason to dislike James in the beginning, rather than the fact that he was cocky and proud but after meeting with this morning, after he had knocked on my door to tell me how the contract had gone down the drain , I now had a substantial motive to immensely dislike him.He was the last person I expected to see that morning, and seeing at my door while I was just getting up from my bed was a turn off.James looked like he was running, as it turned out to be, it was something he does on a regular basis and as I have noticed, it was his way of getting thoughts out of his mind.All this had happened twenty minutes ago, it was then I had heard right from the horse's mouth that I was stuck with him and from what I learned he had not expected it to happen.I didn't know how to feel about the news, even more with the way he said it.Apparently, he had volunteered to be the one to tell me the news as I was certain that was what he and my co
CHAPTER 18JAMES POV.Red and yellow lights from the street blurred through the car windows as I made my way through, I was driving at an incredibly fast speed and all I could think about was her.Irene— That woman was certainly a huge case I had gotten myself into.If there was anything she was so good at doing it was getting under my skin and the truth was, she does it so well.She does in a way that looked like there was nothing I could do to stop her from saying whatever she wanted to say.Call her a bitch or whatever you wanted to , buy it didn't take one fact away and that was the fact that she was so good at what she does.She looked like someone brought up properly with normal etiquettes, at some point I thought j was being played in a game by Marcus but then I was quick to take that thought away from my mind.I blinked at the clock that read one p.m. and then rolled my eyes. I had been driving for a good straight hour without stopping.The thought of going back to her s
CHAPTER 19.JAMES POVShe was definitely the last person I expected to see at this place.I stood there perplexed, unable to move away from where I was as I stared into the eyes of my onec past love and companion Addie.If there was any term to describe my dark toxic past it definitely had a lot to do with her and I was speaking about not just the toxic part of it but everything in general.She was one person that had walked right into my life and changed the whole Outlook of it.We both had dated for quite a while till it turned out that I had wanted more and so after making love to her one certain morning I had walked out and the rest was history..Addie was no saint as well, she looked to be an addict at whatever she did and forever I was talking about the sex, drugs and the list was endless.Seeing here right there again, standing right at that spot I didn't know whether to feel excited or not.The reference to our past sex life inspired a mix of emotions— embarrassment, anger,
CHAPTER 20IRENE'S POV.The door shut behind me as I made my way to the room, this was far from boring for me as I was not into nature and his absence made it more difficult.I had loved his presence around each time he had come around, even if it turned out that I was always taunting him most of the time or even if the reverse was the case.The more thought of him sent shivers through my nerves.I was convinced I was the worst person in the world at that moment, the fact I knew nothing about him to the extent that I had no idea about his mother was frustrating .I’d assumed she had died or most probably he was let alone to be on his own due to his frustrating attitude, but as it turned out to be she had not died of cancer or some other illness, but now all I could picture was a six year's old James being left all by himself.That had explained why he had turned out to be dark yet the fact that he had risen from that deepest hollow show how reliable and steady he and had been over
CHAPTER 21JAMES POVI looked at my wife and all I could think about was how Addie's lips had felt over mine.She kissed me, and for the first time in a long time I found a kiss from another woman distasteful.Though Addie had apologized after everything I could tell it was something she would want to do over and over again.Addie didn't look to be the but worried that she kissed me, hardly was she even convinced that was married and she was going to let go.She wanted me, that was the sum of everything she had been trying to say and If she had been speaking to a different James Fraser five months ago, she would've been fucked.The last thing I would want was having her scent all over me so I had to make sure to get rid of everything Addie.She had quite a unique cologne and though I still find it alluring even after many years, I hoped to myself that I didn't by any way carry a part of her.Irene watched me as I walked into the room and we couldn't help wondering if it was that obvi
CHAPTER 22IRENE'S POV" The deal was back on…"In a way I didn't know if to feel excited about that but of information or not but I felt indifferent toward it.The sound of his voice saying this echoed in my mind after he was gone, one fact remained however and that had to with the fact that he was angry or rather pissed about something I had knowledge of, the fact that I had gotten angry and pissed him offIt turned out that I had pushed him right into another woman's arm.I was not quite sure of my claim but the feminine cologne was so noticable and it filled the air in quite a remarkable manner.He had been with a woman doing heaven knows what and while he had made it clear if his intent not to be loyal I couldn't help but feel a little but jealous.Why wouldn't I?I was quite aware of how he chose to be a bit sweet with other women but not myself, he had shown spark of what James Fraser was when he was romantic and wild and other times, I have had to deal with his dark side.T
CHAPTER 23IRENE'S POVPerhaps, I had been lying about my feelings or he was just a good kisser.I could feel every bit of his lips on me, he kissed me like he was kissing my soul and shockingly enough I kissed him too.I could feel all the synapses if my brain telling me what I was doing was wrong in a way I could sense my last bit of self control telling me that I could still stop this.Yet, I chose not to listen to any but instead allowed my soul to be consumed by the tip of his lips.Was the kiss from pity?Did I feel pity for how the past had treated him or was it just pure lust ?It felt like a question only my soul could understand, because that was exactly what he did—He kissed my body and I could feel it waves going down my nerves right to my soul.A quiet noise crawled up his throat, a mixture of satisfaction and hunger not forgetting that bit of anger from the way I was reacting to him.The thought of that same lips kissing another flashed across my mind, I could almost thr
CHAPTER 24JAMES POVOne fact I loved was to be begged. Thefire dissipated into that created a heat in my soul spreading tingles throughout my body as I watchedA fire nothing could quench as she lay against the bed, slack, she pulsed around his fingers, as Ionly made out with my inner thigh and continued to slowly move my fingers in and out until it stopped.I never planned for any of this to happen.Did I want it?Definitely.Sex with her had been something pending, from the moment I had seen her, it had looked like something pending.It was going to happen either way if I liked it or not and there was nothing I could do to stop it.I wanted control over all of this, I let out a shaky breath, as she ran her fingers through my hair, not ready to let it go. It was the first orgasm I had ever brought her to.I hated to admit it but watching that looked like the most fascinating thing ever it almost looked almost addictive.My hands ran up her thighs, and I could feel the nerves in her