LOGIN“W….What…..do you mean?” I stammered with slurred words.
The alcohol had started taking its effect on me. Oliver came and sat next to me. He lifted his hands and brushed the strands of hair to the back of my head “You don’t need to worry because you’re with me now.” My heart beat increased instantly. I hugged myself as tears flowed on my face. Not even my husband has ever made me feel this way. For a split of a second, his words placed together my cracked soul. I just wanted to be held in his arms. I just wanted to feel like a woman for ones in my life. However, this man was my enemy. What was I even thinking? “I know what you need and I can give it to you. You just have to say the words.” he mumbled hoarsely as he caressed my face, sending little shivers inside of me. I knew at once that he was seducing me and I was fucking allowing him. Why was I warming up to his advances? Was I that desperate to have him in my bed? He was fucking forbidden for me! I just didn’t understand why my body was being drawn to him like a magnet. It’s just that I had missed a man’s tenderness. From the moment his skin met mine, he ruined me inside and my mind refused to reason. Jasmine, snap out of it! You’re throwing yourself from the pan to the fire! “Mmh …. Oliver, I can’t. I can’t cheat on my husband.” I mumbled as I turned my head away, heat spreading all over my face as sparks started igniting in my body, wild and untamed. He consumed me, my lungs felt congested that I couldn’t breathe well from holding my breath for too long. “Why don’t you give him a real reason to divorce you? I know my friend and if he is determined to divorce you, he will. So, are you willing to sleep with a stranger instead of me?” his words made my body shiver. I swear I was losing control! I shook my head “No, but you also hate me! ” He creased his mouth lazily and smirked “ I don’t remember telling you that I hated you. Listen, I’ m just giving you an opportunity to resolve a difficult situation. But if you’re not interested, then it’s fine. The door is wide open. You can let yourself out “He suddenly lost his patience and I knew that the ball was on my hands. “Alright… I’ll do it, but on one condition. Promise me that there will be no strings attached. After this, we’ll have nothing to do with each other. we will continue our normal life as before, okay.” I threw caution on the wind. Screwing him was better than a total stranger. I knew I was out of my mind but I needed him desperately. He was my only way to escape the heartbreak and even if he was using me for sex, I couldn’t care less. “Deal” an evil smirk tugged on his mouth as he looked at me with lust. It was the first time I was seeing him relaxed. I never even thought that a man like him would desire a woman like me, the unwanted trash and plain as Jeff had branded me. His words sunk deep into my soul. I never planned on sleeping with Jeff’s friend but somehow, he deserved it. I will beat him to his game. There was no need holding on to the love that was never meant to be. Oliver was right. It was a high time that I divorce him and move on with my life. Five years was a long time to put life on hold for ungrateful piece of shit. “Relax....this is not going to work if you keep on flinching every time my hands lands on you “Oliver whispered as he lifted me on to his lap. I screamed nervously as I held on to his neck clumsily. I still couldn’t grasp the fact that I had accepted an offer of sex from my husband’s best friend. How crazy could I get? “Kiss me …” he ordered as his hot burning stare remained on my lips. The heat coming from him was like a furnace, burning its way deep into my bones and crashing my weak resolve. I heaved a sigh and lifted my head towards him. Before I could do anything, his lips captured mine. His strong hands held the back of my neck as he guided his tongue inside my mouth. For a moment there, I forgot to breath. He completely consumed me as he invaded my mouth like I belonged only to him. Like he was just waiting his entire life to kiss me. I have never been kissed like this and I fucking got smitten to the extent that I didn’t want him to stop. “I need you. Don’t stop. “I whispered as I straddled him. I knew I was shameless but now that he’d seduced me, there was no turning back. I was going to lay back for once in my life and enjoy the pleasure from a man, even if he wasn’t mine. “You can have all of me tonight. I’m going to claim you like no one has ever done. By the time I am done with you, my name will be branded in your soul and locked in your heart .” his warm breath fanned my skin as I shivered in need. For a moment, I lost all senses in me and all that I could feel was this unfamiliar desire that was stirring inside of me. The more he kissed me, the more my body demanded. I knew I was out of my mind to do this but the moment he touched me, I forgot who I was. I forgot all my troubles. He pulled back and I managed to breath in a good amount of air. I filled my lungs and lifted my shy eyes to his. “I have never been kissed like that. “ I mumbled. Silently, he stood up and lifted me with him on his waist “Jeff must have been a fool to waste such a sweet woman like you “he whispered on my ears and then gently kissed my already swollen lips. “Aren’t you afraid that he is going to hate you for this?” I asked in between kisses. “That’s my business to handle. Just focus on enjoying yourself, okay. I’ll show you what you have been denying this sexy body “He stated coquettishly as he laid me gently on the bed. Soon, his shirt came off and I got to see the sturdy chest, muscled arms and the six-pack underneath it. Gosh, he was easy on the eyes, the kind that belonged on a magazine cover. It was a fucking crime for a man to be this gorgeous. No, perfect was the best word to describe him. “Can I touch you?” I asked as I swallowed hard, my spit almost chocking me. I didn’t think that I deserved him or any one as handsome as him. Jeff had made me think less of myself. “Yeah …I’m all yours and every part of my body belongs to you. “The moment he said the words, I couldn’t hold myself back. I had to feel him. I had to just memorize this moment so that I could fantasize about it later. I kissed his chest as my hands slid down to his belly and further bellow to his v section. The moment my hands stopped on the hard rock member on his groin, he groaned and I smiled.Jasmine.The moment I heard his name, a cold shiver ran straight into my system. I already ignored his calls and I knew he was a volcano waiting to erupt.Well, I didn’t want chaos in my mother’s room, more than they already were.My face turned to look at the exit, as if he would appear any moment. I felt suffocated and not even Oliver’s presence would calm my raging emotions.“I need some air “I started to fan my face with my fingers but even so I still felt light headed, not because I feared Jeff but because I didn’t want to deal with him.The mere thought of him chilled my blood.“Jasmine …” his voice sounded cautious but controlled, as if he only needed to pass a message “You need to sit down.” he said it like it was an order and not a request.Somehow, I complied.Cassie steered me to the couch a
JasmineMy face brightened as I watched my mother being wheeled back in to her room. I tagged along.She was awake but still weak. It must be the drugs. I comfort myself.“Sweetie….” She called, her voice hoarse and I felt my heart slamming on my chest as I scanned her face.“Mum, you’re awake? “I asked and my mouth curved in to a smile without even realizing it . Just the thought of seeing her alive was enough for me.“I thought, I’d never see you again, sweetie “she whispered, her voice barely audible. “But I made it. I have a new heart.” Her hands twitched as if she wanted to lift it but it was still weak. So, it fell back at her side, still and limb. Relief faded from my mind, replaced by unexplainable unease but I couldn’t show it. I was her strength now.“Mum, I won’t leave your side “I paused “Together we’ll overcome this, okay.”I was still talking when sleep crept in to her eyes like a thief. I produced a small smile as I lowered my hands and covered her well. My heart d
Jasmine The waiting room felt so cold, just like my heart. Even the time seemed to be moving backwards. Every time I looked at the clock, I only felt sick with worry.My blood froze thinking that someone was cutting open my mother’s heart .Will my mother really make it? Cassie sat close by, eyes focused on the operating room as if she is afraid that something was going to happen. She’s my anchor and seeing her expression crashed me, in ways that I couldn’t describe.“Don’t worry, she’ll make it “she reassured “There is hope… “ I gave out a small chuckle, tears stinging my eyes.“I don’t know what I’ll do if something happens to her” I blinked, looking for something that will push me to hold on. “Nothing will happen to her” Cassie mumbled gently “She’s got the best doctors working on her “ I nodded my head as my gaze remained, unwavering on the door still blinking with the “operation on” sign. My hands were folded tightly on my lap. It was as if they had been instructed to stay
Jasmine The sounds echoed back on my ears. Without Oliver, a deep hollowness consumed my body that I didn’t know how to explain. He’d made things easier and bearable. I stretched my body on the couch to relax while l waited for my mother to be taken for her surgery. The door creaked and someone entered inside. At first, I thought that it was the doctor but then my smile softened when her face registered in my mind. Cassie, radiant as ever was standing in the middle of the room.She didn’t scowl or yell at me. I just watched her face and I knew it.“Jasmine … you look like hell” she frowned and I gave her a shaky smile. My mother’s surgery matters more than my look.“Cassie, it’s a hospital, I don’t need to look good. Anyway, I have good news “My face blushed as Oliver’s Image raced in my head. Cassie raised an eyebrow.“Jas….is there something you’re hiding? “she paused, searched my eyes before continuing “There is something different about you today. Tell me ….” Her curiosity p
Jasmine In the morning, sunlight seeped through the curtains. The sharp rays blinded my eyes as I searched for him, that man that made my heart flutter.“You’re awake ….” His voice pierced through my ears, soft and melodious as I tried to sit up, a sudden calmness washing over me. I had almost expected him to leave the moment sleep stole my consciousness.I hummed ….and looked around nervously. Still, strong stench of antiseptic filled my nose as I dragged my heavy legs towards my mother. I fixed her sheets as I looked at her sleeping peacefully, as if nothing in the world is wrong. But I couldn’t get this feeling in my heart that something was off.Oliver still stood with his hands in his pocket, his sharp stare directed on my back. I felt it no matter how bad I wanted to avoid him. It burned on my skin like a hot pan.The nurse soon walked in, a document in her hand. I looked up, questions in my eyes. Last night, before I went to bed, there were a lot unresolved issue. Was she
Jasmine As my mother drifted to sleep yet again, I couldn’t help but feel lonely. I needed her to stay awake, to look at me. I stood up and sat at the corner, listening to the faint voices, hurried footsteps and distance ambulance sirens, that wouldn’t get out of my subconscious mind.Then the nurse walked in with a stack of papers in her hands. No one needed to tell me what she wanted.It was already clear as water, money.“Jasmine, I need you to fill in the forms. They are for your mother’s emergency surgery “she stated, passing Oliver a curious look. I’ve been dealing with her ever since my mother was admitted and I guess, she didn’t expect me to be accompanied my someone.I saw the surprise in her eyes, but she didn’t say anything.Oliver made the room feel small, even to me.“Of course ….” I swallowed hard, reached out and grabbed the papers. I have been doing it so many times. I had even mustered the exact words in every line.“And you can settle your account with the rece







