Chapter one

                                         ***Lyrica***

Hearing my phone go off again I glance down, Sucking in a breath when I see the words that had popped up on the screen. My vision blur a bit making me pull off onto the side of the road, My hands grip the wheel even though they are shaking I can feel my whole body shake in my seat. 'Ok Lyrica deep breaths' I repeat in my head. 'He is not here'

But thats just it, he doesnt have to be to do this to me the text alone is enough to trigger this. This is why I couldnt stay alone this week, why I chose to come home for the break. At least there he cant reach me.

Focusing back out the windsheild I pull back onto the road, I do not remeber when I reached the gates but the filmlair sight settles my nerves just abit. Two guads pace back and forth on the inside of the gates as their eyes watch me. I come to a stop at the small shake another guard steps out. 

A feeling of saftey washes over me knowing no one can get to me here, I eye my phone again it laid in the cup holder. 

The guard leaned down looking in my window, Seeing it was me he gives me a small nod with a flick of his hand  the gates slides open. 

With in seconds I was pulling into the driveway shutting off my car I grab my phone sliding out of the car I jam the phone in  my back pocket, I can feel the weight of it as I know what is on it.

Pulling open the back door I grabbed my bad from the backseat Reaching back in to the passengaer seat I grabbed a smaller bag, I no sooner shut the door when the front door flies open and my mom comes rushing out pulling me into a hug.

"So how school going?" She asked. "Meet anyone new?" Her question are innocent just a mom genrally wanting to know her daughters life at collage. She knows Im kinda a loner, Yes I do have room mates but we are not what I would call friends they do their thing and I do mine. I do not dare let anyone get close to me.

She is also being a nosy mom seeing if her daughter is dating any boys. she is trying to be suttle about it and not come right out and ask. 

But I know what would happen if I did it would not be good for either of us. 

Not that my parents would care that I dated, but a certain someone would and Im not about to drag anyone in my mess I also do not have the time, And how would I intorduce him to my parents? How would I explain why they live out in the middle of nowhere with a guarded gate. To someone who does not know about us they would think we live in a cult. 

"Its good." .. "We had a new student join the rotation last week. She seems nice."

My voice sounds flat, I know my mother will pick up on it. And on cue she turns raising a brow at me, She is holding two plates in her hands walking over setting them on the counter then sliding one across to me. 

"You know it wouldnt hurt to more open to people." She gives me that look letting me know she is seeing right through me. If she only knew how the truth.

I shrug, "I need to force on m,y studies, I so not have time for parties adn all that, It just bogs you down I see it all the time with my roommates, and thats  not what I want."

Her face softens she gives me a small nod. with that the conversation stops and we eat in silence which i was thankful for I know she pick up that something is going on with me, but she does not want to push me she will wait till Im ready to tell her on my own. 

But thats the problem, I cant tell anyone this is a secret I must keep to myself no matter what.

Once Im finished I grab my bags heading up to my room where i can lock myself in and hide from my troubles for now. 

Flopping on my bed feeling the tension from lunch and her question leave me for a moment but not for long when I pull my phone out tapping the screen making it light up. 

There is two messages clicking on them there is no name just a number,

Running home will not keep you safe from me.

Shutting my eyes i pull in a deep breath. Openig them I read the next one.

There is no place you can hide from me.