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"So…" Cassian paused, the tips of his ears turning red. "Do you want to get a closer feel now?"I froze for a second, then my face burned instantly. "Cassian Stone! Were you pretending to sleep last night?"He laughed, pulling me down to sit at the edge of the bed as he rested his chin in the hollow of my shoulder. His voice was low and hoarse as he replied, "I wasn't. But… I did wake up when you held my hand and said you were sorry.""So, you just pretended to stay asleep while I ran my mouth saying all that embarrassing stuff?""It wasn't embarrassing." His arms tightened around me. "Not at all. It was the sweetest thing I've ever heard."I buried my face in his chest.The faint scent of medicine lingered on him, mixed with something so familiar it made my chest ache. Suddenly, all the detours I had taken over the past five years felt like they had only led me back here so I could hold him a little tighter, be more appreciative of what I had.From the doorway came Elias' lower
Cassian's grip on my wrist loosened, his hand falling limply onto the bed. His brows knit tighter, and something glistened at the corner of his eye before slipping down.I thought someone had clenched my heart in their fist, for it hurt so much I could barely breathe."You're not being delusional." I took his hand and pressed my face gently against the back of it; it was still hot to the touch. "I was too young and foolish to appreciate the one good thing in my life back then. I'm sorry, Cassian."He didn't respond. His breathing gradually evened out, and the fever seemed to subside a little.I sat by the bed, holding his hand as I listened to the rhythm of his breathing. Eventually, I fell asleep too.…The next morning, I woke to sunlight.I had fallen asleep leaning against Cassian's bedside, and a blanket had been draped over me at some point. Cassian was already awake, his fever gone. He was sitting against the headboard, quietly watching me.I shot upright immediately, my
"I—""Ms. Briarwood, come on! He's calling your name again!"The call cut off.I stood at the entrance of StarBeans, the evening wind rushing against my face.My brain told me I shouldn't go. It'd be absurd for an ex-girlfriend to show up at her ex-boyfriend's house in the middle of the night. Yet, my legs had already betrayed me by the time I came to my senses, carrying me toward the destination my heart was dead set on going to.…20 minutes later, I found myself standing outside Cassian's house, slightly out of breath whilst holding a bag of fever medicine and cooling patches in my hand.The door opened just a crack before Elias peeked out and yanked me inside in one swift motion."Ms. Briarwood, you're finally here! Cass is in the bedroom! I'll get you some water. No, I mean, I'm off to do my homework. You two take your time!"Then, he promptly dashed back into his room and slammed the door shut.I stood in the living room, staring at the half-open bedroom door. Then, I t
My mom called me again that afternoon. She had set up a blind date for me with the bank guy Sharon introduced her to. I was to meet him at StarBeans on Saturday at 3 p.m. sharp.This time, I didn't make excuses to get out of dodge. Instead, I agreed.After hanging up, I stared blankly at the sticky note tucked inside my lesson plan.'I'll always be here if you want to try again.''But where would you be if I do want to try again? By another woman's side, somewhere forever out of my reach? Or did you think I would never try to rekindle our relationship? Does that mean that those words were nothing more than a quiet consolation to yourself?'I flipped the sticky note over and noticed another line on the back. It was written in pencil, but it was so faint that I had to tilt it toward the light to make it out.'It's okay even if you don't want to. I'll wait. I've already waited five years, so what's the rest of a lifetime?'My tears finally fell.Five years. He had waited for me fo
Cassian was 31 now, but the way his eyes turned red and hurt was somehow even harder to bear than it had been back then."You're right," he said softly. "We're barely acquainted."Then, he turned and walked away.I watched his back as he left. The sunlight was bright, stretching his shadow long across the ground. I couldn't help but notice that the way he walked hadn't changed. His back was ramrod straight, each of his steps measured and steady despite his emotional turmoil.I used to find that dull and boring, thinking it made him look more like a machine running on a fixed rhythm. Only now did I realize that it had been the only constant in a world full of uncertainty.My eyes finally began to sting.My phone buzzed. It was a message from Elias."Ms. Briarwood! I was hiding nearby and saw the whole thing! How could you say you barely know each other? You obviously still like my brother!"I was about to reply when a second message came through."You know what? Screw this! My
I froze where I stood. "H-How do you know all that?""Because I thought about taking the exam too." Cassian turned to look at me. "I kept thinking if one day we could end up working at the same school… then maybe we could start over."He smiled as he said it. The smile on his lips was faint, and his voice was so soft that it sounded like he was laughing at his own foolishness."I studied for three months," he added. "And then I heard you went on a blind date."I parted my lips, but a lump formed in my throat, stopping me from speaking up.That had been three years ago. My mother had been relentless, so I went to meet someone, had a meal with him, and that was the end of it. The man talked about his house and his car the entire time while all I could think of was Cassian."That blind date didn't work out," I heard myself say.Cassian glanced at me. Something flickered in his eyes, but I could tell how his eyes brightened for a moment. Alas, whatever that was was snuffed out jus







