Chapter 12 Stephanie’s POV

I put my bag on the table and sat on the clean bed. My hand trails the empty bed. I remembered sweet memories of me and Martin spending time here, cuddling, making out and making love. It feels like it just happened yesterday, the truth is, he has already gone for a long time. I didn’t want to count it, I just told myself he was gone long enough until my tears dried. 

Earlier, I thought it was just a bad dream, but unfortunately it is the reality I have to face. I spent day by day waiting at home, hoping Martin would show up in front of me, but the longer I waited, the more it felt like I was daydreaming a lot. Everyone around me tried to stay strong, life must go on, while what I want is just a shoulder so I can put my head there and cry my heart out. ‘Why can I be a weak person for once? Why?’ But you know Stephanie, you have to let go of the thought about it cause the world has no