14. Lets talk about it

MEGHAN

I ran away to the library without even thinking.

I just needed to be somewhere away from Adrian. I couldn't believe what happened back there in that empty classroom.

I couldn't believe what I'd let happen.

I promised myself I'd never think of Adrian like that after I moved back from Boston, but here I was, kissing him back. And the worst thing of it all is that he had been treating me like shit, and yet I still let him kiss me. All the memories came flooding back when our lips touched. I felt tingles from my head to toe and my body reacted to him against my better judgment. Sane thing happened to me when he touched me a year ago. It was as if I felt helpless in his arms. My body craved him.

What the hell was wrong with me?

Get it together, Maggie. It's's not too late to fix all this, I told myself.

If he kissed me, it meant he didn't completely hate me, right? That meant I could still reason with him. Maybe we can come to an understanding together. We could try not to be cruel