MasukDmitry
There are a couple of things I take pleasure in. My bike, my time, my friends. Now I can add something new to the list. Watching Gianna squirm at the thought of climbing onto the seat behind me. Years ago she begged to ride with me. Now the apprehension is written all over her face, loud enough to hear without a single word spoken. I snicker, lifting my visor and cocking my head as I examine my pretty little kitten. Fuck. I want to do the most insane things to her. She is gorgeous. Perfect. Her curls fall across her face and my fingers twitch with the urge to brush them back. “Stop staring at me like that.” Her voice shakes, cheeks flushed, but I do not look away. I am gone. Lost in the familiarity of her. I still remember the taste of her lips, salt and cherry. I swing off the bike, pull my helmet off, and let the cool air hit my face. “Look,” I say, swallowing the laughter crawling up my throat. “This is our only ride. You either hop on, or you walk home.” I lean against the bike, watching her like she is the only thing worth staring at. In a way, she is. She stares back, mouth hanging open. “You are insufferable, Dmitry.” She spits the words, slipping her hand between her breasts and pulling her phone out. Holy fuck. I drag my eyes back up before she catches me staring. Fuck that should be my cock, slipping in and out those juicy breasts. My eyes shut, the image almost clear in my head until her low giggle brings me back to the present. I watch as her fingers fly across the screen. A second later, she holds the phone up triumphantly. “In your face, jackass.” I smile. Still stubborn. Still determined. Still Gia. “Suit yourself, kitten.” Her eyes flare with rage. “Stop calling me that.” I tilt my head, feigning confusion. “Calling you what. Kitten?” Her nostrils flare as she moves her attention to the lot entrance. “Yes,” she snaps. “I told you already. Stop it.” I push off the bike and take one slow step toward her, not enough to crowd her, just enough for her scent to flood my nostrils. Vanilla, she still smells like vanilla. “Can’t help it.” I shrug. “You still look like one and behave like one too. Claws first.” She scoffs, finally looking my way but not saying anything to counter my words. I am not sure how I will do it but I need my Gia back, without telling her the reason I left. “Why are you still here?” she asks, finally saying something. “You're still here.” She points to the exit like she is trying to get rid of an intruder. “Leave, Dmitry.” I don’t move. Her eyes narrow. “You heard me. Go. You've helped enough. I'll meet you at your place." I fold my arms, moving back to my bike. “I’m waiting for your ride.” She blinks, then widens her eyes before squinting them at me. Fucking adorable. “For what?” “So I know you actually get into it,” I say, voice steady. “I need to make sure you're safe." She stares at me like I have grown horns. Then her expression shifts, something softer underneath the irritation. “One would think you care about me.” She tilts her head. “Or are you just saving face in case someone sees you letting me stand here alone?” That one stings, right under the ribs and I know I should be trying to coddle her into winning her forgiveness but I am a jackass and she has always loved that. “If I cared, kitten, you wouldn’t be calling another man for a ride.” She makes a face like she wants to throw something at me. Then her phone buzzes. A smile lifts the corner of her lips and something in me snaps. Not a fake one, a full blown Gia happy smile. One I haven't seen since the night on the hill. The one that she always has on her face when we are together. My fists curl so tight beside me I hear the crack of bone. She answers, voice low and too damn gentle. “Hey. No. I haven’t left yet. I’m still outside.” Who the fuck is that anyway? My blood boils. She laughs quietly, brushing her curls back, looking like she has forgotten I exist, like some background tv show on mute. I stare at her, swallowing the urge to snatch the phone out of her ear and tell the asshole to fuck off. She laughs again, soft and sweet, at whatever the person says. I clear my throat, hoping to steal an ounce of her attention, but she does not even pay me any heed. God, this girl knows how to get under my skin. Her voice drops lower as she whispers something that sounds a lot like “that is not true.” I have to remind myself that I caused this. If I fought harder, if I stood my ground, maybe she would not be so hesitant to get on my bike. Maybe she would not be making soft little phone calls to another man. It burns in my chest. There is no way someone else makes her this happy. She has to be doing it on purpose. “Yeah,” she murmurs, head lowered. “I will be there soon.” Be where. With who? My pulse thunders in my ears. She finally hangs up, still smiling to herself. Why am I angry at her for moving on? “Who was that?” I keep my voice steady. She blinks at me, slowly turning like she has forgotten I exist. “Oh. Kevin. He wanted to know if we were home yet.” Right. Kevin. I have completely forgotten about that fucker. “Is he your boyfriend?” The words come out sharp, there is no use pretending. I don’t like him. She shrugs and tucks her phone back into her cleavage. “I am not sure how that is your problem.” I step forward before I can think, boxing her in without touching her. “I am not asking as your brother's best friend.” My voice drops low. “I ask like a man who needs to know why he makes you smile like that.” Her chest rises, eyes glazing over almost immediately leaving her mouth gaping like she wants me to kiss her. And fuck me, I want to kiss her. I need to kiss her. “You have no right to be jealous,” she whispers. I smile, but it does not reach anything warm in me. “Kitten, I am not jealous.” I am. I am dying of it. “I am territorial.” Right then, headlights turn into the lot. Her ride. I do not move. I just stare past her at the approaching car. Her voice comes out shaky. “My Uber is here.” “I know.” She hesitates, then steps around me. I watch her walk toward the car, dragging my hand down my face, forcing myself to breathe through the fury clawing up my ribs. She reaches the door and wraps her fingers around the handle. Then she whips her hair back and calls my name. “Dmitry!” I lift my head. Her eyes lock on mine like she wants to carve the words into my skin. “He is my boyfriend.” She gets into the car, not bothering to see if her words affect me or not, leaving me like a lost wet puppy. Boyfriend? I scoff, she has to be shitting me. There is no way in hell I let my Gia be another man's woman.DmitryGianna doesn't spare me another glance. She just keeps shaking her head, tears spilling down her cheeks as though she can't stop them, and every single one lands like a knife to my chest. I've seen her cry before. I've held her through panic attacks, nightmares, grief, and heartbreak. This is different.This time, I'm the reason.The realization settles deep in my bones, crushing the last bit of denial I had left. I keep trying to convince myself that everything I did was to protect her, that Tamer was the only version of me she trusted enough to confide in, but none of those excuses matter anymore. No amount of love changes the fact that I lied to her. I blurred every boundary she thought existed between her private life and mine, all because I couldn't bear the thought of letting either version of her go."Gianna..." My voice breaks around her name. I take a cautious step forward, keeping my hands low where she can see them. "Please forgive me."She flinches before I've even r
GiannaHe doesn't hear me. My chest tightens as I stare at the phone in his hands, my mind refusing to accept what my eyes are seeing. Maybe he doesn't know Gianna and Kitten are the same person, but that doesn't stop the ugly sting of jealousy from spreading through me. He'd been intimate with another woman. He'd spent money on her, showered her with gifts, called her his personal whore, and all the while he'd been telling me I was the only woman he wanted. Was that why he'd never allowed me into this room? Was this what he'd been hiding behind a locked door every single night?Then another thought crashes into me so violently it steals the air from my lungs. The piercings. Every single time Dmitry and I had slept together, I'd seen the rings through his nipples and the piercing through his cock. Tamer had those exact same piercings. I'd touched them. Teased him about them. I'd even joked that whoever convinced him to get them deserved a medal. How had I never questioned it? How had
GiannaI wait until I hear his footsteps disappear before letting out a long breath.Finally.Time to get some work done before eight o'clock arrives.I finish the soup while it's still warm, then carry the empty bowl downstairs. When I return to my room, my desk is already buried beneath notebooks, highlighters, and printed lecture slides. Dmitry peeks through the doorway, takes one look at the mess, and quietly raises both hands in surrender."I'll leave the genius to it.""You should," I reply with a small smile.He grins before closing the door behind him, finally giving me the privacy I'd asked for all day.The next few hours blur together in a haze of highlighted paragraphs and half-finished notes. I read the same sentence three different times before realizing none of it has registered. Every time I force myself to focus, my thoughts wander back to eight o'clock.By ten minutes to the hour, I give up pretending.I close my books, stack my notes into a neat pile, and slip my lap
I wake to another wave of cramps rolling through my stomach, sharp enough to drag me out of sleep. A frustrated groan slips past my lips as I pull the duvet over my head, hoping another five minutes will somehow make the pain disappear. It doesn't. If anything, the ache only settles deeper into my body, reminding me that my period has officially decided to make my life miserable.I squeeze my eyes shut and try to drift back to sleep, but Daine's messages keep flashing through my mind. I skipped three sessions already, and there was no chance Tamer would let a fourth one slide without consequences. As tempting as it is to spend the entire day curled up in Dmitry's arms, I know I have to log in tonight.I hate that I even want to.Things with Dmitry have never been better. Every passing day makes it harder to imagine my life without him, yet a part of me still looks forward to those sessions. They excite me in a way I can't quite explain, and the realization fills me with more guilt tha
GiannaThe cramps hit like a freight train an hour later.I’m curled up on the couch in one of Dmitry’s oversized hoodies, a heating pad pressed against my lower belly, trying not to whimper every time another wave rolls through me. The relief I felt in the bathroom earlier has officially turned into bitter regret. Why did I ever wish for this? I think, biting down on my lip as another sharp twist makes me draw my knees closer to my chest.This is karma. Straight-up cosmic payback for panicking over a pregnancy I wasn’t even sure about.Dmitry walks back into the living room carrying a tray worry etchd on his face as we moves like an assigned private nurse. There’s a mug of chamomile tea, a bar of dark chocolate, painkillers, and a fresh hot water bottle. His eyes soften the second they land on me.“You’re still hurting,” he says, not a question. He sets the tray on the coffee table and crouches in front of the couch so we’re eye-level. One big hand rests gently on my thigh, thumb str
GiannaI rush to the bathroom the second I get home, not even bothering to check whether Dmitry is home or not. I pull the pregnancy test out of my bag and quickly tear open the box.My hands tremble as I use it before setting it on the edge of the sink.Then I wait, pacing the length of the bathroom, my heart hammering against my ribs as the seconds drag by.What am I going to do if it comes back positive?I can’t keep it.A baby would ruin every plan I’ve made for myself. My future. My career. My life.And Dmitry…What if he doesn’t want it either?A sharp knock on the bathroom door startles me out of my skin before Dmitry's calm voice follows."Baby, you in there?"My eyes dart between the pregnancy test sitting on the countertop and the bathroom door.Shit.My throat dries up the second I try to answer him.Breathe, Gia.I squeeze my eyes shut and force a shaky breath out of my lungs."I'm taking a dump," I call back, praying my voice doesn't crack. "I'll be out in a second."Heat







