Hidden Gems

Elena's POV

Nuna is dead, she died protecting me, at first I didn't understand why she would risk her life like this. I didn't understand why she wouldn't even tell me what she was going to do.

I now know why she couldn't tell me. This is something I had to see with my own eyes for me to believe it. Nuna had incredible powers, she has never been wrong and now I have to believe that she made the right choice .

After hearing that she had died, I was inconsolable, I blamed myself for her death. I blame myself that she risked her life for me. I thought that I didn't deserve it, afterall, what have I ever done to deserve something like that?

I came back home, Jonathan was there for me. He tried to console me and he gave me some space to rest. I was only going to close my eyes for a few minutes but I ended up sleeping. 

I haven't had dreams since I came back from captivity and fra