LOGINDmitry
There are a couple of things I take pleasure in. My bike, my time, my friends. Now I can add something new to the list. Watching Gianna squirm at the thought of climbing onto the seat behind me. Years ago she begged to ride with me. Now the apprehension is written all over her face, loud enough to hear without a single word spoken. I snicker, lifting my visor and cocking my head as I examine my pretty little kitten. Fuck. I want to do the most insane things to her. She is gorgeous. Perfect. Her curls fall across her face and my fingers twitch with the urge to brush them back. “Stop staring at me like that.” Her voice shakes, cheeks flushed, but I do not look away. I am gone. Lost in the familiarity of her. I still remember the taste of her lips, salt and cherry. I swing off the bike, pull my helmet off, and let the cool air hit my face. “Look,” I say, swallowing the laughter crawling up my throat. “This is our only ride. You either hop on, or you walk home.” I lean against the bike, watching her like she is the only thing worth staring at. In a way, she is. She stares back, mouth hanging open. “You are insufferable, Dmitry.” She spits the words, slipping her hand between her breasts and pulling her phone out. Holy fuck. I drag my eyes back up before she catches me staring. Fuck that should be my cock, slipping in and out those juicy breasts. My eyes shut, the image almost clear in my head until her low giggle brings me back to the present. I watch as her fingers fly across the screen. A second later, she holds the phone up triumphantly. “In your face, jackass.” I smile. Still stubborn. Still determined. Still Gia. “Suit yourself, kitten.” Her eyes flare with rage. “Stop calling me that.” I tilt my head, feigning confusion. “Calling you what. Kitten?” Her nostrils flare as she moves her attention to the lot entrance. “Yes,” she snaps. “I told you already. Stop it.” I push off the bike and take one slow step toward her, not enough to crowd her, just enough for her scent to flood my nostrils. Vanilla, she still smells like vanilla. “Can’t help it.” I shrug. “You still look like one and behave like one too. Claws first.” She scoffs, finally looking my way but not saying anything to counter my words. I am not sure how I will do it but I need my Gia back, without telling her the reason I left. “Why are you still here?” she asks, finally saying something. “You're still here.” She points to the exit like she is trying to get rid of an intruder. “Leave, Dmitry.” I don’t move. Her eyes narrow. “You heard me. Go. You've helped enough. I'll meet you at your place." I fold my arms, moving back to my bike. “I’m waiting for your ride.” She blinks, then widens her eyes before squinting them at me. Fucking adorable. “For what?” “So I know you actually get into it,” I say, voice steady. “I need to make sure you're safe." She stares at me like I have grown horns. Then her expression shifts, something softer underneath the irritation. “One would think you care about me.” She tilts her head. “Or are you just saving face in case someone sees you letting me stand here alone?” That one stings, right under the ribs and I know I should be trying to coddle her into winning her forgiveness but I am a jackass and she has always loved that. “If I cared, kitten, you wouldn’t be calling another man for a ride.” She makes a face like she wants to throw something at me. Then her phone buzzes. A smile lifts the corner of her lips and something in me snaps. Not a fake one, a full blown Gia happy smile. One I haven't seen since the night on the hill. The one that she always has on her face when we are together. My fists curl so tight beside me I hear the crack of bone. She answers, voice low and too damn gentle. “Hey. No. I haven’t left yet. I’m still outside.” Who the fuck is that anyway? My blood boils. She laughs quietly, brushing her curls back, looking like she has forgotten I exist, like some background tv show on mute. I stare at her, swallowing the urge to snatch the phone out of her ear and tell the asshole to fuck off. She laughs again, soft and sweet, at whatever the person says. I clear my throat, hoping to steal an ounce of her attention, but she does not even pay me any heed. God, this girl knows how to get under my skin. Her voice drops lower as she whispers something that sounds a lot like “that is not true.” I have to remind myself that I caused this. If I fought harder, if I stood my ground, maybe she would not be so hesitant to get on my bike. Maybe she would not be making soft little phone calls to another man. It burns in my chest. There is no way someone else makes her this happy. She has to be doing it on purpose. “Yeah,” she murmurs, head lowered. “I will be there soon.” Be where. With who? My pulse thunders in my ears. She finally hangs up, still smiling to herself. Why am I angry at her for moving on? “Who was that?” I keep my voice steady. She blinks at me, slowly turning like she has forgotten I exist. “Oh. Kevin. He wanted to know if we were home yet.” Right. Kevin. I have completely forgotten about that fucker. “Is he your boyfriend?” The words come out sharp, there is no use pretending. I don’t like him. She shrugs and tucks her phone back into her cleavage. “I am not sure how that is your problem.” I step forward before I can think, boxing her in without touching her. “I am not asking as your brother's best friend.” My voice drops low. “I ask like a man who needs to know why he makes you smile like that.” Her chest rises, eyes glazing over almost immediately leaving her mouth gaping like she wants me to kiss her. And fuck me, I want to kiss her. I need to kiss her. “You have no right to be jealous,” she whispers. I smile, but it does not reach anything warm in me. “Kitten, I am not jealous.” I am. I am dying of it. “I am territorial.” Right then, headlights turn into the lot. Her ride. I do not move. I just stare past her at the approaching car. Her voice comes out shaky. “My Uber is here.” “I know.” She hesitates, then steps around me. I watch her walk toward the car, dragging my hand down my face, forcing myself to breathe through the fury clawing up my ribs. She reaches the door and wraps her fingers around the handle. Then she whips her hair back and calls my name. “Dmitry!” I lift my head. Her eyes lock on mine like she wants to carve the words into my skin. “He is my boyfriend.” She gets into the car, not bothering to see if her words affect me or not, leaving me like a lost wet puppy. Boyfriend? I scoff, she has to be shitting me. There is no way in hell I let my Gia be another man's woman.GiannaThree thousand, four hundred and twenty-one.That’s how many seconds I’ve been locked in this place. Yes, I counted. Twice.My heart has stopped at least eight times in that span, and for once I’m not even exaggerating.The air feels more heavier, and congested like there's plenty of us here and not just me and the cold floor doesn't do anything to help my nerves.My phone's useless here too, I tried calling Kevin and just like every darn horror movie there's no signal here.I tap my phone again anyway, switching on and off the airplane mode, my eyes widen at the sight of one bar and I rush to call Kevin again but it disappears.“Yes, yes,” I whisper, rushing to call Kevin.And just like every freaking movie, the bar disappears complete. “God,” I whisper, my voice cracking. “Please.”I do not even know what I am pleading for anymore. A signal bar to come back. For someone to burst through the door and save me. Anything at all that will get me the fuck out of here. I can feel
GiannaI move around the garage absentmindedly, careful to keep out of Roxanne and Braide’s way. The place smells like oil and hot metal, the air thick with exhaust and noise, but none of it really registers. My body is here. My head is somewhere else entirely.Nothing about what just happened makes any sense.Rhonda.Who is she?How does she know Dmitry?Before he traveled? Did he tell her before he left?Fuck. I’m doing it again. Losing my mind over him.A dark chuckle slips out of me, hollow and humorless. My eyes burn almost instantly, that familiar sting warning me that I'm seconds away from crying. I blink fast, stare at the concrete floor, anything to keep them from falling.“Are you good?” Braide asks.He’s standing over me, broad shoulders blocking some of the harsh light. He looks genuinely concerned, which somehow makes me feel bad.I nod sheepishly. I’m anything but good. Not even close.Still, I'm glad I came here. Glad I witnessed Dmitry's secret race love, even more gla
DmitryI am either losing my fucking mind, or Gianna is actually here, at the tracks she claims to hate, in the arms of Braide fucking Langley.Anger coils tight in my skull, hot and blinding. I blink hard, trying to steady it, but then she startles like she heard something. Like she heard me. The next second she’s pulling out of his arms, eyes scanning the crowd frantically.So she did hear me.I step fully into the garage, forcing my posture loose, my expression unreadable. Calm on the outside. Anything but on the inside.“If it isn’t the king of the tracks, Dmitry Orlov,” Braide drawls. “To what do we peasants owe this rather homely visit?”I scoff. He’s lucky Gianna is standing right there. Otherwise he’d be face first in dirt already.“What are you doing here, Gianna?” I demand.Her eyes widen, guilty in a way that hits something ugly in my chest. Like she knows she shouldn’t be here.“I…” She inhales, then looks straight at me, something shifting in her expression. Something col
GiannaThe tracks are everything I imagined it'd be, rowdy. I nearly sprint back into my Uber when my eyes land on a familiar, tall chestnut-haired girl.Do I call her name? Even if I did, there’s no way she’d hear me over the noise.Just then, Roxy turns over to where I'm standing like she can actually sense me. Her eyes widen, surprise flashing across her face before it breaks into a childish grin. She lifts her arm and starts waving like a madwoman, completely unapologetic about it.I barely have time to react before she’s pushing through people, brushing shoulders, murmuring apologies she clearly doesn’t mean."You made it, damsel.”The grin on her face is contagious, wide and genuine and completely unguarded. It pulls a small giggle that feels out of place here leaves my mouth, and she stops laughing then starts again.Up close, she smells sweet which isn't something I'd expect from her. Not because she's a biker but because of how rough her hands are. She didn't pique me as the
Gianna Roxanne has been blowing up my phone all morning, and I have no idea why. Last night, panic took over and I turned my phone off before climbing into bed. I needed silence. Distance. Anything to quiet the storm in my head. When I finally turn it back on now, twenty unread messages stare back at me. I groan and let my head fall back against my wardrobe door, eyes unfocused. My lips still tingle, sensitive and warm, like his mouth never really left them. A slow smile curves against my will. Dmitry kissed me. He kissed me, and worse, he confessed his feelings so openly it left me breathless. I should feel happy. I should feel chosen. Instead, guilt coils tight in my stomach. Kevin does not deserve this. I begged him to help me forget Dmitry. I asked him to be my anchor, my safety. And now here I am, unraveling because one kiss from Dima reminded me of everything I tried to bury. Great, now I even call him Dima. This is getting complicated. Messy. Dangerous. I dr
DmitryI have tortured myself for the past week because I wanted to respect her wish. Because I wanted to show her how different I am.And look what happened.Some fucking lunatics thought they could ambush her. Touch her. Fucking try to scare her.My woman.The thought gnaws deep in my chest, sharp and relentless, with only one escape. Making sure I find them. Making sure they pay for the fear she faced.Fuck.And that savior, the one she is all fangirling over. That girl fits only one person. Someone who should not be back here in New York.I pray it isn’t her.Footsteps rush down the stairs and I glance up. Gia is descending, hair plaited back, dressed in soft home clothes. Safe clothes. The kind she wears when she thinks nothing can touch her.She stops when she sees me standing instead of sitting.“Dmitry?” Her voice is soft. Careful. “What’s wrong? Why are you staring at me like that?”Annoyance coils in my gut. Annoyed she didn’t tell me. Annoyed she thought she had to carry it







